Lola's POV

Andy gets down on one knee and grabs a box that I didn't notice on the table.
He stares deep into my eyes and says,
"Lola will you--- please be the back up vocals on one of our songs?"
I stare at him in shock and say, "no! Andy I don't want to."
"Ok.. It was worth a shot." He sighs and gets back on the couch. Placing the empty jewelry box back on the coffee table. Andy grabs my hands and says quietly, "don't worry I'm not proposing. Not yet at least.. Hopefully Maybe someday."

(Haha.. You actually thought... :)

"Good. I'm not ready for marriage. I think I learned that the hard way too." I giggle before kissing him softly.
"Andy, I love you."
"I love you too."
*ring*ring*ring*
"Of course!" Andy sighs. "It's ashley!"
He puts it on speaker phone and answers,
"What ash?"
"Hey man! I have really bad news. The record label that offered us to make the fourth record just dropped out of the deal without explanation. But we do go on another tour in a week. It's only for 3 months though, so you won't be without Lola for long."
Andy looks at me confused.
"Ash, can you explain that again. Andy doesn't quite understand what you are saying."
"Oh, sure Lola.." He says before saying really slowly, "So Andy, we aren't making a fourth album yet, the record label dropped it. Also we have a new tour in a week. It is only 3 months."
"Ashley. I'm not brain dead!" Andy grumbles.
"Bye ash." I say as Andy hangs up the phone.
Andy hugs me tighter and buries his face in the crook of my neck. He sighs and comes back up, looking straight into my eyes.
"I can't believe that I have to leave so soon. I'm not going to be with you for 3 months. Baby I'm going to miss you so much!" Andy says sadly. He leans forward and gently places our lips together, pulling away almost as soon as they connect.
"I can't believe it either Andy, I don't know how I'm going to be able to not having the man I love here for that long." I say with the same sadness flooding my voice as Andy's. his eyes light up for a second.
"Maybe you could come on tour with us?"
"I don't know Andy. I want to but is it really going to be good for me to be with that much testosterone? Or be with 5 extremely messy guys, or ashley who brings a girl almost every night. Or cc who apparently walks around naked.."
"It will be really fun. We can go all over the country, and you haven't see any of our real concerts yet. You will get to every night Lola! And Sammi used to come with us all the time." He pauses and says with an even deeper voice than normal, "and If ashley is that bad, we could be worse."
"Andy, Jinxx told us that we weren't aloud to do it on the tour bus." I remind him and he chuckles. (Typo on purpose;)
"Yep, mama Jinxx is going to not let two adults have sex on a tour bus. I don't think so.." Andy says snapping his fingers and pretending to make a duck face. I burst into a giggle fit and he asks again, "so... Will you come Lola?"
"Yes I will Andy. As long as the guys are ok with it." I say, now smiling as wide as him.
"yay! And even if the guys say no I'll sneak you in my suitcase or something." Andy jokes and grabs his phone to text ashley. I look over his shoulder and read;
Andy: Lola is coming with us on tour!!!!!!:) no if ands or buts about it. And mama Jinxx is not making any silly rules.
Ashley: ok... Lola will have fun!

I kiss Andy on the cheek and say, "you realize that we just unpacked a few days ago, and now we are practically repacking everything."
"Aww... I hate packing." Andy whines and kisses my cheek.
"Me too."
Andy's phone starts ringing,
"Mama Jinxx is calling! It's mama Jinxx!" Andy starts shouting.
"Why are you calling him mama Jinxx?" I ask.
"Something some fans made up." Andy pulls out his phone and shows me a edit on instagram of him, ashley, and Jinxx talking about a cookie. I look at the tag he was looking at.
"You look at your own tag? That's just weird." I say and look through the tag. God some teenagers have dirty minds!
"Andy, some of these are creepy." I say as childishly as possible.
"And that's why I don't look at it often." He says and locks his phone, placing it in His lap.
We cuddle on the couch for a few more hours, taking and messing around on each others phones. Randomly he asks me, "Lola, will you help me with some lyrics ideas? I know we aren't doing the fourth album yet but I'm still writing lyrics for it."
"Sure."
He goes into our room quickly and comes out with a spiral notebook. It has little doodles on the cover and says his name on the top right hand corner. It's cute.
"Ok, so I have these so far." He says and flips to a page. "I can't get past
'How long does it take to realize
I hate you with a burning passion'
I just need the rest of the verse."
"Hmm.. Oh! How about something like 'Ignite the flame of clear blue skies,'
but that's not really enough."
Andy wrote it down, deep in thought, and kept writing. "Lola... I've got it! Thanks. Sometimes I just need one line to get the verse."
"Can I read it?"
"Sure" he hands me the note book, written in his neatest handwriting is:

