I've Given You My Heart To Break..

“Wh.. What time?” I ask, shaking like a leaf.
“When Alex isn't around.. Or we can go to the hotel room?” I shiver. It's the first place we had sex.. I don't think I'll feel comfortable there..
“Uh.. I don't know.. Alex isn't going out tomorrow.. She'll ask me where I am going..” he sighs
“Well, then I can come pick you?” whaaat? No way in hell!
“I'll found something.. 11?” he agrees then hang up.. Wow. Now I feel like a teen lying to her mother to see her boyfriend.. But he is NOT your boyfriend. He just fucks you..

Thanks for reminding me.. That was really nice! My angel just shrugs, she knows she's right!

I'm still thinking about the whole damn thing when I hear the door openning.. Alex!
“Angiiiiie!” she yells then almost runs to the living room. I bite my lip. She sees me and jumps on the couch. She has this smile of 'You need to tell me everything'..
“You need to tell me everything!” see? What did I say?

I sigh and run an hand in my long hair. I know I can't tell her who it was.. But I can tell her about how it was..?
“I.. I don't know.. It was nice.” she rolls her eyes and excitedly takes my hands.
“I want to know e-ve-ry thing! Who was he? What did you two do? Where-”
“Okay! I got it! Well.. It was with a man, we did things, somewhere.. Good?” she gives me a 'Are you fucking kidding me?' look and I just smile innocently.
“No. Not good at all. You don't want to say who it was?” I shake my head “Fine. Tell the rest!” I giggle at her and start telling her what I can say..

“We.. We had sex.. Alex it was.. Oh my God!” Alex claps her hands excitedly.
“It was nothing like Tommy. Nothing against the poor guy.. But.. Wow! He fucked me three times.. It was awesome.. But I had to work this morning so I went home.. We were in an hotel room.. Really cute and all.”
“Awww! I bet he's liking you!” I shake my head.
“I don't want it serious.. For now.” she shrugs.
“The really good thing is that you forgot about Andy! Because he's taken and all..” my heart break a little at it. That's true. What I am doing isn't fine at all. I should stop. But I can't.

“And how is Mr. Mysterious?” I laugh at her little name.. If she could know..
“He's tall, sweet and angelic in real life, yet hot and bad boy in bed.. He's really cute..”
“Cool! My little Angie is having sex with a real man! I'm so proud! Don't feel offended, but I never thought it would really happen!” I roll my eyes, but inside I'm hurt. She's proud.. Of a liar..
“When..? How did you meet him?” oops! I bite my lip.. I shouldn't lie..
“It's our little secret!” I say with a smile. Alex laughs and friendly punch me on the arm.
“You're mean! But it's okay! I'll keep it as your little secret.. I hope I'll be able to meet him soon!” You did already.. But I can't tell you..

“What about your day?” suddenly she forgets about my sex life and a smile spreads on her face.
“Well it was fantastic!” then she explains me how she met some famous people I never heard about before, that some rich people are interested in her voice and writing ability...

I walk out of my shower and walk -as usual in a towel- to my room. I get dressed and walk out of my room. I grab my phone and walk to the front door..
“Angie? Where are you going?” Shit! I stupidly hoped she wouldn't see me.. Now I have to find something to tell her.. And something smart! So I sigh loudly and turn to her.
“Jenny asked me to replace her again..” she gives me an apologetic smile.
“Good luck. You shouldn't let her exploit you like this..” I nod then walk out. I go to my car and sit in it.

I just lied to my bestfriend for the third time. People said the first lie is the worse. It has to be covered with another. And another. To cover my first lie, I already did two others. I won't be able to turn back.

I'm going straight to hell.. You're coming with me?

Notes

Little halloween gift, happy hallowween everyone <3