Make A Wish

I woke up that morning and 'left to the studio.' Little does Crystal know that I'm proposing tonight.

"Dude are you sure you're ready for this? It's a big step." Jinxx told me.

"Yea man. She's the one. I just know it, I love her so much and I just want to be with her forever. To call her my wife." We walked into the jewelry store.

"Good morning sir what can we do for you today?" A man in who looked like he could die anyminute told us.

"Good morning. I am looking on getting an engagement ring."

"Ah, going to ask the big question. Well gentlemen we have a large selection. Do you have a price range?" he asked.

"No. No price range. I'll spend all my money if I have to." He smiled at me.

"I like the way you think. Well would you like it large our small? Perhaps in between?"

"What do you think Jinxx? What would she like?" I asked him.

"Dude she would be happy with ring from gumball machine if it means marrying you! Whatever you want man." He laughed.

"Either large or inbetween." I smiled.

"This is a very lucky girl! Do you have a stone in mind?"

"Diamond!" I smiled.

"Color?" he asked with a smirk. This man was happy with this sale.

"Can you guess what color I could possibly want?" I smirked at him. He grinned back.

"I think I have the perfect ring in mind." He walked to the back and came back with a small black box. "Open it."

I opened it, and sure enough, a large ring with small diamonds around it and a large black one in the middle. "It's perfect." I whispered.

"I thought so. Been doing this for over fifty years. I know my customers. It's a size 7." he smiled.

"Perfect! I'll take it." I had the biggest grin on my face.

"That will be, and don't get a heart attack, $8,250." he gave me a look.

"Sounds perfect." I took out my credit card, "here!" I handed it to him.

"This is a very, very lucky women. I wish you two the best!" he said as he rang me up. "Here is your ring. And if you don't mind me asking, how are you going to propose?"

"Tonight. Over dinner." I told him.

He smirked, "You'd think a rock star would propose on stage." he looked at me.

"You know who I am?" I asked confused.

"Mr. Biersack can I please get a picture and autograph for my granddaughter?" he asked.

"Of course."

***

"Get everything ready Sammi! Please don't mess this up!" I pleaded.

"You're acting as if you don't know me Andy! Everything will be perfect. Now go get her and get ready!" she waved me off.

I raced back home. Today was going to be perfect! I didn't know what to feel, nervous? Happy? Excited? Scared? Every emotion? All I know is I want to marry this girl! I want her to be my wife.

I got home and ran in. It was quite. "Crystal?" I screamed.

Is she still sleeping? I walked into our room, the bed was done and empty. The bathroom door was open and no one was in the shower. I went back downstairs. "Crystal!" I screamed again. No one was watching TV or cooking. I started to get nervous. 'Calm down Andy! She is probably in the gym or just went for a drive. On a Saturday, that's normal.' I texted her, no reply. Called her, no answer. My nerves were kicking in. Where is she?

That's when I saw it. The note on the table by the door. I took a sigh of relif. I walked over to the table to see were my love went.

"Andy,

I'm sorry for all the pain I have caused you, and I'm sorry for making you suffer with me. You can move on now. Forget about Stacy, and her concert. Forget about what you did for her. Forget about everything that has happened since, but especially, forget about me. And the things we did. Pretend as if I never existed. Be the person you used to be before I ruined you. Go back to your old self, and make your fans happy. That's all I want. For your fans, your band mates, and you to me happy. Don't look for me, forget about me.

-Some you should forget about...."

No...

She left? She left! The note feel from my hands. "She left me..." I whispered to no one.

I ran back into our room. All her stuff was gone! EVERYTHING! I didn't realize I was crying till I looked in the mirror. My eyes were red and puffy, my lip was shacking and the tears kept pouring out. I let out a sob and before I knew it I was on the ground. Crying uncontrollably like a little baby.

***

I don't know how long I was sitting there, but the tears never stopped. I never felt this heartbroken! Never! Not when Scout cheated on me, not when Juliet broke up with me! I would prefer to live those moments everyday of my life than to be living this moment right now. I couldn't breath crying was taking my breath away. My vision was blurry from the tears in my eyes. My legs were numb, my hands couldn't stop shaking. I was a mess.

"Andy!" I hear a scream from downstairs, but not from the voice I wished it would have been. It was Jinxx. I heard his boots coming up the stairs and down the hall to the door and in my room.

"Andy?" he was in shock.

I couldn't get up and I crawled to him like little boy. I knelled at his feet like a baby begging for their toy back. "She left me Jinxx..." I choked out.

"What? Andy, what happened?" He feel to his knees too.

"SHE LEFT ME!" I screamed!

"Oh god Andy..." he hugged me. If anyone were to see this they would be freaked out, but I was comforted. I needed someone to hold me. I needed someone by my side. I heard a pair of heels slowly walking to my room. I looked up at Sammi, with the note in her hand.

The look in her eyes was full of pity. "I texted the guys, they are trying to find her. They keep calling and texting." she whispered. She was also said.

I continued to cry soft screams coming out of my mouth.

"Andy look at this! Look what's trending on Twitter!" Sammi said.

"Kill Eva Turner and Leave Andy Alone." Jinxx read.

Instantly I was infuriated! It was them! IT WAS MY FUCKIN' 'FANS' They drove her away!

"What!" I screamed. I read the tweets she was getting! NO WONDER SHE LEFT! They knew were she worked, they wanted her died. The fury within me was taken out on my wall. That I punched so hard it went to the other side.

"Andy!" Smmi scremed.

"Sammi get out of here." Jinxx said. She quickly walked out.

"Andy calmed down!" Jinxx screamed at me.

I called and texted, and called and texted her! But nothing! I wanted her back, I needed her back. I need her! She was the one, I was going to ask her to marry me!

"I can't Jinxx! I love her! I'm in love with her!" I began my rant again.

***

It was now night time and still no sign from Crystal. Nothing, not a call, text, or tweet. I decided to say the first words.

"Please come back! I'm worried!" I tweeted.

Two minutes later, I saw her final tweet. The tweet the broke my heart into a million more pieces...

"Dear haters, You won...."

I quickly replied.

"No they didn't my love. Don't let them! Come back to me babe, I need my saviour... ♥"

Seconds after I sent it, her Twitter 'did not exist.' She disabled it. I called her again.

"Sorry the number you have dialed has been disconnected." the robot voice said.

And with that she was gone, no way to contact her. No way to know if she was ok.

She was out of my life, for good...