Andy Biersack- Your average goth teen living in boring, old PA. His mother is a workaholic and doesn't have time to spend with him, so he usually spends his free time at the local park with his sketch pad and his iPod. He rather be there than be at home with the maids and attendants that do the job his mother fails to do.

Bill Kaulitz- His life is a complete 180 of Andy's quiet one. He has everything bad handed to him in a fucking hand basket. His father beats him and when he's drunk, rapes him. He learned a long time ago that fighting back only leads to more pain. He hates pain, yet he inflicts it upon himself because he has nothing better to do. He usually runs away from his house to the same park Andy frequents because he loves to admire him from a distance. It calms him down. It's like a sweet escape from it all.


Andy never noticed him...until now.

1. Irresponsible Jackass

   "She claims I'm the irresponsible jackass and she's the one that refuses to call when she knows I'm waiting."

2. Mysteries and Lust

   "No way was this the same kid. This kid didn’t have that lost, scared, depressed look in his eyes. This one had pride in his eyes."

3. Blood Runs Deep

   “You're still alive, well you won't be for long.”

4. Secrets

   "This one is a little too personal. I'd rather not relive it so I can describe it."

5. Everything Changes

   "I was so scared. I thought you were going to die."

6. Everything Changes (Part 2)

   "I was so scared. I thought you were going to die.”

7. Is This Really A Happy Ending?

   "I wanted to die; I didn’t want Andy hearing this."

8. Getting To Know You

   "Look, you want more from me but you don’t want to tell me shit about yourself."

9. Eternal Darkness

   "I don’t runaway from my problems I face them."

10. The Truth That Was Masked In Lies

    "Ashley, you think that if i tell Bill what's up with me, he'll open up?"

11. Memories

    "My life will never be normal as long as my dad has this mental hold on me."

12. Demons

    "The way his brown eyes looked at Bill like wolf looking at a helpless lamb."

13. A Day Out

    "This simple picnic may have changed his life forever."

14. The Pain

    “Don’t shout at me! I know what I deserve and happiness isn’t one of those things. The things I let my father do to me? I am nothing but a disgusting being.”

15. Missing

    “I promised Bill I wouldn’t say. But I know that he is somehow involved.”

16. Let You Down

    "Never again will you be alone."

17. It's All Coming Back To Me

    "Andy, I want to trust you but I can't."

18. Broken Ties

    “No you’re not. I saw the fear in your eyes. That will never happen again.”

19. Second Chance

    *RATED R* That's all I can say, guys. Reader discretion is advised.

20. Regrets And Wonders

    “What?! What did he think of…me? Did he ever say if he regrets doing what he did to me?”

21. Hurt And Comfort

    “I don’t want it to hurt. I want it to be over.”

22. Why?

    "Bill, why would you do this?"

23. Icognito

    “You better or I’ll be forced to make some economical withdrawals.”

24. Hallucinations

    "You believe me don't you?"

25. Happily Ever After...NOT!!

    "Bill, welcome to the rest of your life."