I've Given You My Heart To Break..

I said it.. I sell my soul. Shit.
Let's enjoy it at least? I sigh. My demon is finally back?! Well, she would have told me to do it so..
Andy grins at me and suddenly lift me in his arms. He walks to.. To my room?
“How.. How do you know?”
“That's where I first tell you where to meet me..” he lays me on my bed and take his shirt off. He wraps his arms around my body and press his lips on mine.. With hunger. Lust.

“You won't forget this any time soon.” he whispers against my mouth as he puts his hand in my pants again. I'm melting. I kiss him as if my life is depending on it.. It feels so good!
Andy went back to massaging my clit. Harder. Faster. I moans loudly and bury my face in his neck, feeling ashamed. But then I feel one of his burning fingers sliding in me. Wo.. Oh my God!
“Like it baby?” I nod, still against his neck, enjoying his smell.. His voice isn't helping.. It only makes me hotter..

“I want to be in you now..” I try to catch my breath while he take my pants off.. Then he slides himself inside of me.. It's bigger than his finger. And hotter.. And ooh..
“Oh Andyy..!!” he grins and pounds in me, hard. I moan loudly and it seems it makes him happy..
“Please Andy don't stop..”
“Oh no princess.. I won't stop. Never!” he whispers, thrusting me so fast I can barely breath.. But I love it! He's the best! My alien!

“A.. Andy.. I.. It's coming..”
“Come with me princess.” I sigh and he groans as we both reach our climax. This.. This was even better than last night! I don't know how as it was fantastic.. I close my eyes as he push in me a few more times before getting out and falling next to me..

It's the first time I have sex in my room.. Weird. I will never see it the same way..

“I love fucking you Angie..” Andy breaths out. I roll to him and smile.
“But I still prefer when you ride me..” I blush. I don't really like riding him. I feel weird on top of him. I know it also mean I am controlling it but.. It's weird! And odd!
“I love how shy you seem when you make me in..” is he doing it on purpose? To embarrass me? And why does it sound so sexy?
“I love looking at those hips of yours.. I love when your tits jumps up and down.. When you grabbed my shoulder to keep your balance. When you moan my name, like you're getting to the edge. But you keep going.. You're a strong little red head Angie..” he says, then kiss my forehead.. Wow!

Now I just want to sleep.. I feel exhausted! I think Andy has noticed..
“Sleep baby.. We have plenty of time for another ride..” I can almost hear his smile, but I can't focus anymore I fall in a peaceful sleep.

I wake up alone in my bed. Was it all a dream? That would be good. Because I -of course- think about Juliet now.. I had sex with her boyfriend! Worse: I agreed to do it again.. And again!
But I can't help myself.. Andy is like a drug. He is right, this couldn't stay a one night stand. We both needed to do it again.. Andy Biersack is my addiction.
And even if we had sex not long ago.. I want him again. If I could have sex with him just now.. I sigh, sitting straight. I both feel bad for his girl and incredible for how he makes me feel..

I stand up and put on a clean pantie with a short. It was supposed to be no. But it seems like a yes. I say yes to a man I met two weeks ago. I agreed to sleep with him..

I walk out of my room to the living room. What time is it? Where's my phone? Where's Andy? I find my phone on the couch, it's 5PM. And I have a new message from Andy..

'Andy: Hey slept well? We need to order things for our 'friendship'.. When can we see each other?'

I sigh. I just wake up, do you really think I want to think about this whole thing? Like 'we'll see each other on Monday but not Wednesday'? Nah. I want it o-pen! No rules or shit!

'Angie: What do you mean? Rules? Days?'

I put my phone down and walk to the kitchen, the good thing is that I can sleep as long as I want! Tomorrow I work at night, so no mornings for Angie! I grab an apple and bite on it. Did I mention I like apples? Yes? Okay..
Talking about likings.. It's time for Garfield! I didn't watch it since.. Since the day I met Andy! Wow! This guy really has a huge impact on me! But I have to stay myself!

So I walk to the living room and turn on the TV. I sit on the couch and can't help but remember when Andy.. Fingered me there! But for now I have to focus on my favorite cartoon! So I put the good channel and watch, still eating my apple.

An hour, six episodes and two apples later I finally have enough.. Lie! There's another cartoon I don't care about. So I turn the TV off and grab my phone. Where's Alex? I feel alone!
Suddenly my phone ring.. Andy!
“Oh... Hi Andy!”
“Hi Angie.. You slept well?”
“Yup.. uh.. Andy?”
“Yes?”
“What do you mean by 'ordering things'?” he sighs.

“I can't even know how you feel? Well, I want to see you when we talk about it. But yes, in a certain way it's about rules and days.” I gulp. God! Why does it have to be complicated?
“Like what?”
“You really want to talk about it now?” yes.. No.. I don't know! I'm scared.
“First.. did you tell anyone about us?” he asks
“No.. No one.”
“Good. There aren't a lot of rules don't worry.. It's just for it to work the best possible.” I sigh.. What the fuck does it means?
“Let's talk about it tomorrow. I know you don't work in the morning.” Shit... I can't think when he's around! It will be harder to choose what I personally want with all this.. And I don't know why. But I feel like he's doing it on purpose!!

Notes

I love you guys. I'm sorry. But the story will still be on hold.
I'm better. Not okay. But better.