The Girl With The Dragon's Blood

When I woke up I was laying in my bed with the covers drawn up around me. I turned over and saw Christi laying asleep next to me. I picked up my phone and saw that I had been asleep or almost two days. It made sense though because this was the first time I had slept in awhile. I quietly crawled out of bed so as not to wake Christi and then went to the bathroom. When I got there I stood in the mirror and just looked at myself. I had become extremely thin from lack of food and I had dark circles under my eyes. But even though my appearance was ragged I couldn't bring myself to care. Actually thinking about it I realized that I didn't feel anything. No emotions accept for I slight discomfort and confusion. I knew that I needed to feel something. But it didn't feel like anything other than a vague discomfort knowing that I didn't feel anything. Kind of like when you sit under water with your breath held and its really calm and the need for air hasn't completely hit you yet. Just a vague discomfort. Other than that there was nothing. No sadness, no anger, happiness, pain. There was nothing. I knew that I needed to fix that. That I needed to feel something. Anything for Christi's sake. Then suddenly a thought hit me. Pain. Maybe pain was the key. I pulled out my razor and ran it across my thigh a few times. There was a stinging sensation but I knew it wasn't enough. I sat for a moment and then made a decision. I ran the blade across my wrist several times. Not to deep. Just deep enough to make me wince from the pain. It worked. After about the third cut it was like a floodgate opened and all of the emotions it seemed I had locked away in my sleep came flooding in and I gasped. Tears filled my eyes but I blinked them away. The other day was the only time I would allow myself to break down like that. I got in the shower and watched the water run pink as it washed away the blood. I bathed and then stepped out if the shower. I cleaned my cuts and then bandaged them. I quietly walked to my closet and put on a pair of sports shorts and a black hoodie. I tucked the blanket back around Christi and then walked downstairs. I guess Christi's mom had hired someone to fix the house back up because it showed no traces of the break-in. Even my bedroom door had been fixed from where the police had destroyed it. I walked into the dining room where everyone was sitting and talking. As soon as I walked in the conversations stopped and everyone looked up at me. I gave them a weak smile. "Please don't start acting weird around me guys. I'm going to be fine and I don't hunk I could handle it I y'all started being strange." I told them. They nodded and I walked into the kitchen and fixed myself a bowl of cereal. While I was pouring the milk Jinxx walked in. He set his bowl in the sink and turned to me. "We are all really happy that your doing better Tora. You had us all worried." He said. He came foreword and pulled me into a hug. And then pulled back. "Me and the guys want to hang around for another week or so because we've still got a few weeks until our next tour." He told me and I nodded. Then his phone started ringing he pulled it out and I saw it was Sammi Doll. I imagine he missed her greatly. I sighed and then I got a brilliant idea that made me smile slightly. I picked up my bowl and left Jinxx in the kitchen to talk to his wife. I walked to the table and started eating. I hadn't even realized how hungry I was. I ended up eating three bowls of cereal. I talked to the guys and they even got me to smile a little bit. Christi came down and sat on my lap. I hugged her and told her that I was sorry. The day went on like that. Christi clung to me but I didn't mind and the guys tried their best to keep my mind off of everything. Over the course of the day I secretly stole all of the guys phone without them noticing. I eventually had to explain my plan to Christi because she got curious. When I told her she got very excited. By the end of the day my plan was in motion and now all Christi had to do was get the guys out of the house tomorrow. She managed to convince them that they needed to go shopping and that I would be fine here with her mother. The next morning they all left and it was just me and Christi's mother. I told her what I was doing. I got dressed in black skinny jeans and a black tank top with a leather jacket to cover my wrists. I pulled my hair back into a ponytail and then did my makeup. When I was done I slipped into black combat boots and walked downstairs I grabbed the keys to my first car and jumped in it because my corvette would not fit everyone. My first vehicle was actually a black dodge truck that had a backseat. I only drove it occasionally. I made my way to the airport and waited. The first one to arrive was get off the plane was Sammi. But she was closely followed by Juliet and Ella. I smiled and introduced myself and they all smiled and hugged me. They were all really nice and I found that I could actually smile around them. I got them out to my truck and put their stuff in the back. We all piled in and I reminded them that the boys didn't know they were coming so not to text them or anything. They all laughed and agreed. When we reached the house they all looked up at it. "It looks like a miniature castle." Juliet said and the others nodded. "Well it kind of is. It was modeled after a castle in Ireland." I told her. I showed them inside and led them each to the rooms that their guys were staying in. We all walked down into the living room and went over the plan. Apparently the boys wouldn't be home for about two hours because Christi made them stop and watch a movie with her. The girls were thankful because they wanted to shower and get ready after sitting on the plane. After they were all showered and ready they looked gorgeous. Sammi was wearing a pair of black high waisted shorts with a white ruffled dress shirt tucked into it and her hair was perfectly curled. Ella was wearing a purple corset top dress with a high low skirt and had her hair straightened. Juliet wore a pair of grey skinny jeans with a black veil brides shirt that had Andy's face on it and her hair was in a braid. When they got their showers and were ready we all sat in the living room and chatted. They asked about my hair and I told them that it was completely natural as were my eyes. Soon Ella looked at her phone and laughed slightly. I looked at her questioningly and she showed me her phone. It was a list if texts from Jake.
