I've Given You My Heart To Break..

Oh. My. God! Andy will be there in ten minutes! I didn't plan this! I stupidly thought he would understand my point of view.. What will happen? I know when he's there I can't talk properly, hell, I can't even think properly! What if he try to make me change my mind?
He's gonna bang bang you! I sigh. No. This can't be happening. I decided it would be no, it has to stay no! Because I know I'm going to feel bad if it happens again..

-Dring-

Shiiiit! I jump out of the couch.. Ten minutes already? Impossible! I look at my phone to realize it has only been five minutes.. Is he there already? I slowly walk to the door, feeling my legs are jelly and my hands shake.. Dring!!
What? Can't he wait? I didn't plan on seeing him again today! I open my mouth to yell a 'I'm coming' but nothing goes out.. So I open the door and look up at the man I can't stop thinking about, the one who fucked me a few hours ago..
“Angie..” he whispers. Then lifts his hand to stroke my cheek.. He's still burning hot! Why? We did have sex! It was supposed to be okay now!

“Can I come in?” Shit! I'm stupid! I push myself out of the way to let him in and close the door behind him.. Suddenly my appartement seems super short.. My lungs are burning!
I lead him to the living room and we sit still in silence. I don't know what to say, so I keep looking at my hands on my lap..
“Angie? Do you hate me?” I look up at his baby blue eyes and shake my head.
He lifts his hand again to my face, slowly. Everything is in slow motion until he leans in and his lips are on mine. I don't know how it happened, nor do I know why I didn't resist.. But it feels good.

Andy pulls me against his chest, just like the day he sang for me. But this time our lips are connected. He's kissing me with passion, and I just can't help but kiss back.

But suddenly he pulls away. I'm breathless.. Why did he stop?
Weren't you supposed to stop him? To refuse what he's proposing? What a weird way of doing so..
My angel is right, so I pull away and sit straight.
“Andy.. I.. I don't want us to have sex anymore. It was good.. But it can't happen again. You have a girlfriend. You can't cheat on her just like that..”
“She did too..” I shrugged.
“This is not a reason to do it too. In anyway.. I'm not a slut. I don't want this 'relationship' with you. You said yourself it would only happen once. And now you're here.” he sighs.

“You can't understand princess.. I never thought having sex with you would be.. That great! It was the best I have in a really long time. I know you liked it too. You think about Juliet.. But what I want with you doesn't have feeling and such. It's just sex. So technically speaking, it's not cheating.”

I don't know why, but it hurt a little to hear him saying that..
What did you think? Two weeks after meeting you he would be like 'I love you, marry me?' How stupid! But don't be even stupider by agreeing this!

“Well.. If you don't like it with her.. If it's a bother, you just break up.. I don't want to hook up with a taken man!” he sighs again, shaking his head.
“I can't. I love her and she loves me. You and I.. We both want each other. There's a sexual attraction between us. I can feel it. Even now.” I sigh. No. I don't want him as a friend with benefits.. Is it what he's proposing?
“Wait.. You mean.. Like friends with benefits?” he smiles and nods.
“If you want me as I want you.. It could really work! There will be sparks!” he adds softly touching me there. I shiver. Why is he so.. Why does he make me feel that way?!

“No.. I still think it's immoral!”
“It won't be forever.. Just the time for the both of us to have enough of the other.. Even if I doubt I'll ever have enough of this pussy of yours..” I bite my lip.. It sound kinda good..
What??!! Are you fucking kidding me?! It sounds good to fuck him over and over? Are you crazy? Than what? You'll be a cheap whore? Then go to the next one? A married one this time?
I sigh.. This is not good.. Yet..
Not good? A god of sex proposing you to have as much sex with him as you want? Not good? Are you crazy? Forget about this bitch and jump on his boner!

“Angie? What do you think of it..?” I look up and realize he's really close.. My heart skip a beat and I gulp. I just shake my head unable to say a world..
“You don't want?” he lean in even closer.
“Are you sure?” he puts his lips on my neck, just like a butterfly..
“Are you sure princess?” he breaths out against my sensitive skin.. I shiver again, breathing harder..

My hand automatically goes to his hair, pulling them slightly.. He moans. The man bites on my neck. I moan too. His hands touch me, caress my belly to my breast. I slowly lay on the couch..
“This is not a way of saying no you know?” yes.. No.. Shit! Both my angel and demon are gone. I can't think at all. I want him! Now! In me!

His hand finds its way down here and he massages it softly.. Go harder Andy! Please! I'm dying for it! Just go a little faster! Your hands are magical! I'm burning. Melting. I'm wet for him..
“Angie..” he breaths out on my breast.
“One word and I fuck you.. Can we..?” shit! This is unfair! Now I could do anything to have him! But that? I should not.. I.. I want to!

The tall man slide a finger in me.. God!! I'm so.. He's so hot! Andy goes in and out desperately slow.. He's torturing me! I want more.. But I can't.. I can't? No!
“Angie.. I'm hard for you.. One word..”
“Yes.”

Notes

This is better? No?.. Then I don't know what to do xD
I'll try to update again today, or it will be to Wednesday.. Sorry, school is trying to kill me u_u