"I can't it's too soon!" I screamed. "Babe it's been a year." Andy told me. He invited me to one of his concerts like he has so many times before. The first and so far the only Black Veil Brides concert I've gone to was the one they had for her. I haven't been able to go to another one. "C'mon babe, the fans always ask for you. And how you're doing. They care about you." He smiled. I was giving in. "I... I can't. It..." he cut me off. "I know! I know it hurts, I know it reminds you of her, but you have to try. Don't do it for the fans, don't do it for me, do it for her." he held me. I took a deep sigh, "ok." I whispered. Andy's smile grew! I haven't seen him smile like that since that day. It made me smile, smile a real smile! I loved seeing him so happy. It brought me joy thinking that I caused that happiness. "Lets get ready then." he told me. We both went to our room and into our closet. Ever since Maria went back home for Ray I lived with Andy. I sold the apartment I had and moved in with him. It was bigger and less time to go to work. Andy and I have gotten really serious, so serious that of course I got hate every possible way. I didn't let it get to me though. I decided on wearing black leather leggings with a long black t-shirt. My black army boots and Andy's jacket from the 'Perfect Weapon' video. Let's see how many fans will get jealous of that! I did my makeup simple. Just black around my eyes, let my natural hair fall back. "Ready?" I heard someone scream from the living room. "We're coming!" Andy screamed at them. "Ready babe?" he asked me. I nodded. We walked downstairs, hand in hand. "Eva you're coming!" Ashley widened his eyes when he saw me. I nodded back. He grew a huge smile on his face and hugged me. His hug was tight as he spun me around. I giggled. "Well lets get going. Don't want to be late again." Andy said and lead us outside. *** "As all you mother-fuckers know I love all my fans! Every single one of you! And believe me or not I care for you mother-fuckers! When I see your tweets or post of you guys saying how you get shit every fucking day it breaks my heart! I just want to go up to those fucking cunts that talk shit and punch them across the fucking face!" Andy told his fans after singing Fallen Angels. "Now you all know who Eva is. My beautiful girlfriend. You also all know that around this time last year Eva, the lads, the BVB Army,and I lost someone very important. This time last year we lost our beautiful and beloved Stacy." My heart stopped hearing her name. "Stacy was like Eva's little sister. They loved each other like no one else would ever think possible. But before Eva knew about Stacy, Stacy was struggling through cancer. The doctors said she had few months if not weeks to live. However Stacy fought, and fought hard, for her life. She didn't want to leave this world until her biggest wish came true. So she went into the 'Make A Wish Foundation' and there is were she met Eva." "Stacy's biggest wish was to come to one of our concerts and have myself sing The Mortician's Daughter to her. Eva did everything she could to just so she could ask me for this favor. She ended up rear ending my car, but it worked..." Andy was silent for a moment, and so was everyone else. "And it came true. I sang The Mortician's Daughter to Stacy. She came to one of our concerts, in this exact same arena. And in her memory, Eva can you come up here?" he called for me. I was already in the verge of tears from hearing Andy talk about her, now what was he doing? I walked to the stage and the crowd went wild. I heard claps, cheers, scream, and from the usual fangirls, rude comments. Nevertheless Andy took my hand. "Will you sing with me?" he asked. Only he knew my secret singing voice. I never sang in front of anyone, except him and he told me my voice was amazing. "Please babe?" he whispered into my ear. I nodded. He sat down on a stool that stage crew brought. and sat me on his lap. He cued Jake and begun. "I open my lungs dear, I sing this song at funeral, no rush." he continued the verse and then the chorus. "Go." he whispered. "I sit here and smile dear. And I smile because I think of you, and I blush." I sang the verse and chorus. Then we both sang, "We booked our flights those years ago, I said I loved you as I left. Regrets no longer in my head, but I promised you, and now I'm home again. Again. Again. I'm home again. Again. Again. I'm home again..." Then what I thought would never happen again happened. Not only was I crying, but so were the fans, the rest of the band, but most of all... Andy. The fans were holding up their lighters, cell phone, some just their fist. It was a perfect moment of silence.