Jake: Hey baby.
You there?
Is something wrong?
Did I do something?
Are you okay?
Please talk to me!
I love you. I'm sorry for whatever I did.
Apparently all of the girls had similar texts from their guys. The worst was Jinxx and Sammi. He loved her so much and was terrified that he had done something wrong and was apologizing for whatever he thought she was mad at him for. "I feel kind of bad for doing this to them but their expressions when they see that were here will be priceless." Sammi said. I got a text from Christi saying they were getting ready to pull in. All of the girls hid and then I heard the door opened. I went to meet them and all of them but Ashley and Christi looked sad. "What's wrong guys?" I asked innocently. Jinxx looked at me with pain in his eyes. "The girls haven't spoken to us since this morning. We don't know what's wrong and thy wont answer us. They haven't for hours." He said sadly. Finally I couldn't take it. "Okay girls come in before your guys start their water works." I called. Andy looked at me strangely but then all of the girls came out and stood beside eachother. The guys eyes widened to the size of golf balls and then it was like and all out race to see who could get to their girlfriend first. Jinxx won and he picked Sammi up and spun her around while he kissed her. The others did similar things to their own girlfriend. Ashley and Cc came up behind me with a funny look on their faces. "You do know that they will be up all night doing god knows what and that nobody will be able to sleep right?" Ashley asked me. I turned around and smirked. "Well then that will suck for you two because Momma Christi already left to a friends house and Christi is sleeping in my room and my walls are soundproofed." I said smugly. They glared at me and soon we were all sitting in the living room. Finally Jake asked how they got here and we all took turns explaining how I stole the boys phones and got the girls numbers and texted them. I got all of the girls flights from wherever they were to LA that night except for Sammi because she was already there. And then this morning I had the private jet sent to meet them and bring them here. I told them about agreeing that they wouldn't text the guys back until they got to the house. After the guys realized it was me that organized everything I was tackled to the ground by hugs from three fully grown men. I looked to Sammi. "Help... Need air... Dying." I said. She smirked and managed to pull the guys off of me. "Okay okay guys get off of her before I have to hurt you. We wouldn't want you hurting this darling little girl when she just helped you all out." She said with a laugh. The guys started to laugh until they noticed I had stiffened and my breath hitched and my hands were shaking. They realized what was wrong. Sammi had sounded like my mother jut then. Ashley moved to touch me but before he could I sprung foreword and wrapped my arms around Sammi's waist and hugged her hiding my head in her shoulder. She hesitated and then hugged me back. "I'm sorry." I murmured. I pulled back and walked into the hall to breath and I heard Sammi asking what that was all about. Jinxx explained it to her and the other girls and I could hear them starting to cry. I ran up to my room panting. I closed and locked my door behind me and then ran to my bathroom. I grabbed my razor. I knew that my thighs didn't do anything anymore so I shrugged out of my jacket and ran a dozen lines across my wrists. I needed to feel anything but this overwhelming sorrow and pain seemed to work best. After sitting for a few minutes I got up and washed my wrists before cleaning and bandaging them. I put my jacket back on and walked back into my room to hear someone knocking on my door. Figuring it was Ashley I opened my door. "What do you want Ashl-" I cut off when I saw that it was Sammi Juliet and Ella. They had tears in their eyes and Sammi yanked me into a hug. I let her. "I'm so sorry that happened to you." She said and Juliet and Ella started hugging me to. They walked me backwards into my room and then closed the door. I just let them do it. They all let me go and then we sat on my bed. I explained everything to them. From the first day the guys met to the last few days. I even told them about my issue and they accepted me immediately. When I finished I looked at Sammi. "I'm sorry about earlier. It's just that you remind me of her so much." I told her. She smiled sadly and then thought for a moment. "Look I don't want this to be strange but it seems like you already see Jinxx as a father so do you maybe want me to be your new mother?" She asked slowly. My head shot up and I slowly nodded. I wanted that more than anything. She pulled me into a hug. "Then it's official. You are now Tora Hime-Doll." She said.

Notes

Yaaaay new chappie!! I felt like the girls needed to brought in. Oh and in this Lauren doesn't exist because I have other plans for Cc. Just in case you were wondering. Tell me what you think. Tell me if you have any ideas/requests for the next chappie. I love you all.
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