Sincerely, Anon.

Anon P.O.V

I slowly got out of my bed and changed into some black skinny jeans and a Pokemon shirt. I went to the bathroom and did the usual morning routine. I don't know why but today I just...I just feel like I'm a useless nothing in this world. I wanted Andy. I wanted him so bad, but I know deep inside of me that it was never going to happen.

I put my glasses on, grabbed my keys, and left for school.

I pulled into the parking lot. Damn it, I forgot to eat. Oh well I'm too fat for food anyways. I slowly walked up to the doors and into the school. "Anon!" I heard Trix yell. I looked behind me and she was running down the hall toward me. "Oh my gosh! I'm so excited!" She yelled. "Please tell me why." I said. "I texted you. Did you not read it?" She said and looked at me. "Must not have." I looked in my pockets but I forgot my phone. "Forgot my phone." I said and shrugged. "Oh well I got a date with CC! Actually, I don't know if it's a date but he said we could come hang out with him and Andy and them." She said and smiled. "Well I'm glad for you but I don't think I wanna go." I said. "Why not? I mean I know you love Andy. I see the way you look at him." She whispered. "Shut up! No I don't." I said. She just laughed. "I'll pick you up later." She said and skipped down the hall.

~Time Skip To After School~

I sat on my couch waiting for Trix to come pick me up. I don't have the slightest clue on how this is going to go. It could go many ways. One for example, I go and everyone hates me. That's the most likely one. I heard a honk and I jumped up to leave. "Anon where are you going?" I heard my mom ask slurring from the kitchen. "Away from this hell of a house." I said and left with a slam of the door. I got into her car and put my seatbelt on. "You look pissed." She said. "Well, looks may be deceiving but you're right about that one." I said and laid my head on the glass window. "Oh. CC texted me to go pick Andy up. Andy's car is having issues." She said. "Wait we have to pick Andy up?" I asked stunned. She smiled. "Yup." She said and pulled out of my driveway.

I waited nervously in the car as we waited for Andy to come out of his house. He finally came out and he looked smoking hot. As always I guess. He came up to my side of the window which was rolled down. "I get shotgun." He said. "But I'm already in it." I said. "I'm taller." He said. "I'm smarter." I said. He gasped. "Well you didn't have to take it that far." He said and clutched his chest in a sarcastic manner. "Oh my fucking God, would you two stop flirting and get both your asses in the backseat." She said. "Why do I have to sit in the backseat?" I asked. "Because you're both arguing about front seat so you can both sit in the back." She said and smiled. I got into the back seat and sat with my arms crossed. "Hey. I see why you're angry. You have to sit by me." Andy said. "I didn't say that." I replied as we pulled forward to get to Ashley's house. "I know you didn't but I can tell." He said. "I don't hate you. I have no problem sitting next to you." I told to him. He leaned forward right up next to my ear. "I know you don't. And I'd have no problem kissing you either." He whispered. He pulled away from my ear and just looked forward at the road smiling. I sat back against my seat struck by happiness and nerves. Maybe he was just saying that because he wanted to tease me. A most likely probability.

We pulled into Ashley's driveway and I got out of the car. I walked up to the door followed by Andy and Trix. Ashley opened the door. "Hey there dork." He said and pulled me into a hug. "Heyo." I said. I walked inside and all of Andy's friends were sitting around laughing,eating, and playing video games. They didn't acknowledge me but they noticed Andy. "Hey there beautiful." CC said as he walked up to Trixie. She looked up into his eyes and you could tell she was awed by him. "Hey." She said breathily. He grabbed her hand and kissed it. She laughed. "This whole 'love and kisses' thing is gonna make me sick." I said. Trixie looked over and glared at me. I shrugged. Then she took CC's hand and led him upstairs. Who the hell knows what she is gonna do with him up there. The thought of that made me shudder.

After a bit of loud talking, video games, and food, I had a humongous headache. I was sitting in an empty room upstairs when Andy knocked on the door. I looked over at him and he was standing in the doorway. "Why are you hiding from everyone?" He asked. "I don't mean to. I just have a headache and I don't want to make it any worse." I said. He nodded. "Well, the gaming shed is empty so if you want we can go in there." He suggested. "Is it quieter then here?" I said. He nodded. I got up and walked over to him. "Well then let's go because I can't stand this level of aching shit." I said and followed him downstairs and to the gaming shed in the back yard. I walked in and it had a sort of retro theme. There was a big screen television with an Xbox, Ps4, and a Wii connected to it. "Wow." I said as I looked around at the decorations. "Yup, Ashley has a pretty cool shed." He said and we both sort of laughed. "Wanna play?" He asked. I shrugged. "Doesn't matter just can't have the volume up too high." I said as he handed me an Xbox controller.

