I've Given You My Heart To Break..

I look up at him. Andy. My heart is beating like crazy and I can barely breathe. I look back at Matt and his face just turned cold. Oh no..
“Are you her boyfriend then? Because she seems pretty single to me.” I can feel Andy’s tensing up.
“She’s taken and she is mine.
-I got it buddy. The whole ‘she’s mine’ thing.. You’re really possessive! Poor Angie” he whispers the last part but I heard it.
“That’s not how to treat a woman. She’s not your object. You should treasure her..
-Who do you think you are to tell me how I should treat her?
-Me? No one. Just a man who achieved to catch ‘your girl’ attention. And that’s pretty bad for you.”

Matt sighs, shaking his head.
“I understand now why you didn’t want to talk about him. Honestly Angie, you seemed to be a really interesting girl. But your.. Boyfriend? Well. This guy’s not good for you.
-I’m still here!” growls Andy under his teeth, but Matt keeps going as if there was no one.
“I don’t want to get into this.. Good luck Angie. But this guy.. By the way he’s talking… He’s not good for you.” with that he gives me a quick peck on the cheek and walks away. Thanks Andy! Fucking thanks!

I look at him with anger.
“Why did you do that?
-What? You let this random guy say all that and you ask me why?” I roll my eyes.
“Andy what the fuck are you doing here? How did you find me?
-I asked Alex.
-Ok.” I’m feeling so cold. Not physically.

“Okay.. So. You don’t want romance with me. Right! But you don’t want me to have it with anyone else?! Not right! This guy was genuinely interested in me! Not just for sex like some rock star! He was single HIM! I just.. I don’t get it. What do you want exactly? You want me to be available any time for you? You want me to be waiting for you to want me?” I shake my head, feeling my breathing getting hard again.
“Angie..
-Yes? Tell me!” he sighs.

“It’s not that..
-Then tell me for fuck sake! Is it some punishment? I don’t deserve happiness? What have I done?!” I shake my head. No. It’s unfair..
“Why Andy? just why? Why are you playing with my feelings? Because.. You know I love you, and you also know you don’t love me, you don’t want anything serious with me.. Why?” I feel the tears running down my cheek. I’m pathetic.

I slowly stand up and walk away. I don’t feel well, and I feel empty. So I call Alex and ask her to pick me up. Arrived, she looks at me shocked. Oh yes, I still have makeup on my cheeks because of the tears…

Notes

Poor little Angie :'(