Now Remembered. But For How Long?
What Do We Do Now?
*CC's POV*
After the show me and Lauren went to my bunk. I was playing XBOX in my bunk and Lauren stole my controller halfway through the game. I chased her out of my bunk and around the outside of the bus. Then I had to chase her inside the bus. While I chased her in the bus Andy and sissy came back. I didn't have a chance to say hi because I finally caught Lauren.
"Ha! I got you. I love you, you stealing fucker."
"I love you, you little shit."
"I know." I smiled a cheesy smile and kissed her.
"Can we go to bed? I'm tired as fuck. Running from you is a lot of work."
"Of course." I love Lauren. She's amazing. Don't you just love our relationship?
After Lauren hopped in my bunk, I slid in and pulled her close to me.
"I love you so much. I missed being with you when the tour started." Lauren whispered before falling asleep.
"I missed you so much. I love that you came." Me being the crazy fucker I am took her phone and photo bombed the shit out of it. I set her lock screen to a picture of me sticking my tongue out. I fell asleep after because I love my sleep.
*Ashley's POV*
I went to buy drinks and food for the road after the show. on the way back to the bus I saw a hot chick leaving a bar. So I turned on my Purdy charm and brought her to the bus. I couldn't fuck her because we had to leave soon. And Juni would yell at me for fucking some random chick on her birthday. When Andy and Juni came back I told her she had to leave because we had to go. I knew Juni disapproved of the chick I brought. Whatever. I took a shower after she left and went to my bunk. I listened to music and thought of some chords to play. I left my bunk awhile after to get some water when I noticed Juni on the floor.
"hey Ju Ju. What's wrong?" I grabbed two waters and tossed Juni one.
"I can't sleep."
"Are you sure that's it?"
"Yea. I'm just thinking about today. That's all." She smiled a bit. She's probably a bit overwhelmed by something. But I know Juni will get over it. She's strong.
"Alright. Well I'm going to bed. See you in the morning." I messed with her hair and walked to my bunk and fell asleep.
*Back to CC's POV*
I woke up to someone hitting the wall and then heard screaming. I peeked my head out of my bunk and saw Juni and Jake. I looked to see if anyone else heard the noise. Andy poked his head out of his bunk. I guess I wasn't the only one.
"Should we go out?" I whispered. But by then it got quiet.
"No. I think their fine. Just go back to bed." Andy went back into his bunk and I did the same.
I pulled Lauren close to me and fell asleep with her in my arms.
~In The Morning~
I woke up and snuck out of my bunk because Lauren was still sleeping. Jazzy was a nice girl. She said she really liked our music and we helped her stop cutting. She said she heard us by accident. She was watching something on YouTube and clicked on our Perfect Weapon music video. It buffered for a bit and she forgot she clicked it. When it finished she really liked our music. I signed her wrist and wrote "You can do it. I believe in you." She gave me a hug and she said told me she really liked my drumming. I could tell by the war paint Ashley was her favorite. But she was really happy to see us all. Everyone was still sleeping except for Sammi and me. She was having water when I came out. I sat on the couch and turned on the T.V.
"Hey CC."
"Hey Sammi."
"Sleep well?"
"Yeah. I woke up to Jake and Juni last night."
"You heard it too?"
"Andy did too."
"What happened?"
"I don't know."
"Should we ask them?"
"Maybe at lunch."
"Okay." Sammi smiled and went back to the bunks and then to the bathroom.
I was watching the news when I saw that a girl committed suicide early this morning.
“Early Tuesday morning Jazmine Fields, age twenty two, committed suicide.” It was Jazzy. I dropped the remote in my hand. Sammi had just gotten out of the bathroom.
"CC what's wrong?"
"It's Jazzy."
"What about-" Sammi turned to the T.V. and saw what happened. She collapsed to the floor. I rushed to pick her up. I cooed into her ear that it would be okay.
"CC, she said she was okay. What would have caused her to do that?"
"I don't know. She had to have left a letter. If you want we can go to her house and see. We can cancel a show and stay here until the funeral. It's okay." Jinxx came in with Ashley laughing until they saw Sammi.
"Baby, what happened?" Jinxx ran to where Sammi and I were. Jinxx took over and I got up.
"Jazzy... She- She killed... Herself."
"What?" Ashley looked stunned.
"I was watching the news and I saw someone committed suicide and found out it was Jazzy."
