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Sincerely, Anon.

Chapter 8

Andy P.O.V

I woke up groggily and rubbed my eyes. Ugh. Monday. Shittiest day of the damn week. I got up slowly out of my bed and slowly put on some black shredded jeans and a Nirvana shirt. I walked downstairs and grabbed a huge bowl of Cinnamon Toast Crunch. I sat down at the table and ate it. My mom walked in. "Morning hon." She said and smiled at me. "Morning mom." I said. She grabbed herself a frozen waffle and heated it up in the toaster. She sat down just as I got up. I put my bowl in the sink and went to brush my teeth.

Anon P.O.V
I was already up by the time I heard one of the door close and latch. I stormed out of my room and walked downstairs, only to find Trixie sitting on my couch. "What the hell are you doing here?" I asked. She shrugged. "My mom got shitty with me yesterday and I got mad and crawled in through you're window." She said and smiled. "I...I left my window open?" I asked confused. "No. But I opened." She said. "Oh. Well okay. Want some breakfast?" I asked. She nodded. We went into the kitchen and I made some apple cinnamon oatmeal for the both of us. We were sitting and eating our oatmeal when my phone buzzed saying it was time to leave.

Andy P.O.V
I was sitting on the couch when I got a text. I looked to see it was from Aurora. I picked it up and read the text.

"Hey Andy. I am not totally sure how to tell you this but look on the school web page."

I got out of messages and went to safari and typed in the school website. Boom. Right there I saw a breath clenching photo. In the photo, Hallie was making out with Evan Morgan. The Evan I hate so much. I felt heat rush through my face and I quickly put my phone in my pocket. "Mom I have to go." I yelled and left with a slam of the door. I got in my mustang and raced out of the driveway and onto the road to get to school. That picture better be fucking photoshopped.
Anon P.O.V

I walked up the sidewalk with Trixie to school when I saw Andy's mustang race by us and fiercely turn the corner into the parking lot. "Does he always drive like that?" I asked. "No. He is usually kinda slow and cool about it. Unless he is pissed. Then he drives like a pissy person." She said. "So....is he being a pissy person right now?" I asked. She shrugged. I looked at him as he angrily got out of his car and fast walked into the school. "I have never in my life, seen Andy Biersack walk so fast into school." She said and we started laughing. We walked in to hear a bunch of yelling and screaming. Everyone was crowded around Something by the bathrooms. "Let's go see." Trixie said. "I don't wanna get in trouble." I said. "We wouldn't be the only ones." She said. "Fine." And we walked slowly over to the yelling.
"The picture was you kissing him!"

"Yeah! And?!"

"I just wanna know if you cheated!"

Silence. For about a minute.

"Did you cheat?"

"Fine I cheated and I'm not any bit of sorry about it!"

Then Hallie Bitch walked out of the circle and down the hall. Everyone backed away and there was Andy left alone staring at the floor, jaw clenched. "I think someone beat us to it." Trixie whispered. "Andy." I said. He looked up at me. I saw the small pain in his eyes. I walked up to him and looked at him while he looked down at me. "Let's get out of here and go do something." I said. "You guys can't. It's the beginning of school. On a Monday." Trixie said. "It's okay. I'll tell the office I'm taking him to help him better with tutoring and to give us all the work for our classes." I said. She shrugged. "Whatever. Guess I'll have to eat lunch without you." She said and walked away. I grabbed his arm and we walked down the hall.

I had already told the office I was taking him out to a museum to help him with history. Which was a total lie but they believed it. They gave us a pass for the whole day and we left. Andy was mainly quiet the whole time. We were in the parking lot walking out of school. "My car or your car?" I asked. "My car looks better, but I am not using it until I clean it." He said. "Why?" I asked. "Because me and Hallie fucked in it about 3 times." He said. I felt my insides twist. "Okay 1, TMI. 2, I sat in that damn car!" I said. He smiled. "You asked." And he smiled at me. I felt better now that he was smiling.

We got into my car and drove to Dairy Queen. We walked in and people stared at us. I wanted to flip them off but Andy beat me to it. "Watch it motherfucker." Some guy said and stood up. "Um why don't you watch it before you commit a felony for beating a minor." I said as I stepped in front of Andy. "Eh I could take this guy Anon." He said. "No. We are going to get the hell out of here and go to the drive through. Are we clear?" I said. He looked at me for a minute. "Yes mom." He said and walked out the door with me behind him.

We got ice cream and sat in the car eating it until we were done. We just sat in silence. I didn't want to ask him about the break up, but I didn't want it to be silent either. "So um.." But then I was cut off.
"Anon, thanks for being here. I mean you didn't have to but you were. This could have hurt you're grades but you took the risk for me. I don't really like people taking risks for me, but I'll accept yours." He said and smiled. I smiled back. "Wanna hang out tomorrow after school?" I asked. "Sure. I probably have nothing better to do."'he said.

The rest of the day we just drove around town, and out of town, and to the big scary woods. Then I took him back to his car and he drove to his house. I drove home and walked isn't my house where my mom was watching television. "Don't you have to work tonight?" I said. "Yeah." She said. Ok.. I shrugged and walked up to my room. I did all the work that the school had given us and then I pulled out my laptop.

"Dear blog readers,
Today was a good day. For me anyway. Someone else told Andy that Hallie cheated before I could. We basically ditched school the rest of the day and it felt so right. Just being with him. We had ice cream, yelled at an old guy, drove around. It was fun. Except the homework we had after. Another thing, my mom had to work tonight and she isn't going she is just sitting and watching t.v. Life is so confusing sometimes. Until next time....
Sincerely, Anon."

I set my laptop down and changed into my pajamas because after the long day I had, I was tired as fuck. Screw dinner, I'm tired.

Notes

So what do you think guys? I totally love writing this story. If only it were real though. Anyways, I need neeed need someone to be a new character right now xD. As I always say at the end of my notes, stay I sane ladies and gents! ~Wixie

Comments

@anathema

I do get allowed an outside break once a week.

@LittleWingedWixie
My support to you. i hope they let you go outside, you need vitamin d to stay healthy and it's good for your mental health too. At least 15 minutes a day. If they don't, ask for a vitamin supplement. message me if you want to talk at any point and are able.

anathema anathema
1/14/16

@TwylaBVB



@anathema

In sheer luck, I am allowed breaks now.

@anathema

Yeah, I'm not exactly sure when I will be able to speak to her. Being as her parents are extremely crude and hateful, it may not be for a while.

TwylaBVB TwylaBVB
12/17/15

@TwylaBVB
As someone who has been institutionalized, when I was a minor, twice, please give her my support. If she wants to talk about it when she gets out, let her know I'm here for her, I am a good listener. I'm 34 now, and I was, I think, 16/17 then, and the place I was has since been closed, so it's been a while, but I have some grasp. A lot of people might think it's like in 'girl interrupted' and not realize the author of that book, which I read, and was good, but she was hospitalized during Vietnam, it was very different, just as I'm sure my experience in the late 90s was different from now.

anyway, sorry for long comment, but this hits very close to home. If you want to discuss this in depth feel free to message me. I'm not shy about it but I don't really want to go into detail here because some people glamorize mental illness, or put it in a positive light, and I don't want to do that, you know? (As in discussing the details of why I was there or how sick I was and develop any comparisons with others, I don't like that, does that make any sense?)

i I just wanted to write something personal to let both of you know you have my most profound support from the heart. Never give in, never back down, never give up.

anathema anathema
12/11/15