Unbroken
Pleasure and Pain
I woke up to Andy's voice whispering the lyrics to Saviour in my ear. I tried to act asleep, but I smiled and he knew I was awake. He stroked my hair and smiled.
"Good morning, beautiful." Andy said softly. I guess I had fallen asleep in his arms because I was covered in a blanket and he was holding me. I still had my war paint on and my band merch, so I sat up and kissed Andy. I heard the guys laughing.
"Oh dear god!! How long have you guys been watching?!" I said
"The entire time" CC responded and the others kept laughing. I flipped them off playfully and Andy laughed. I kissed Andy on the cheek and got up.
"I'm gonna go take a shower." I said and walked to the bathroom. I closed the door, undressed, and got in the shower. I washed all the war paint off and washed my hair. I got out, dried off, and blow dried my long hair. I heard Andy talking to the guys. I put my ear against the door.
"No, you don't understand. She was the best thing that's ever happened to me, and I'm not letting her slip away again. I'm not gonna be like I was in highschool; I'm going to fight to stay with her." I heard Andy say. I put on a BVB shirt and some black shorts. I didn't put any makeup on, but I walked out of the bathroom and they immediately stop talking. I look at them, and walk back over to Andy and sit beside him as he put his arm around me. Ashley studied me closely. I looked at him.
"Uh, is there something you need?" I asked in an odd tone. He kept staring at me.
"No. I'm just trying to imagine you with black hair, that's all." He said as he looked at me.
Andy started to do that sexy half smile he always does and said, " You'd be so sexy with black hair." CC, Jinxx, and Jake nodded in agreement. I looked at everyone.
"Wanna go with me to get it done? I don't mind dying it." I said to them. They got excited looks on their faces, but Andy just kept doing that half smile. "Well?" I asked.
"Sure." Jinxx said. Everyone stood up and Andy walked behind me. Unexpectedly, he picked me up and held me in his arms and carried me to his car. Ashley and CC got in the backseat of Andy's car. Jinxx and Jake went in Jake's car. I got in the passenger's seat of Andy's car as Andy walked around to his side and got in. He started the car, Jinxx and Jake followed us, and we went to the nearest hair salon. Jake parked his car next to ours and we all got out. Andy took my hand and we walked in the salon. We went up to the desk and Andy told them that I wanted to dye my hair. The lady told us to wait until a stylist was done.
"Mrs. Biersack" the lady called. I turned to Andy and smiled at him. I walked to the chair and Andy followed me. I explained what I wanted and Andy watched.
I looked in the mirror of the tour bus's bathroom. My once waist length dark, wavy hair was now very straight, but the same length. I got it dyed black with crimson colored ombre highlights. I walked out of the bathroom and Jinxx started messing with my hair. I laughed.
"Stop it, Jinxx!" I said. He was laughing, but he stopped. I smoothed my hair back out and sat in Andy's lap.
"You're now officially a Black Veil Bridesmaid. Now, if you still have that beautiful singing voice like you did in high school, you'll be a Black Veil BRIDE." Andy told me. I looked at him and raised an eyebrow and scoffed.
"Pshh. Please, if anything I've accelerated in singing." I said to him. He did that half smile.
"Show us." He said in a daring voice.
"Hell yea, show us you can sing, Allie!" CC yelled. The others cheered in agreement. I shook my head and stood up. I started to sing Lithium by Evanescence. Andy's eyes widened in amazement, and I heard Ashley say, "Holy shit she can sing." I sang the rest of the song and at the end, they all clapped. I sat back down by Andy.
"Ok. You wanna be our opening act from now on?" Andy asked me. I started to shake my head.
"No, you know I have stage fright." I said. Everyone started yelling pleas at me. I sighed, "Fine." They started high fiving each other and cheering.
"You can do the opening act tomorrow night since we don't have a concert tonight, baby." Andy said to me.
Daytime passed and we had just gotten back from eating at Applebee's. It was around 10:30 PM. Everyone went to sleep except for Andy and I. We layed on the couch; Andy was shirtless and he had me in his arms. He kissed me on the cheek, and I smiled. I lifted up and kissed him on the lips, and he positioned me on top of him. We kept kissing. I felt his cold hands on my skin and knew his hands were under my shirt. He pulled away from me long enough to take my shirt off. He pulled me back to him and started kissing me again.
We made out for a little while longer. He started to unbutton my shorts, so I pulled away.
"Andy, I'm not ready for that yet. As much as I'd love it, I'm just not ready right now." I told him. He looked a little disappointed, but he managed to smile in understanding.
