I climb in my little car, my heart beating like crazy. Ten minutes. I slowly get out of the parking, heading to the room. Our room. The ‘red room’.
Nine minutes. I get into the traffic, it’s slow and painful. I don’t know how he’ll react. I don’t know if he’ll get mad. The only time ever saw him mad was with Tommy and the whole ‘almost rape’ thing. I hope he won’t get mad..

She’s mine.

What did that mean? Does he kinda care about me? Will he care about my feelings? Or will he want to stop our ‘relationship’? I’m scared to death. I’m hot. I’m cold. All at once.
Four minutes. I get into the hotel’s parking. Breathing hard. Three minutes. I climb out, lock my car and walk to the entrance. Half dead. Two minutes. I get into the elevator. I can feel the time passing. My heart beats loudly in my chest. Painfully. I’m sweating. I’m shaking. I’m terrified.

One minute. Walking to the door. I bite my lip. I have to knock. But I can’t. I want to run away and never look back. But I can’t either.
I take a deep breath and shyly knock.

I can hear him, he’s walking toward me -toward the door, can I still run away?- he’s singing. Is he in a good mood? Will he take it easy?

Andy opens the door with a large grin. My heart skip a beat. This man’s so damn beautiful. But his smile instantly vanishes.
“Angie?... Are you okay?” I take a slow and deep breath in. Hold in. Keep it all inside. You can do it. You won’t cry. Not now. Not in front of him.

I nod.
I’m dying.
But I’m okay.

The tall man lifts his hand to my face with a frown. But I’m still not sick. I’m still in love. I give him a -fake- smile and walk in.

I made my choice.

I wrap my arms around his body. Get on my tip toes and kiss him. Hard. I’ll tell him after. I want to enjoy a last time. Just in case..
At first surprised, now Andy’s kissing me back, leading me to our bed. I want him to fuck me senseless. I want to get lost one last time. Once on the bed, I instantly wrap my legs around his hips and an evil smile appear on his face. The tall man quickly get rid of our clothes then search for a condom.

But I don’t want that. I want it raw and wild. I want to feel so good I forget about my pain. So I bit on his nipples then run an hand in his hair. I want him to get lost as well. I pull him as close as possible. Tasting his skin. I can hear him moaning. He’s getting hard. I’m getting wet.
The smell of our bodies is driving me crazy.
“I want you.. Now!” I moan as his hand get to my breast.
“You want me?” he reply with a dark smile.
“What do you want exactly?” he adds just before biting on my nipples while his hands get to my butt and squeeze it.

I bit on my lip and smile.
“I want you to fuck my brain out. I want your..” I can’t finish as he roughly thrusted me. Oh my..!
“You’ll get what you want princess!” he breaths out as he pushes in me again. I wrap my legs around him once again helping him to reach even deeper…

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Three powerful orgasm, a pizza and a few hours later, we’re cuddling in the bed, sheets in mess, tangled legs.
Then it hit me. I must tell him.

Andy isn’t moving at all. He’s breathing calmly and seems relaxed. Is he sleeping? Then maybe I should say it now, so I’ll be able to tell Alex that I did.. But that would be a lie right? But oh well.. Who cares? I really don’t want him to know. I wish I didn’t promise. But I did. So I’ll quickly whisper it and end of story!

One.Two. Three.

“Andy.. I.. I love you” I breath out. But then I feel him tensing up..

Notes

Cliffhanger? Nah xD
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