We were playing Call of Duty Ghosts. "Okay winner has to give the loser a piggy back ride." I said. Andy laughed. "Why?" He asked. "Because I'm obviously gonna lose and I want a piggy back ride." I said and smiled. He laughed and then we played a hardcore match. I lost.

I stood up after he turned the Xbox off and crossed my arms. Andy got up and charged at me. He picked me up over his shoulder and my head was right down by his sexy ass. I screamed. "Andy!" I said. "What?" He asked laughing. "This is not a piggy back ride." I said. "Eh, close enough." He said and we laughed. I felt his hand on my ass. His warm touch, but in a very awkward place. "Okay can you put me down now?" I asked. "Under one condition." He said. "Oh yeah? Well what's the condition?" I asked. He paused for a minute. "You have to kiss me." He said. My mouth gaped open as he held me over shoulder still. "Okay." I said and he put me down. I stood back and looked at him. I felt my heart racing and my palms starting to get sweaty. With my eyes locked on his I took a step forward. I noticed the exact shape of his lip ring. For a fleeting moment, I wondered how in any world his mother let him get that. Of course, I wanted to know everything about Andy. But more than anything, I wanted to feel my lips on his. Just as my longing for him became unbearable, I grabbed his face and pulled it toward mine. I planted my soft lips onto his and kissed him with a passion. The touch of his lips sent a rush of nerves through my body. I threw my arms around his neck as our lips moved in sync. And just as the kiss was getting exciting, Ashley barged in. "Hey we have to g-" he stopped as I jerked my head away from Andy and looked at him. He held his hands up as a surrender. "I didn't mean to interrupt, but my mom said it was time for everyone to leave. He said. I laughed. "I have to go anyway. I don't want to be late for dinner." I said. "Of course you wouldn't." He said and smirked. I turned on my heels and practically sprinted to Trix's car. Wait till I tell Trix.

I got into her car and and was still smiling. "Hey! Where were you and why are you smiling?" She asked. I looked at her. "I kissed him." I said excitedly. "Oh my gosh! How was it? Tell me the details." She said. "It was so....so....perfect. I felt like I was on a cloud and nobody else was there. Just me and Andy. And our lips." I said. "It's gonna be totally awkward between you guys now." She said. I never even thought of it being awkward. "Maybe. But that's worse case scenario." I said and put my seatbelt on. "So best case scenario is..." She started. "Well best case scenario would be, we start a relationship and live happily ever after. Which is something a girl can only dream for." I said and she laughed.

She took me home and I now sat on the couch thinking about the kiss. Since Trixie said it was going to be awkward from now on, I have been thinking. We still have tutoring every two weeks. And what if he doesn't want to date me? Maybe I'm just his little toy. Although I wouldn't mind being that either. I smirked at my own thoughts. I lied to Andy about being late for dinner, because we obviously don't eat dinner as a family anymore. Not since my dad passed. I got up and sighed. I penned up the fridge and pulled out some lunch meat to eat a sandwich. I made my self a turkey sandwich and sat at the table. My phone started ringing. I picked it up.

"Hey." It was Andy.

"Oh hey." I said awkwardly.

"I honestly can't stop thinking about you. And me. And the shed." He said. I smiled.

"Me neither."

"Am I a good kisser?" He asked. I laughed.

"A really good one. But about the kiss.."

"Yeah?"

"Is it going to...umm..go any farther?"

"What do you mean?"

"Andy, I like you. And I have for a while now. Ever since I first really got to know you that one night in your car. I know you kissed me, but sometimes a kiss means nothing to a guy. I want our kiss to mean something. And I hope you do too."

"Anon, that kiss? That kiss meant a lot to me. I like you too dork. Why else would I kiss you? And kisses mean something to me obviously because if a kiss didn't mean anything, I would still be with Hallie. Which is something I regret."

"Well I'm glad it does. See you tomorrow hot shot." I said.

"Until then dork."

I hung up. I looked down at my sandwich but I was too happy to eat. I put it int he fridge for later and went upstairs. I threw on some pajamas and grabbed my laptop. I signed into my blog and opened up a blank space for a new paragraph.

"Dear blog readers, I had a radical day today. I kissed Andy! I know right. I always thought I was never good for him. But he wanted to kiss me. He wanted to. And I agreed. It was hot until fucking Ashley interrupted. It felt amazing. I'm sorry but I'm not going to tell you the juicy details. Lol. Until next time....
Sincerely, Anon."

Then I put away my laptop and laid down underneath my covers.

Notes

I haven't been updating very often. But I did get a good sized chapter on here! As always, stay forever insane! ~Wixie