'How long does it take to realize
I hate you with a burning passion
Ignite the flame of clear blue skies
A nonexistent peaceful remedy
Is this all I ask for
Or am I just living to die

Falling down they hear our cries
We won't live through with these burning lies again.'

"These are amazing Andy!" I say after reading the lyrics. I turn the page and start to read some of his older lyrics, on the previous page is in the end, the one before that is I am bulletproof. I handed the black book back to him and we continued cuddling and talking about the tour. It was going to be so fun going around the country with Andy for a few months. And annoying the guys will be great too! I can't wait. I end up falling asleep on the couch, laying my head on Andy's lap. In the morning I wake up to him stroking my hair and lightly kissing my head.
"Morning Lola." He whispered.
"hey Andy.. Did you sleep?" I said, my voice groggy from sleep. I sit up a bit and lay my head on his shoulder, he simply nods in response and checks his phone that had just lit up.
"really?" Andy whines as he reads the text.
"What?" I say and look over his shoulder.
"The tours been pushed back another week. This is weird.." He sighs. "At least we have more alone time without the guys."
We both lean in to kiss each other when the door suddenly opens and jake walks in first holding a bobby pin, followed by the rest of the band.
"Yo! What's up man?" Cc shouts from the doorway. Andy and I look at each other and begin to blush. He turns to them and asks, "what are you doing in our apartment?"
"We just wanted to come see you guys since you to have been lazy asses and won't get out of here." Jake yells as he looks through the cupboards for food.
"Sure, lazy..." Jinxx mumbles and glares at us.
"Hey! You unlocked the door!" I shout to him. He flips us off playfully and walks into the kitchen to get food along with ashley.
"Do any of you know what's going on with the tour?" Andy asks trying to evade the previous topic.
"No. Only that it's been pushed back." Ashley says while opening a bag of Cheetos.
"oh.." Andy mumbles and turns back to me.
"So what should we do tonight? We have no plans what about you guys?" Jake asks while shoving a handful of chips in his mouth.
"We have none." I say while Andy shakes his head.
"Ya right.." Jinxx mumbles again. I swear I am going to... Ugh I don't know!
"You were probably planning on doing it or something," he mumbles quieter this time, so only Andy and I can hear. I feel my cheeks start to burn and I mumble, "Jinxx shut up we were not!"
Andy thinks about something for a second, then gets the black book from the coffee table. "So Lola helped me with some lyrics earlier. We only have a verse and a bridge so far. Do you guys want to see?"
They all nod and Andy hands them the book.
"Andy it was only one line. It's not that much help." I say embarrassed and he grabs my hand and starts rubbing circles with his thumb.
"Lola, that one line was a huge help! It made it possible for me to get the rest of the lyrics down on paper!" Andy says, trying to reassure me or something. I just shrug and the guys look up.
"I like these, Lola which line is yours?" Cc says first.
"The third." I mumble.
"So, 'ignite the flame of clear blue skies." Ashley asks, reading off the note book.
"Ya.."
"I like that line the best. Sorry Andy." Jake tells me with a smile. This causes my mouth to twitch a bit.
