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Sincerely, Anon.

Chapter 10

I woke up and remembered yesterday. It was perfect. I kissed Andy! It felt so right.

I threw on on an outfit and looked at myself in the mirror. I wasn't going to dress up for Andy. If he doesn't like me for me, well then that sucks ass for him. But it would suck for me..because I honestly think I'm in love with Andy. I threw some shoes on and went to get into my car but Andy was sitting out there in his mustang.

He got up out of his car and walked over to me. "I thought your car was having issues." I said to him. "It never was. I just wanted to get closer to you." He said. I smiled and felt the heat rushing to my face. I looked down and smiled. "Well I think it's sweet of you to take me to school." I said and looked up into his piercing blue eyes. "Good." He said and leant down to kiss me. He kissed me so softly. It felt like a little soft pillow had landed on my lips. I grabbed his hair and pressed my lips harder onto his. Then I pulled away and got into the car. He got in after me and we were smiling. Not so awkward.

"So are we an item?" I asked him as he was holding my hand while driving to school. "If you want to be. I know I want to be." He said. I nodded my head. "In that case, we are finally together." I said and gripped his hand a little tighter. He smiled and we pulled into the parking lot.

I went through my class periods and finally lunch came around. I was walking to my locker to put my stuff away when I felt someone grab my arm and pull me into the janitors closet. It was dark so I couldn't see his persons face. "Let me out!" I said. But then the light turned on and Andy was there holding me. "No. I think I'll keep you in here." He said and kissed the top of my head. I giggled. I turned to his face and pulled his face toward mine. I kissed his lips with such a power. I felt his hands exploring all over my body. I pulled away and smiled at him. "Not at school." I said. "I know." He said and kissed me again on my lips. He pulled away and smiled. "I have a surprise for Friday night. It's going to be fun." He said and grinned. Then the door opened and the janitor stood there awkwardly. "You two get along to lunch and quit mackin' in my closet." He said. I tried not to smile while leaving. Andy and I started busting out laughing as soon as we got out onto the hallway. Then he held my hand as we walked into lunch.

As I walked in with Andy holding my hand, I saw Evan staring at me while he was sitting next to Hallie. I think Andy noticed too because he gripped my hand a little tighter. Then Hallie turned back and looked at me. She grabbed Evan out of his gaze and planted her lips on his. Andy walked me to my table and then walked over to his. "Where have you been!" Trixie said. "Do not tell me you were getting some because that would ruin my appetite." Zain said. "No! I would not do that. Considering I'm at school, I definitely wouldn't." I said. He nodded. "So then what were you doing?" Zain said. "I was just...kissing him." I said. Zain lifted his hands up on the air and sighed. "What?" Trixie asked. "I can't eat my burger now." He said and got up to dump his tray. "Okay then." I said as I stole some food from Trixie's plate.

~After School~

I was sitting on my bed doing my homework when Trixie ran into my room. "How in the hell do you keep just showing up in my house?!" I yelled laughing. She shrugged. She jumped onto my bed next to me. "Hey Trix." I said. "Yeah?" She replied. "Andy said he had something planned for me on Friday and I have not even the slightest clue of what it's going to be." I said. She looked at me with intensity. "Well..I know what most guys do with girls on a Friday night." She said and smiled. "Do you think that maybe that's what Andy is gonna do with me?" I asked. "Well of course! Every guy takes a girl and has sex with them on Friday nights. And it's clear Andy wants to have it with you. I bet you he is going to want to have sex." She said. I bit my lip. "Im not sure if I'm ready to." I said. Trixie's mouth dropped open. "What?" I asked. "Your a virgin?" She asked. I nodded. "Oh my gosh." She said laughing. I looked at my feet. "You mean you're not a virgin?" I asked her. "I'm clearly not a virgin." She said. "Oh. Well since we are on the subject..." I said and rolled onto my stomach to face her, "who did you lose it to?" I asked. She smiled and I saw her face turn red. "Aw come on! I'm your best friend you have got to tell me!" I said. "Okay fine but don't make fun of me." She said. "I won't. I solemnly weirdo swear." I said. "Okay." She said laughing. "Well, I lose my virginity to Zain." She said. My mouth dropped open. "Really?" I asked. She nodded. "So..why isn't it awkward between you two?" I asked. "It started off as a dare. In our sophomore year, we went to a party and people were making fun of us because we were virgins at a time. So they dared us to go try it together. And we did. He was actually pretty good for it being his first time." She said. "Dude, ew." I said and we both laughed. "I will admit, Zain is a pretty cute guy." I said. "Oh my gosh, I know. But CC has my heart." She said and laughed.