"What do we tell Juni? She'll be broken." Jinxx looked up to Ash and I.
"I'm.. I'm not sure." I looked down. This would surely break Juni's heart.
"I think we should wake Andy, Jake, Lauren, and Juni up. I think they should know."
"I'll wake Andy up." Ash walked to the bunks.
"I'll get Lauren." I walked to my bunk and surely enough Lauren was knocked out.
"Babe. Get up. We need to talk. It's important." Shit that's not how I wanted it to sound but I guess it worked because she got up and asked what was wrong. Jake and Juni were woken by Jinxx and Sammi.
"guys, we have to tell you something." Sammi spoke up with Jinxx and I by her side. Ashley was next to me.
"What's wrong?"
"Well.. Jazzy committed suicide this morning." I blurted out looking at my feet.
"where did you hear this?" Andy looked puzzled.
"The news." Juni didn't seem shocked or anything. She had a straight face.
"You're sure it's Jazzy." Juni furrowed her eyebrow. I turned the T.V. back on and it was still playing Jazzy's death. Juni looked at the T.V. and got up and walked outside of the bus.
"Juni, where are you going?" Jake called out.
"A walk." She said.
"I'm going with her." Jake got up.
"Jake leave her. She needs to blow off some steam. She's probably just upset that Jazzy died. Let her clear her mind alone." Andy grabbed Jake's arm. Bad idea to leave Juni alone and touch Jake when Juni leaves so suddenly.
"No. I'm not losing her again. I almost lost her yesterday. I'm not risking it." Jake snapped.
"What do you mean?" Andy asked.
"Andy, she fucking cut herself. I didn't bother to check her arms. If Jinxx didn't check on her I could have lost Juni for good. I'm going with Juni whether you like it or not." Jake slammed the bus door as he left. Everyone's eyes turned to Jinxx.
"Yes. Juni cut herself. It's not my job to tell you why. It's Juni's. don't look at me for answers because I'm giving anything up. Sammi I love so much, but I told Juni I'd keep this between her and me." Jinxx walked to his bunk.
"what do we do now?" Lauren piped up.
After the show me and Lauren went to my bunk. I was playing XBOX in my bunk and Lauren stole my controller halfway through the game. I chased her out of my bunk and around the outside of the bus. Then I had to chase her inside the bus. While I chased her in the bus Andy and sissy came back. I didn't have a chance to say hi because I finally caught Lauren.
"Ha! I got you. I love you, you stealing fucker."
"I love you, you little shit."
"I know." I smiled a cheesy smile and kissed her.
"Can we go to bed? I'm tired as fuck. Running from you is a lot of work."
"Of course." I love Lauren. She's amazing. Don't you just love our relationship?
After Lauren hopped in my bunk, I slid in and pulled her close to me.
"I love you so much. I missed being with you when the tour started." Lauren whispered before falling asleep.
"I missed you so much. I love that you came." Me being the crazy fucker I am took her phone and photo bombed the shit out of it. I set her lock screen to a picture of me sticking my tongue out. I fell asleep after because I love my sleep.
*Ashley's POV*
I went to buy drinks and food for the road after the show. on the way back to the bus I saw a hot chick leaving a bar. So I turned on my Purdy charm and brought her to the bus. I couldn't fuck her because we had to leave soon. And Juni would yell at me for fucking some random chick on her birthday. When Andy and Juni came back I told her she had to leave because we had to go. I knew Juni disapproved of the chick I brought. Whatever. I took a shower after she left and went to my bunk. I listened to music and thought of some chords to play. I left my bunk awhile after to get some water when I noticed Juni on the floor.
"hey Ju Ju. What's wrong?" I grabbed two waters and tossed Juni one.
"I can't sleep."
"Are you sure that's it?"
"Yea. I'm just thinking about today. That's all." She smiled a bit. She's probably a bit overwhelmed by something. But I know Juni will get over it. She's strong.
"Alright. Well I'm going to bed. See you in the morning." I messed with her hair and walked to my bunk and fell asleep.
*Back to CC's POV*
I woke up to someone hitting the wall and then heard screaming. I peeked my head out of my bunk and saw Juni and Jake. I looked to see if anyone else heard the noise. Andy poked his head out of his bunk. I guess I wasn't the only one.
"Should we go out?" I whispered. But by then it got quiet.