"Lola, will you sing for us?" Jinxx- not Andy, whines.
"No way."
"Come on you were really good!" Jinxx whines again.
"Wait, Lola when did Jinxx hear you sing?" Andy says curiously.
"When I was packing I was singing along to the music. Andy you remember when we were all packing! Wow.." I say. He nods slowly, remembering.
"So please!" Jinxx begs, "pretty please?" Andy joins in and I glare at them both and say, "not happening!"
"Then should I play the recording of you singing sweet blasphemy?" Andy teases and pulls out his phone.
"You kept it! And put it on your phone!" I whisper sharply, "biersack! Give it."
"Nope. I'm getting my IHome." He runs into our bedroom to get the speakers.
"Andy wait I'll sing." I say and he turns around.
I open my mouth and purposely sound like a dying seal while singing, "lalalala."
I smirk and say, "you happy? I sang"
"Not even close." He smirks and quickly starts playing the recording. I run and try to grab the phone, but end up almost face planting. Andy jokingly holds me down until the song ends. I look up to see the other band members shocked faces. Why did they have to do this? I asked Andy not to make me sing. He was not being a great boyfriend right now. I was still pinned down as jake speaks first, "when we finally get our next album out you ARE doing the backup vocals."
"Hey! But that's my thing!" Ashley whines, "she needs to do at least one song but not the WHOOOLE album!"
"You are a really good singer Lola!" Cc shouts before running and shouting, "pig pile on Lola!" Next thing I know I am crushed by 5 full grown men.
"Guys," I say struggling to breath, "I --- need-- air-"
Everyone climbs off me but I'm still pinned down. Ashley walks in front of me and asks, "could you preform with us on tour?"
"Not a chance. Now let me up." I grumble and Jinxx and cc release me. I stand and grab Andy's arm. "We are talking. Now." I hiss. And pull him to our bedroom, locking the door before angrily spinning on my heels.
"What the fuck Andy!" I hiss.
"Sorry. I just wanted to show them how great your voice is." He mumbles guiltily.
"Andy!" I almost shout, "I told you that I didn't want to sing for everyone. Hell, I didn't even want to sing for you, my boyfriend! Andy! I'm extremely mad at you if you can't tell, and I'm not going to just accept your apology for this and move on. You promised."
He sighed and mumbled, "I know."
"Then why- I don't even want to know why Andy. I'm tired, the guys are leaving." I say with rage still flowing in my voice. I walk out the door and close Andy in there.
"All of you. Out. Never talk about this. Go." I said harshly, with venom dripping off every word. They quickly filed out the door and I locked it behind them. I walk back into our room and grab my pillow and a blanket. Then some pajamas.
"Andy, I'm sleeping on the couch."
"No, I'm really sorry Lola, you sleep in our bed and I'll sleep on the couch." He says softly.
"No."
"I insist."
"Fine. I'm changing. Be out of here when I get back. I rush to the bathroom, quickly changing and walking back out. I toss the blanket on the couch as I go to replace my pillow. I crawl in bed after locking the door. Making sure I have both keys. I fall asleep before the bed dips beside me and Andy crawls in. In my dreams he kisses my forehead, like he is in real life, then falling asleep in each others arms.