After Trix left, I went downstairs and was making dinner. I heard someone come in and the door slam. I peered out into the living room to see my mom looking fairly pissed. She put her stuff down and charged at me. "You! You little bitch!" She said and grabbed my hair. I screamed. "Mom let go!" I yelled and pleaded. She just pulled harder. I started crying. "You made me lose my fucking job!" She yelled at me in my face spreading her saliva onto me. I cried in agony. "No I didnt!" I yelled while screaming. She kicked my ribs. I screamed and rolled over on the floor crying. She had finally let go of my hair. Then she grabbed the cigarette out of her mouth and burnt me multiple times with it. I screamed in even more pain. "You dead bitch." She said and brought her fist down onto my face. Again. And again. And multiple times. Blood spilled from my nose and mouth.

I laid there in pain on the floor. My mom left to go somewhere where I don't know and honestly don't care. I tried to get up. But my arms and legs were too weak to try. I laid my head back down on the floor. I saw my cell phone across the floor out of reach of my hand. You have to do this Anon. I slowly inched my way toward it. I grabbed it with my hand and pressed the speed dial, and called Andy.

Andy P.O.V

I was sitting in my room reading a cosmopolitan magazine when my phone started ringing. The song 'If it's love' by Train came on. That's the ringtone I set for Anon. I picked it up and smiled as I did. "Hey gorgeous." I said. It was silence for a second. "He...help." I heard in a croaky voice. "I'll be right there baby hold on." I kept the phone call up and ran into my mustang. I sped all the way to Anon's house.
I ran in her front door. "Anon!" I yelled. I ran into the kitchen and there she was curled up on the floor covered and surrounded in blood. Her face was white and blistering, her eyelids swollen nearly shut, her blonde hair falling from the front of her forehead into thin clusters. Her cries came from deep within her chest along with little raspy moans of pain. She tried to say something but it only came out as a little mumble. I ran down by her side and cradled her head. "Anon listen to me, I'm going to call the hospital." I said and dialed 911. She coughed out crimson blood as she tried to move. "Hello what is your emergency?"

"My girlfriend has been physically abused."

"What is your address?"

I told her Anon's address.

"We will have an emergency unit there in a few minutes." The dispatcher said and hung up.

I started crying. Not just for Anon's pain, but my own. I know we have only been together for 2 days, but ever since I met Anon I just knew. I just knew that I liked her. "Anon, is this what happened that one day?" I said through my tears. "The day that I tried to get you to tell me what was wrong and you wouldn't. The day you yelled at me." I said. Her swollen green eyes looked up into mine. "Yes." She managed to croak out. I cried even harder. "It's okay. I won't let it happen again." I said and cradled her softly.

Notes

Sorry but I had to make it a sad chapter! Beware that later in the chapters there will be sexual scenes. I would totally love some feedback because I have been going through some rough times at the moment and I like it when I get good things on my stories. Anyways, I might update tomorrow or the next day. It just depends on what is going on and how I should do the next chapter. So hope you liked it! Stay insane my fellow Black Veil Brides lovers! ~Wixie

Comments

@anathema

I do get allowed an outside break once a week.

@LittleWingedWixie
My support to you. i hope they let you go outside, you need vitamin d to stay healthy and it's good for your mental health too. At least 15 minutes a day. If they don't, ask for a vitamin supplement. message me if you want to talk at any point and are able.

anathema anathema
1/14/16

@TwylaBVB



@anathema

In sheer luck, I am allowed breaks now.

@anathema

Yeah, I'm not exactly sure when I will be able to speak to her. Being as her parents are extremely crude and hateful, it may not be for a while.

TwylaBVB TwylaBVB
12/17/15

@TwylaBVB
As someone who has been institutionalized, when I was a minor, twice, please give her my support. If she wants to talk about it when she gets out, let her know I'm here for her, I am a good listener. I'm 34 now, and I was, I think, 16/17 then, and the place I was has since been closed, so it's been a while, but I have some grasp. A lot of people might think it's like in 'girl interrupted' and not realize the author of that book, which I read, and was good, but she was hospitalized during Vietnam, it was very different, just as I'm sure my experience in the late 90s was different from now.

anyway, sorry for long comment, but this hits very close to home. If you want to discuss this in depth feel free to message me. I'm not shy about it but I don't really want to go into detail here because some people glamorize mental illness, or put it in a positive light, and I don't want to do that, you know? (As in discussing the details of why I was there or how sick I was and develop any comparisons with others, I don't like that, does that make any sense?)

i I just wanted to write something personal to let both of you know you have my most profound support from the heart. Never give in, never back down, never give up.

anathema anathema
12/11/15