I've Given You My Heart To Break..

“Angie? Angie wake up! Are you okay?” my eyes slowly open, but my head's still spinning and hurts like hell. When It’s not all blurry around anymore I recognize Alex, she seems worried. What happened?
“Angie what happened?” I shake my painful head. I don’t even remember..
She helps me standing up but I feel really light headed. What’s happening? Maybe I should eat something? More than 24 hours without food isn’t really healthy..

I sit down feeling like I’m going to fall again.
“Angie, you’re so pale.. when I arrived you were laying on the floor unconscious. Do you want something?” I nod
“Some water.. Please” my voice is raspy, I feel tired. She quickly get me some water, and I feel a little bit better.
“Give me.. A yogurt or something.” I ask, but I’m still not hungry the smallest. Alex bring two yogurts, little cakes and a glass of juice for me. I can’t help but smile.

“Thanks Alex, that’s so sweet of you!
-Are you kidding me? My best friend was basically dead when I walked in! I should be even sweeter! I love you Angwiie!” I smile and take a few bites of cake and yogurt, feeling almost instantly full.
“Alex? What time is it?
-12:10” she reply. Shit!
“I have to go..
-No no no! Where are you supposed to go?” I blush a bit.

“I was supposed to meet a man I met yesterday at Barry’s restaurant.” she smiles widely.
“Then in that case, get dressed, I’ll drive you!” I smile and nod, eating a little bit more.
I finally press send to Andy’s text, not thinking about it much. Then head to the bathroom. I quickly undress myself then feel myself light-headed again.. Then my stomach swirls and I throw up everything I ate. Damn! Poor shower. I want to clean the mess but I throw up again. What the fuck? Why did I get sick now? Maybe it’s the Vitarex?

When I feel a bit better -and empty again- I clean up and take my shower. I’m almost late already!
I dress up and decide to wear my new skirt! Because why not? Little makeup and all then I walk out of my room.
“Wow! This guy must be hot! I want to meet him!” says Alex winking at me. I blush again.
“Time to go! It’s almost 1PM!” I nod and follow her to her car and she drives me there.

“Hello Angie. I thought you decided you didn’t want to see the old Englishman anymore!” I chuckle and shake my head.
“I’m sorry I was a little bit unwell this morning, but here I am! How are you?
-Good. What do you mean by ‘unwell’ you should have told me, we could have seen each other later?” I shake my head again.
“You’re beautiful.” I blush, it seems like it just went out of his heart.
“So are you.” I reply, honest. but he slowly shakes his head.

“Who’s the luckiest-est man alive? The one who got your heart?” I look down.Andy.
“Well, some guy, but I know I shouldn’t..
-Love isn’t about what we ‘should’ do.. I wish I was him.” I smile, blushing.
“I really shouldn’t. We’re not together. And well… It’s complicated!
-Explain me? I’m not too stupid I swear!” he adds with a perfect smile.
“I.. I don’t think.. I’m still uncomfortable with.. This.” he slowly nod, like he could understand between the lines. Can he?

“I’m sorry..
-No.. Don’t be. I’m glad you were honest with me. But I still want to give it a try.” he looks at me as deeply as the first time we met. His gray eyes are so beautiful.
“Do I have a chance?” No. I’m stupid. Or else it would be definitely yes!
“I.. I..” I bit my lip.
“No. This girl is mine.”

Notes

How are you guys? <3
And no, you're not hating Andy.. yet.
Love you all :)