Unbroken
It's Your Love
"...we're only deceiving ourselves and I'm sick of the lie. And you're too late, so don't cry to me if you loved me..." Amy Lee sang as the crowd cheered. Andy and I were standing backstage, watching from the small opening of the curtain.
Evanescence continued to play, and eventually got to their last song. Amy thanked the crowd and the band walked offstage. Andy and I got high fives from each of them.
"We gotta go on now, Al. You can watch from here." Andy said.
"Alright." Andy kissed me on the forehead as CC, Jinxx, Jake, and Ashley walked onstage. They started playing the intro to Wretched and Divine. Andy walked on stage and began singing. I watched Andy, and everytime he walked across the stage he looked over at me.
They performed Knives and Pens, Days Are Numbered, and Nobody's Hero. Then, I hear Andy start talking.
"We wanna welcome a beautiful girl. Her name is Allison, but we call her Al." He turned and looked at me. I started to shake my head, but he made a come here sign. I walked on stage and stood next to Andy. "Here she is, everyone." He put his right arm around my waist. The crowd cheered and it brought a smile to my face. I waved, and Andy handed me the microphone.
"Hi everyone. Um, I don't really know what to say, other than the BVB Army members are fucking awesome!" I handed Andy the mic and he kissed me on the cheek as the crowd cheered. I walked offstage.
"This next song is dedicated to Allison, and it means a lot to me. This song is called The Mortician's Daughter. Allie, I love you."
I smiled as he said that. I watched from the same spot as before, and I realized how much he truly loved me. The crowd continued to scream and cheer as he sang.
The concert eventually ended, and Andy picked me up by my waist and kissed me on the lips as the guys watched. "Told ya." CC said to Ashley. Ashley laughed and nodded. Andy put my back down and took my hand and walked backstage with me. He grabbed two bottles of water and handed me one. He was sweating, so he drank his quickly.
"So, how'd you like it?" Andy asked me.
"I didn't like it." Andy looked disappointed. "I fucking loved it." He smiled and kissed me.
We left the theater and went back to the tour bus. Andy got in the shower and I sat on the couch and stared out the window, trying not to cry. The others were asleep, so after Andy got out of the shower, he noticed and he sat down next to me and held me in his arms.
"Baby, what's wrong?" He asked me in a caring voice. I couldn't take it then. I cried into his chest and eventually got a hold of myself.
"I don't wanna lose you again, Andy." He looked at me.
"Look, I love you, ok? Don't worry about losing me." He said, trying to comfort me.
"No, no, it's not that. I mean that with you being on tour so much, I'm scared that we won't stay in touch, and I don't want that to happen."
"It won't. You can stay with us every time we're on tour if you want." Andy said to me. I looked up and wrapped my arms around him.
"Really?"
"Mhmm." I kissed him.
"I love you..." I said quietly. He looked at me and smiled.
Evanescence continued to play, and eventually got to their last song. Amy thanked the crowd and the band walked offstage. Andy and I got high fives from each of them.
"We gotta go on now, Al. You can watch from here." Andy said.
"Alright." Andy kissed me on the forehead as CC, Jinxx, Jake, and Ashley walked onstage. They started playing the intro to Wretched and Divine. Andy walked on stage and began singing. I watched Andy, and everytime he walked across the stage he looked over at me.
They performed Knives and Pens, Days Are Numbered, and Nobody's Hero. Then, I hear Andy start talking.
"We wanna welcome a beautiful girl. Her name is Allison, but we call her Al." He turned and looked at me. I started to shake my head, but he made a come here sign. I walked on stage and stood next to Andy. "Here she is, everyone." He put his right arm around my waist. The crowd cheered and it brought a smile to my face. I waved, and Andy handed me the microphone.
"Hi everyone. Um, I don't really know what to say, other than the BVB Army members are fucking awesome!" I handed Andy the mic and he kissed me on the cheek as the crowd cheered. I walked offstage.
"This next song is dedicated to Allison, and it means a lot to me. This song is called The Mortician's Daughter. Allie, I love you."
I smiled as he said that. I watched from the same spot as before, and I realized how much he truly loved me. The crowd continued to scream and cheer as he sang.
The concert eventually ended, and Andy picked me up by my waist and kissed me on the lips as the guys watched. "Told ya." CC said to Ashley. Ashley laughed and nodded. Andy put my back down and took my hand and walked backstage with me. He grabbed two bottles of water and handed me one. He was sweating, so he drank his quickly.
"So, how'd you like it?" Andy asked me.
"I didn't like it." Andy looked disappointed. "I fucking loved it." He smiled and kissed me.
We left the theater and went back to the tour bus. Andy got in the shower and I sat on the couch and stared out the window, trying not to cry. The others were asleep, so after Andy got out of the shower, he noticed and he sat down next to me and held me in his arms.
"Baby, what's wrong?" He asked me in a caring voice. I couldn't take it then. I cried into his chest and eventually got a hold of myself.
"I don't wanna lose you again, Andy." He looked at me.
"Look, I love you, ok? Don't worry about losing me." He said, trying to comfort me.
"No, no, it's not that. I mean that with you being on tour so much, I'm scared that we won't stay in touch, and I don't want that to happen."
"It won't. You can stay with us every time we're on tour if you want." Andy said to me. I looked up and wrapped my arms around him.
"Really?"
"Mhmm." I kissed him.
"I love you..." I said quietly. He looked at me and smiled.
7/5/13