I Will Love You Forever

"Andy can I ask you something," I asked. "Sure babe what," he replied. "I don't mean this to be mean but I think our relationship is moving too fast." That's when I started to cry, remembering my old "Internet boyfriend" and how he beat me. "Lexi I've been thinking the same thing. I barely know you. A relationship like this would be normal for Ashley but not for me." "I'll be sleeping on the couch Andy. It's not that I don't trust you or like you but I'm not ready. The shower thing was actually kind if uncomfortable but I thought it would make you happy so..." "You don't have to do what you think makes me happy I want us both to be happy." "Okay Andy. I'll see you in the morning." I woke up at about noon and Andy was still sleeping. I went to the restaurant and ordered eggs, toast, and bacon for both of us. When I got back he was on his phone. I gave him his share of the food and we are together on the bed. Vannah and Ashley went out for breakfast so the house was quiet. He looked at me and asked me about my life story. I told him, "When I was five my mom died in a car crash. My dad was in the hospital for a month. I had to take car of myself at five because my aunt was a druggie and alchoholic. After my dad got out of the hospital everything changed. He was getting aggressive and he would spank me with a belt everytime I accidentally did something. I ran away to a friends house for a month and he hid me in his closet and fed me. After his mom found me she drove me back to my house. When I got home dad beat me and locked me in my room. When I started high school I had my first boyfriend. I decided to um... Try it out. He told everyone and that's when I cut the words into my skin. Then last year I was raped and so yeah... I've had a really shitty life." He frowned at me. I just looked at my feet. He started running his finger down my jaw and then he grabbed me and pulled me to him. He was very gentle. But not too gentle. He made me feel like a strong person instead of a kicked puppy. He asked if this was moving too fast and I said no. He then pulled me in and kissed me slowly. He pulled off my shirt and I pulled off his. I was still wearing my pajama bottoms and he pulled those down too. He didn't have pants on so I didn't have to worry about that. We just kissed half naked until Ashley and Vannah walked into the hotel room along with CC, Jinxx, and Jake. "Hey! Are we interrupting something," Jinxx said. "Wow! How fast do you move Andy," CC asked. "Um... Why am I still in here," Jake asked. "Oh! Just last night you're taking a shower together and it's already to this?! Not like you Andy," Ashley snorted. "Andy I'm under blankets half naked with four other guys just about surrounding our bed. Will you please hand me my clothes?" He grabbed my clothes and I out them on. Then everyone started laughing except Andy and I. Andy then kissed me and went to get in the shower.

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