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Sincerely, Anon.

Chapter 7

I woke up and immediately got dressed. I pulled out a piece of paper and sat down at my desk. How the hell am I gonna tell him his girlfriend is cheating on him? Oh let's see 'hey your girlfriend made out with my ex best friend. Have a nice life!" No, that's not working. I sighed and called Trix.
"I don't know how I am going to write it."
"Dude."

"I'm serious."

"You just woke me up to tell me you couldn't write a damn letter."

"Well I don't want him hurt."

"It's obviously gonna hurt. His girlfriend is cheating on him."

"Total put-down."

"Fine. Let me get dressed and take a shower and I'll be there in like half an hour."

Then I hung up. I went downstairs and my mom was nowhere in sight thankfully. I walked into the kitchen and poured myself a glass of orange juice. I turned around to see a big stalky man walking down my stairs without a shirt on. He obviously didn't notice I was there. Then he took his hand and scratched his nasty ass. "What the hell is wrong with you dude." I said. He jerked his head to look at me and I sat against the counter drinking my orange juice. "I...ummm. I didn't see you there." He said. I smiled. "Clearly. I'm guessing you're one of my moms hook-ups?" I said. He shrugged. "Well, she isn't gonna be happy when she wakes up so I suggest you get the hell out of here." I said. He nodded. "Well, umm bye then." He said and quickly left my house. That shit pisses me off. Any guy with my mom other than my father has always pissed me off. Trixie came walking into my kitchen. "Um, I'm not sure who that was...but he had no shirt and I'm disturbed." She said. "Did he let you in?" I asked. She nodded. Eh, whatever. "Ok. Let's go work on this note." She said and we ran up into my room.
We were sitting at my desk. All we had was

"Dear Andy,"

And that was it. "Okay, let's try this. Dear Andy, I'm sorry to tell you this but at Hallies party I regrettably saw her kissing Evan Morgan. Sincerely, Anonymous?" She said. I just looked at her. "What?" She asked me. "That. Was. Perfect." I said and wrote down every word she said. She laughed at me. "Okay so I have to give it to him on Monday." I said. She nodded. I sighed. "I don't want to hurt him." I said and placed my head down on the desk. "It's better if he knows. And you can just stick it in his locker before first period." She said. "You're right. But I just feel bad." I said. "Eh. Don't, they were destined to fuck and break up anyway." She said. We both burst out laughing.

After an hour or so of talking, Trix had to go shopping with her mom. Something I hardly ever do. The only way my mother and I are living right now, is off of dads money he left us in his will. I sat down with,y laptop in my lap and signed into my blog. I clicked to create a new paragraph and started off
"Dear blog readers, so I found out how to tell him. I just wrote him a note and left it from anonymous. I'm going to put it in his locker on Monday but I feel really bad. I don't why seems how I didn't do anything but I should have told him while we were sitting in his mustang. I didn't want to ruin our moment, but he might not be so mad if I had told him right after I knew. I really hate Hallie. She is a bitch. And I know I was bitchy to her, but life is a bitch. And to beat the bitch, you gotta be a bitch back. Until next time...
Sincerely, Anon."

Then I shut it down and went down to watch some Pretty Little Liars.

Notes

So it's a shorter chapter, but Monday is gonna be awesomeee. It's gonna have Andy and Anon talking and just sharing there emotions and opening up. As I will always say, stay insane bitches! ~Wixie

Comments

@anathema

I do get allowed an outside break once a week.

@LittleWingedWixie
My support to you. i hope they let you go outside, you need vitamin d to stay healthy and it's good for your mental health too. At least 15 minutes a day. If they don't, ask for a vitamin supplement. message me if you want to talk at any point and are able.

anathema anathema
1/14/16

@TwylaBVB



@anathema

In sheer luck, I am allowed breaks now.

@anathema

Yeah, I'm not exactly sure when I will be able to speak to her. Being as her parents are extremely crude and hateful, it may not be for a while.

TwylaBVB TwylaBVB
12/17/15

@TwylaBVB
As someone who has been institutionalized, when I was a minor, twice, please give her my support. If she wants to talk about it when she gets out, let her know I'm here for her, I am a good listener. I'm 34 now, and I was, I think, 16/17 then, and the place I was has since been closed, so it's been a while, but I have some grasp. A lot of people might think it's like in 'girl interrupted' and not realize the author of that book, which I read, and was good, but she was hospitalized during Vietnam, it was very different, just as I'm sure my experience in the late 90s was different from now.

anyway, sorry for long comment, but this hits very close to home. If you want to discuss this in depth feel free to message me. I'm not shy about it but I don't really want to go into detail here because some people glamorize mental illness, or put it in a positive light, and I don't want to do that, you know? (As in discussing the details of why I was there or how sick I was and develop any comparisons with others, I don't like that, does that make any sense?)

i I just wanted to write something personal to let both of you know you have my most profound support from the heart. Never give in, never back down, never give up.

anathema anathema
12/11/15