"It's ok. We don't have to if you don't want to." He buttoned my shorts back and I put my shirt back on. I kissed him one more time, and fell asleep.
"Good morning, beautiful." Andy said softly. I guess I had fallen asleep in his arms because I was covered in a blanket and he was holding me. I still had my war paint on and my band merch, so I sat up and kissed Andy. I heard the guys laughing.
"Oh dear god!! How long have you guys been watching?!" I said
"The entire time" CC responded and the others kept laughing. I flipped them off playfully and Andy laughed. I kissed Andy on the cheek and got up.
"I'm gonna go take a shower." I said and walked to the bathroom. I closed the door, undressed, and got in the shower. I washed all the war paint off and washed my hair. I got out, dried off, and blow dried my long hair. I heard Andy talking to the guys. I put my ear against the door.
"No, you don't understand. She was the best thing that's ever happened to me, and I'm not letting her slip away again. I'm not gonna be like I was in highschool; I'm going to fight to stay with her." I heard Andy say. I put on a BVB shirt and some black shorts. I didn't put any makeup on, but I walked out of the bathroom and they immediately stop talking. I look at them, and walk back over to Andy and sit beside him as he put his arm around me. Ashley studied me closely. I looked at him.
"Uh, is there something you need?" I asked in an odd tone. He kept staring at me.
"No. I'm just trying to imagine you with black hair, that's all." He said as he looked at me.
Andy started to do that sexy half smile he always does and said, " You'd be so sexy with black hair." CC, Jinxx, and Jake nodded in agreement. I looked at everyone.
"Wanna go with me to get it done? I don't mind dying it." I said to them. They got excited looks on their faces, but Andy just kept doing that half smile. "Well?" I asked.
"Sure." Jinxx said. Everyone stood up and Andy walked behind me. Unexpectedly, he picked me up and held me in his arms and carried me to his car. Ashley and CC got in the backseat of Andy's car. Jinxx and Jake went in Jake's car. I got in the passenger's seat of Andy's car as Andy walked around to his side and got in. He started the car, Jinxx and Jake followed us, and we went to the nearest hair salon. Jake parked his car next to ours and we all got out. Andy took my hand and we walked in the salon. We went up to the desk and Andy told them that I wanted to dye my hair. The lady told us to wait until a stylist was done.
"Mrs. Biersack" the lady called. I turned to Andy and smiled at him. I walked to the chair and Andy followed me. I explained what I wanted and Andy watched.
I looked in the mirror of the tour bus's bathroom. My once waist length dark, wavy hair was now very straight, but the same length. I got it dyed black with crimson colored ombre highlights. I walked out of the bathroom and Jinxx started messing with my hair. I laughed.
"Stop it, Jinxx!" I said. He was laughing, but he stopped. I smoothed my hair back out and sat in Andy's lap.
"You're now officially a Black Veil Bridesmaid. Now, if you still have that beautiful singing voice like you did in high school, you'll be a Black Veil BRIDE." Andy told me. I looked at him and raised an eyebrow and scoffed.
"Pshh. Please, if anything I've accelerated in singing." I said to him. He did that half smile.
"Show us." He said in a daring voice.
"Hell yea, show us you can sing, Allie!" CC yelled. The others cheered in agreement. I shook my head and stood up. I started to sing Lithium by Evanescence. Andy's eyes widened in amazement, and I heard Ashley say, "Holy shit she can sing." I sang the rest of the song and at the end, they all clapped. I sat back down by Andy.
"Ok. You wanna be our opening act from now on?" Andy asked me. I started to shake my head.
"No, you know I have stage fright." I said. Everyone started yelling pleas at me. I sighed, "Fine." They started high fiving each other and cheering.
"You can do the opening act tomorrow night since we don't have a concert tonight, baby." Andy said to me.
Daytime passed and we had just gotten back from eating at Applebee's. It was around 10:30 PM. Everyone went to sleep except for Andy and I. We layed on the couch; Andy was shirtless and he had me in his arms. He kissed me on the cheek, and I smiled. I lifted up and kissed him on the lips, and he positioned me on top of him. We kept kissing. I felt his cold hands on my skin and knew his hands were under my shirt. He pulled away from me long enough to take my shirt off. He pulled me back to him and started kissing me again.
We made out for a little while longer. He started to unbutton my shorts, so I pulled away.
"Andy, I'm not ready for that yet. As much as I'd love it, I'm just not ready right now." I told him. He looked a little disappointed, but he managed to smile in understanding.
"It's ok. We don't have to if you don't want to." He buttoned my shorts back and I put my shirt back on. I kissed him one more time, and fell asleep.
7/5/13