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Becoming unbroken

Chapter 31

Andy's POV

This is really awkward for me. I've never actually bought this stuff with or for anyone.. I make a joke about old people diapers and Lola chuckles. I feel so bad about yesterday. And this morning, it looked like she was in alot of pain.. I'm just glad to be a guy right now. We turn to leave and she stops, staring at the man that is looking right at us. She grabs my hand tighter and I start to leave, she is frozen in shock.
"Oh you two buying pregnancy tests? What a shame. He knocked you up and is just going to leave." He snarks at Lola.
"look in the basket--- Erik." She hisses.

'Oh! That son of a bitch. That fucking asshole. Wait Andy keep calm, you don't want to get anyone hurt. That motherfucker though! Ugh!' I think as he looks in the basket and glares at her before handing it back.
I realize I need something too, I whisper in her ear, "baby, I have to go get something. Can I leave you here with him for a few seconds?"
She nods and I kiss her before walking away quickly. I literally sprinted to grab a box of condoms and back to her, putting it in the basket. She looked at me curiously and I shrugged, "we're out." I turned to Erik and said calmly, "she's not pregnant. Did you see what I just put in the cart? We are safe. And even if she was, I'm not an asshole I wouldn't leave her."
"Lola, when you come to your senses and leave this ass your parents have open arms." He says sourly before turning on his heels and walking away. I wrap an arm around her and we head to the checkout. When we get back we put the stuff under the sink and just cuddle on the couch. I feel so bad for her, with Erik and her parents... And I really hope she doesn't have anymore cramps like this morning, that looked awful. I pull out my phone and block Erik on my Instagram and the bands, she already blocked him.
"Andy, can you turn on the tv?" She asks quietly.
"Of course baby," I get up and turn on the tv and hand her the remote before sitting back next to her and cuddling again.
She flips through the channels and stops at TLC.
"Is this ok?"
It's a wedding dress show.. As long as she's happy. I nod, Lola clicks on the channel and we watch the show. I start to think about the other day when I pretended I was going to propose. 'Maybe I should-' a small voice in the back of my head says but gets cut off by another.
'no. No! Biersack get it together its just watching this show, neither of you are even close to ready to get married and you only have known Lola for about a month!'
'Maybe someday.' I sigh internally. She is still focused on the show. 'Woah! $45,000 for a wedding dress. That's crazy! Definitely not proposing now.. Why do I always do this. We move so fast and in the end- wait ahah in the end as you fade into the night- gahh! ADHD stooop! Ok but it always crashes and burns. She will probably end up cheating on me like both Scout and Juliet did. No, that's not Lola! Why would I even think that! She is perfect, so loving and caring and innocent- well used to be- man! I need to stop making jokes while I think! But she is amazing I love her so much, more than anyone else ever. Shit shit shit shit shit! I never told my parents. They probably saw my tweet and the video. Ugh I feel bad. I've been so wrapped up in her that I forgot and I usually share everything with them. I should talk to them but I like cuddling with my Lola. We never made nicknames! Oh we have to do that! Maybe not actually. I don't know what to call her though. Nothing I can think of is worthy of being her nick name. Maybe vampire.. Because she bites ;).. Haha I really need to stop making jokes.'
The show ends and Lola kisses me softly before pulling away.
"I'm tired. I'm going to put on pajamas in the bathroom.." She says and stands up. She looks amazing in the yoga pants she was wearing, even that plain purple tank top accented her shape perfectly. She turns around in the doorway, "Andy, I know you're staring at my butt." She giggles and goes in the bedroom. 'It's nice that she is one of those girls that gets the need for guys to look at them. And I know that she does it too and isn't embarrassed by it either.' She walks out and my eyes start to wander again, Lola giggles and keeps going into the bathroom. 'How do girls do that.. Eww please stop mind! Ugh why does she have to do this to me.. She looks amazing in those pajamas, oh that's nice sit on my lap why don't you. I don't want to lose control Lola, please get up, I'm getting a boner Lola, Lolaaaaa!' I mentally whine. She is wearing short sleep shorts and a tank top. I close my eyes and try to slowly breathe without her catching me.
"Andy I know you have a boner. I can feel it." She mumbles, once again entranced by the dumb show. 'It's actually a pretty good show- no your a guy Andy! Remember guys like football and sports stuff not dresses and makeup! Wait did I really just tell myself that! What the hell! I just called myself a girl practically.' I shift a bit and wrap my arms around her waist, pulling her closer. 'I love her so much. Mmmmm... Her hair smells good.' I kiss her cheek and sit back again. 'How was she still a virgin when we met? I really don't understand how she could have kept any guys from touching her. And that she let me be the first one that went to second and third base with her. That's special and I still don't understand why she did. I'm not thinking that I didn't want her to or that I didn't love every moment we've had together sexually and not. Lola is just perfect. Or as close as it gets. I want to be with her forever. I hope that I can. I hope that she feels the same way. I love her giggle too. Oh the guys are going to hate us on tour... We are both going to be teased too.' She turns around so that she is straddling me, 'oh god why?!' And then kisses me passionately. She pulls away too soon and whispers in my ear, "I'm going to bed. It's early though so you don't have to."
She hops off my lap and goes into our room. I sigh and start thinking again, 'I want to go in there so bad... But I won't be able to control myself... Ugh. Oh I should call my parents!'
I grab the land line and dial my old home phone number, it rings once before my mom picks up.
"Andy! I've missed you so much! You haven't called in a while!" She says lovingly.
"Hi mom, I miss you too. We are starting a new tour in 2 weeks that goes through Cincinnati so I will get to see you soon! Is dad there?"
"Yes we are putting you on speaker phone." She says before my dad starts talking, "Andy! Why didn't you tell us you had a girlfriend? We want to know about her."
"Sorry dad," I mumble, "I kind of forgot.."
"Can you tell us about her?" My mom asks.
"Yes, mom.. Lola is amazing. She moved in with Sammi and Jinxx a few days before our last tour ended. She came to Sammi's door at night wearing a wedding dress because she had just ran away from her wedding because she didn't love the guy she was marrying anymore, she wanted to use the phone but Sammi ended up taking her in. I actually ran into her while walking into a bar to say hi to Matt good before we officially met. She didn't know who black veil brides are either so I showed her most of our music. Ummm.." I trail off. I don't really want my parents knowing the rest. That would be embarrassing. I hear my mom mumble something before telling me, "honey I would love to hear more but we have to go. I love you." I hear her get up. Right when I am about to hang up my dad says, "Andy you're off speakerphone now. I have a few questions for you."
"Sure go ahead.."
"Have you two done it yet?" He asks somewhat embarrassed.
"Daaad!" I whine like a child and he just chuckles.
"Ok sorry, are you two living together? It looks like it from what you posted on Instagram. And what your conversations have been on twitter.."
"Yes we are. Please don't be all father like and warn me that we shouldn't and stuff. Dad we love each other and we talked it over."
"I won't." He laughs.
"Good. Jinxx and Sammi already covered that anyways." I reply and he laughs again.
"Andy, also be careful what you post on Instagram and twitter too. That picture Lola put up. I could tell you weren't wearing any pants. Other people probably couldn't but Andy.. Be careful. Bye son. We have to go to an event." He says as he hangs up. Why are parents so embarrassing? I go one twitter and joke:
@andybvb: daaaaaad! I'm an adult.