-morning-

I wake up like every other day, with Andy's arms around me. Wait- wasn't he sleeping on the couch! Ugh! I push his arms off of me and got to the bathroom quietly. Oh! It's that time of the month again. That's why I was so pissy yesterday. Crap. I finish in the bathroom and climb back into bed, pulling Andy's arms around me to make it look like I didn't wake up.
Not now. Seriously. Not funny.
I'm getting a huge cramp in my lower abdomen. I can barely move it hurts so much, I whimper from the pain, trying not to wake Andy up. His eyes flutter open and focus on me clutching my stomach and letting out small crys of pain. He looks at me concerned and places a hand on my cheek.
"Lola, are you ok?" He says in almost a whisper.
I nod, "mhm.. Just- ah- that time of the month again."
He looks at me confused before realizing what I meant.
"Why are you clutching your stomach and crying?"
"Cramps." I breath out and in again, trying to keep still. It's finally starting to go away. About 5 minutes later it is completely gone.
"Andy I'm good. Sorry about yesterday, lady issues." I tell him and sit up.
"It's fine." He says, "are cramps really that bad?"
"Yes! You are sooo lucky you're a guy!"
He sits up too and pulls me on his lap. "What do you want to do today?"
I shrug and he lays his head on top of my shoulder, his hair brushes my ear.
"Maybe since we are actually dressed we should put a photo on Instagram?" Andy suggest and looks up at me. I pet his head jokingly and grab my phone with my other hand. "Sure."
We take a few silly selfies and a few of us kissing, I make a picstich of two of each. Andy is looking over my shoulder as I do this.
"Can I post it?" He whines and kisses my cheek.
"No we both can. I just texted it to you." I say and kiss his cheek before posting the picstitch with this comment:
@Lolasamuels: <3 @andybvb

Andy does the same but tagging me instead. Two seconds later I see a comment on my picture.. From Erik! I never blocked him!

@eriklogan: you slut! You're in a bed with him!

Andy nudges me and shows me his phone, Erik had commented on his picture too.

@eriklogan: A bastard and a slut.
I show him what Erik commented on my phone and he sighs.
"He's the bastard."
Before typing a response:
@andybvb: @eriklogan leave her alone. We love each other. Rethink who you're calling a bastard.

He responds almost instantly:
@eriklogan: @andybvb fuck you!

I see this And sigh. Wait- he'll hate this! I commented on Andy's photo before Andy could respond:
@lolasamuels: I did!:) @eriklogan

Andy looks up from his phone, obviously he saw what I wrote. He smiles and kissed me softly but pulled away to say, "I love you." He paused and whispered in my ear, "nice comment. I want to see his face."
I giggled and kissed him again passionately, leaning back onto the bed. Andy's phone buzzed and he pulled away. "Baby, I need to check that because it could be about the tour." But instead he pulled us into another passionate kiss. I pulled away first and grabbed his phone. Ashley had texted him,
Ashley: I liked your conversation on Instagram. Very witty. And you two are in bed and fully dressed! That's a first! ;)
Andy takes his phone and replies.
Andy: haha. Any news on tour?
Ashley: no. :/
I get a text from Jinxx on my phone.
Jinxx: Lola will he show your parents?
Lola: probably why?
Jinxx: they can find out that Andy's in a band. With me. And they saw me when they came to look for you.
Lola: shit! What can we do?
Jinxx: I don't know. We aren't going to move or anything...
Lola: we just have to be careful then.
Jinxx: I guess.

Andy throws his phone on the bed and crawls closer to me.
"Do you need anything?"
"What do you mean?"
"For your lady issues?"
I think for a moment before nodding. "Can we go to cvs?"
"Yep. Lets get some real clothes on and I'll take you." Andy says before leaning over and pecking my lips. We both change quickly into lazy clothes and jump in the car. I hold Andy's hand as we walk through The aisles of the drug store. He grabbed a basket and was swinging it a bit with his empty hand.
"Andy right here." I say when he accidentally keeps walking past the 'feminine products' aisle. He blushes and I grab what I need. I turn to keep walking when I see Andy holding a large bag.
"These are diapers for old people. I think we found Ashley's next birthday gift." He jokes.
"Oh my god!" I laugh and take the bag from him and put it back. He pouts and grabs my hand again in time to see Erik. Standing right in front of us.

Notes

Hahaha! :) so please ignore my lyrics. I just couldn't put in bvb's actual ones so.. The next few chapters are Andy's POV again.. Umm the part about Lola's 'feminine issues' is because of the craving candy thing m. She is not pregnant and most likely will not be in this story. I updated the characters a bit.. I added Erik a bit here and a bit in the next chapter too, thanks for the suggestion:)
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