"No. I think their fine. Just go back to bed." Andy went back into his bunk and I did the same.
I pulled Lauren close to me and fell asleep with her in my arms.
~In The Morning~
I woke up and snuck out of my bunk because Lauren was still sleeping. Jazzy was a nice girl. She said she really liked our music and we helped her stop cutting. She said she heard us by accident. She was watching something on YouTube and clicked on our Perfect Weapon music video. It buffered for a bit and she forgot she clicked it. When it finished she really liked our music. I signed her wrist and wrote "You can do it. I believe in you." She gave me a hug and she said told me she really liked my drumming. I could tell by the war paint Ashley was her favorite. But she was really happy to see us all. Everyone was still sleeping except for Sammi and me. She was having water when I came out. I sat on the couch and turned on the T.V.
"Hey CC."
"Hey Sammi."
"Sleep well?"
"Yeah. I woke up to Jake and Juni last night."
"You heard it too?"
"Andy did too."
"What happened?"
"I don't know."
"Should we ask them?"
"Maybe at lunch."
"Okay." Sammi smiled and went back to the bunks and then to the bathroom.
I was watching the news when I saw that a girl committed suicide early this morning.
“Early Tuesday morning Jazmine Fields, age twenty two, committed suicide.” It was Jazzy. I dropped the remote in my hand. Sammi had just gotten out of the bathroom.
"CC what's wrong?"
"It's Jazzy."
"What about-" Sammi turned to the T.V. and saw what happened. She collapsed to the floor. I rushed to pick her up. I cooed into her ear that it would be okay.
"CC, she said she was okay. What would have caused her to do that?"
"I don't know. She had to have left a letter. If you want we can go to her house and see. We can cancel a show and stay here until the funeral. It's okay." Jinxx came in with Ashley laughing until they saw Sammi.
"Baby, what happened?" Jinxx ran to where Sammi and I were. Jinxx took over and I got up.
"Jazzy... She- She killed... Herself."
"What?" Ashley looked stunned.
"I was watching the news and I saw someone committed suicide and found out it was Jazzy."
"What do we tell Juni? She'll be broken." Jinxx looked up to Ash and I.
"I'm.. I'm not sure." I looked down. This would surely break Juni's heart.
"I think we should wake Andy, Jake, Lauren, and Juni up. I think they should know."
"I'll wake Andy up." Ash walked to the bunks.
"I'll get Lauren." I walked to my bunk and surely enough Lauren was knocked out.
"Babe. Get up. We need to talk. It's important." Shit that's not how I wanted it to sound but I guess it worked because she got up and asked what was wrong. Jake and Juni were woken by Jinxx and Sammi.
"guys, we have to tell you something." Sammi spoke up with Jinxx and I by her side. Ashley was next to me.
"What's wrong?"
"Well.. Jazzy committed suicide this morning." I blurted out looking at my feet.
"where did you hear this?" Andy looked puzzled.
"The news." Juni didn't seem shocked or anything. She had a straight face.
"You're sure it's Jazzy." Juni furrowed her eyebrow. I turned the T.V. back on and it was still playing Jazzy's death. Juni looked at the T.V. and got up and walked outside of the bus.
"Juni, where are you going?" Jake called out.
"A walk." She said.
"I'm going with her." Jake got up.
"Jake leave her. She needs to blow off some steam. She's probably just upset that Jazzy died. Let her clear her mind alone." Andy grabbed Jake's arm. Bad idea to leave Juni alone and touch Jake when Juni leaves so suddenly.
"No. I'm not losing her again. I almost lost her yesterday. I'm not risking it." Jake snapped.
"What do you mean?" Andy asked.
"Andy, she fucking cut herself. I didn't bother to check her arms. If Jinxx didn't check on her I could have lost Juni for good. I'm going with Juni whether you like it or not." Jake slammed the bus door as he left. Everyone's eyes turned to Jinxx.
"Yes. Juni cut herself. It's not my job to tell you why. It's Juni's. don't look at me for answers because I'm giving anything up. Sammi I love so much, but I told Juni I'd keep this between her and me." Jinxx walked to his bunk.
"what do we do now?" Lauren piped up.
Notes
I'm back!!!!!! so the reunion wasn't fun. i hung out with my cousin who's 17 the entire time i was there.but, when i got home i was so happy i could update. :)
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~Wolf Tiger <3
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9/7/13