Then replying to some fan tweets. A bunch of them are saying how cute Lola and I are together. I love how the fans are so supportive, except for a few.. They weren't like this when I dated juliet. A lot more didn't like her at all. I see one tweet from a random fan that asks us if we are living together. I just don't reply because..
@ccbvb: hahaha picking locks is fun.

Crap! I run to the door and stare through the peep hole. I hold the lock in place as jake try's to pick it. I reply to CC's tweet when jake gives up.
@andybvb: @ccbvb go away! There's a reason you don't have a key.

Cc looks up and yells, "Andy let us in!" I sigh and grab a chair and stick it infront of the door. Then walk back to our bedroom where Lola is almost asleep.
"They are trying to get in. I blocked the door though so we are good." I whisper and slide next to her under the covers.
"Andy.." She mumbles cutely, "please don't grope me again.. Control your sleep self."
I smile and wrap my arms around her. She is lying on her side facing the wall so I am behind her. I smirk and suddenly grab her boobs jokingly. She giggles sleepily and whispers, "not funny."
"No." I whisper in her ear, "it's not supposed to be."
I need to stop or else I won't be able to, but I've already lost control of my hands as the start to caress through her shirt. She mumbles, "I'm trying to sleep Andy.."
"I know I'm not even doing this on purpose Lola.. I couldn't help it." I mumble when my hands finally stop. I bury my head in the crook of her neck, kiss it lightly and soon fall asleep with her.

Notes

Ok so not much with Erik but he will be back:). How did you like Andy's POV? I have a few more chapters from his angle.. It was easier actually because I could write his thoughts as a very toned down version of mine I guess. ADHD probs... Hope you guys liked it! If you have any suggestions let me know! :) (my mom thinks a fangirl is called a groupie. And my dad said he was in the kiss 'fandom'! Idk I just wanted to say that.)
thanks for reading, commenting, rating, and subscribing!
-c

Comments

@MoanaBVB
Thank you! I do recognize that parts you left me broken are pretty offensive and disgusting at times and I don't recommend reading it :) but thank you and maybe I will be able to update them again sometime soon <3

WOW such a great story!! Cos your such a great writer I am going to read all/most of you stories. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Addictive. ^.^ I am reading the Girl Across the hall as well. ^.^ XD.

MoanaBVB MoanaBVB
2/21/14
@LostInTheMusic
sometimes you listen to people when you shouldn't. Like at the end of the day, most of the time you are going to trust your family. And you can kind of be brainwashed and have them put thoughts into your head, it's not that hard. Also guilt. I mean, it's simply a story that I definitely did not do very well in the writing category :/ sometimes there are doubts that are at the back of your mind that can be drawn out when something happens...
I don't understand why Lola would ever listen to the parents and siblings that scorned her throughout her adolescent life. If they didn't support her then, of course they aren't going to support her decisions now, so they are going to discourage her from doing what she wants to do. Why would Lola just up and leave the people that had shown her so much more love than anyone else had ever given her?
LostInTheMusic LostInTheMusic
10/30/13
@britnyaffinity
Lol, thanks, and it's just kind of awkward to write because it's weird to know it came from my mind... And you're right though. And thanks! :)