Make A Wish

I knew that dating Andy would eventually cause drama with with fangirls, and I was expecting it a lot sooner, and it finally happened. I woke up this morning alone in our bed. Andy had gotten up early to go to the studio to do some last minutes things, he didn't want to get specific since he also wanted to surprise me. So I was bored with nothing better to do. The house was clean, cloths were washed. So I graved my Mac-Book and turn the T.V on. I wasn't paying attention to the T.V I just needed background noise.

I went on my private Facebook, nothing much to see there. I went on my public page on Facebook, nothing much either. I then went on Twitter, replied to some of Sammi's tweets. I then decided to see what fans had to say. Going to my mentions I saw it all.

'You stupid cunt!! You don't deserve him! He's just with you for pity!!!'

'Do you really think Andy loves you?! BITCH PLEASE! He can do a million times more better than a crazy girl!'

'Maybe you should do the world a favor and die just like Stacy! AND LEAVE ANDY ALONE!'

'Andy is better off without you! You just make his life depressing with your non stop crying about the Stacy bitch!'

''You just used Andy for Stacy! The bitch is gone, now move on from Andy!!!!!'

'I swear if I see Andy cry one more time because of you I AM GOING TO KILL YOU!!!!'

'ANDY IS A GOD AND DOESN'T DESERVE TO BE WITH A SLUT LIKE YOU! #LeaveAndyAlone'

'#LeaveAndyAlone YOU STUPID CUNT!!!!! NO ONE FROM THE BVB ARMY LIKES YOU!!!! GO DIE JUST LIKE STACY!!!'

By now I was in tears. But I couldn't stop reading all of it!

'Everyone STFU about Eva and Andy and do something about it!! I SAY WE KILL THE BITCH! #KillEvaTurner'

'Best trend ever!!!! #KillEvaTurner WE DON'T NEED THAT BITCH IN OUR LIFE!!! OR IN ANDY'S'

'To everyone who hates us for hating Eva, we are doing Andy a favor!! She is not good for him, she is making him suffer!'

'Does that cunt really think she can just come into Andy's life like that! OH HELL NO!!!! #KillEvaTurner'

'I HOPE YOU GET REAR ENDED BY A CAR AND IT KILLS YOU!!!!!!!!! DIE YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT!!!! #KillEvaTurner'

'Who's Eva Turner? THE BITCH WHO RUINED OUR ANDY'S LIFE!!!!! #LeaveAndyAlone #KillEvaTurner'

'I know were she works guys!! She used to be my Psychologist! I say we kill it before it kills our Andy!! #KillEvaTurner'

I slammed the laptop shut! They knew were I worked and they wanted me dead! The hated me! They thought I was ruining Andy's life. And I was, he isn't the same. He is careful with what he says or does so he won't hurt me. They were all right, I was changing their Andy.

I hid my face in my knees. What do I do? Leave. My inner voice echoed. What? Leave, leave Andy, that's the best thing you can do for him. Let him be happy. They're right. 

Maybe that was the right thing to do. Leave Andy? But I love him. But I also want him to be happy, and himself, and clearly he isn't. Maybe I should leave. Maybe? JUST DO IT BEFORE HE GETS HOME! It screamed!

I wiped my tears away and ran to our room. I graved my suitcases and started packing. Not bothering to make it nice, just throw it all in there. I took everything that could remind him of us. I didn't want him to remember me, I wanted him to move on and forget. Not mourn. I took all my pictures, cloths, makeup, shoes, anything I added to his house I threw in my car. I was done packing when I got a piece of paper.

Andy,

I'm sorry for all the pain I have caused you, and I'm sorry for making you suffer with me. You can move on now. Forget about Stacy, and her concert. Forget about what you did for her. Forget about everything that has happened since, but especially, forget about me. And the things we did. Pretend as if I never existed. Be the person you used to be before I ruined you. Go back to your old self, and make your fans happy. That's all I want. For your fans, your band mates, and you to me happy. Don't look for me, forget about me.

-Some you should forget about....

I took one last look around his house. I closed the door, locked it, and threw the key into his mail box. I quickly ran to my car and drove off at full speed. Away from it all, away from the hate, away from the pain, away from him...

***

I've been driving all day and it is now night time. I must be somewhere in Nevada? I didn't look back, I had my phone turned off, and left my old life behind. I left it all, my friends, my job, my home, but most importantly, I left the man I loved...

I stopped at a hotel. To tired to keep driving. "What is your name miss?" the man in the front desk asked.

"Eva. Eva Turner." I used my fake name for tonight. I should probably change it again if I want a knew life.

"Right this way Miss. Turner" he took me to my room.

"Thank you." I said giving him his tip. He smiled at me.

I sat down on the bed and took my phone out. I had 50 texts, most of them from Andy and some from the other guys. I had over 70 missed calls. Over 100 notifications on Facebook, and Twitter.

I grabbed my laptop and disabled my Facebook and Instagram. I went on Twitter and saw his tweet.

'Please come back! I'm worried!'

The tears were pouring down my face again. Before I disabled my Twitter I did one last tweet.

'Dear haters, You won....'

My mentions were soon flooded! I didn't bother reading any of it! I disabled.

I graved the phone on the table and called my phone company.

"Hello?" I women's voice said.

"Hi, I'm calling cause I would like to cancel my phone contract." I said.

"What's the name?"

"Eva Turner."

There was a pause.

"OK miss, your phone is canceled. No one can call, text, or track you." she said.

"Ok thank you."

"No problem."

***

The next morning I went to documentation office.

"Ok miss what can I do for you?" A man in his late 40's asked me.

"I'd like to change my last name back to its original."

"You've had a name change?"

"Yes. When I became a doctor I changed it."

"OK miss fill this out please." he gave me a form.

About thirty minutes later he came back into the office.

"Ok, you are no longer a Turner, Miss. Hernandez."

I smiled and walked out.

There. I was completely disconnected form my life. No more Dr. Turner, no more Andy's girlfriend. I am now Crystal Hernandez. The old me...

Now came the hard part, forgetting my past life, forgetting Andy...