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Misunderstood

Pain without Love

Raven's P.O.V

I woke up to the sunshine blinding me and forcing me to wake from my dreamless sleep. When my eyes creaked open, I saw that I had fallen asleep under a tree in the park. Last night when I walked away from everybody, I just walked back to the park and I guess I just past out. Luckily it didn't rain in the middle of the night or I would be soaked and freezing. I rubbed the sleep from my eyes and groggily got up and instantly held on to the tree to regain my balance. I looked down at myself to see dirt and grim all over my clothes and I could already tell that my hair was probably a birds nest. Lucky for me, I always kept a hair band on my wrist. I grabbed the band and put my hair in a high ponytail.

Slowly and steadily I walked back to the park. My feet were throbbing and aching from all the walking yesterday. I took my time going up the stairs. I had to take a few breaks because my feet couldn't take the pain. I eventually gave up and took my white doc martens and socks off. The cold concrete felt good under my aching feet. Inoticed something weird on my socks. I looked closer and saw that there were blood stains on my socks. I gasp from shock. There is no way I could have bleed. I looked down at my feet and to my dismay there was dried blood around blisters. I took a deep breath and got back up. I walked back up to my apartment. I grabbed my keys and unlocked the door.

I saw everyone that I saw last night in the living room. Even Andy's girl. I still don't even know her and nor do I care what it is. I trudged back to my room ignoring some individuals calling after me. I went to my and close the door and locked it.

I dropped my boots and my keys and walked to the bathroom. I closed the door and locked it as well. I turned the faucet for the bathtub on. Letting cold water fill up the tub. I slowly took my clothes off. I could feel the sweat and grime all over my body. I turned the water off. I turned my iPod on that was hooked up to my ihome. I turned on my HELP! playlist and turned the volume to maximum. The first song that played was Pain by Three Days Grace. I then stepped into the freezing water. I finally got my whole body in and relaxed.

I layed my head back and closed my eyes getting lost in the music snd getting lost in my own exhaustion. I didn't want to fall asleep so I reopened my eyes and proceeded to wash my body and hair as slow as I possibly could.

I drained the water and stepped out of the tub and grabbed a fluffy black towel and dried my shivering body. I wrapped my hair up when my body was dried. I walked to my room and picked out a gray lace bra with a pink bis in the middle and pink boy short underwear.

I walked back to the bathroom and did my usual lazy makeup and I decided not to straighten my hair and let it be natural. My hair was just a little wavy in its natural state. I also cleaned and wrapped my feet well so I could wear normal shoes for the day.

With that done, I walked back to my room and went to my closet and decided to wear this for the day.

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Today I felt like going out, but I won't be walking everywhere. I walked out if my room making sure I had my phone, keys, wallet, etc. I walked into the kitchen and grabbed a monster and a container of cut up cucumbers. I opened it and grabbed one piece and popped it into my mouth and out the lid back on and picked it back up so I could take it with me. I looked around to see if I wanted anything else. With a shrug, I walked past everbody and walked out of the apartment.

I walked down to my car and hopped in setting my purse in the passenger side. Right when I was about to put my keys in the ignition I heard a knock on my window. I looked up and saw someone I didn't want to see.

Andy.

I rolled my eyes and continued to turn my car on. I out my car in reverse and started backing up. I could hear him telling my to stop is he could talk to me, but I didn't listen. I don't want to talk to him or hear what he has to say. While I was slowly backing up, I heard and saw him smack the front if my car. I just rolled my eyes and put my car in drive and drove out of the parking lot.

I took a deep breath and turned my radio on. I decided to go to a secret place. My own secret place that was all mine. Run free by Asking Alexandria came on. I rolled my windows down in delight and continued my long drive to my special place that no one knew of.

It had been about thirty minutes and I noticed this one car was following me. Maybe I'm just going crazy. I shook my head and took a drink of my Monster and continued my drive. I kept my eye on the car thought just in case.

I was about to turn down a road no one ever goes on, so this is the moment of truth. I made my turn and to my horror... The car followed me.

Ok maybe the person had to come down this road. Not that it's likely but you never know. I pulled over onto the small shoulder to see if the car would pass. But the car pulled right behind me.

God, please help me.

Notes

Ok so here is another chapter. I don't like to be one of those people who is always talking about how sad they are and complain about everything. But, I feel alone. I have lost my best friend. I don't have any friends in my classes. Actually I don't have any at all anymore. I want to cry but I'm afraid that I don't have any left. I'm holding on for dear life. I love you all. I hope you like the chapter. Until next time my weirdos.

Comments

Never lost it

xXHARLEY_QUINNXx xXHARLEY_QUINNXx
11/17/14

Never lost it

xXHARLEY_QUINNXx xXHARLEY_QUINNXx
11/17/14

Great comeback chapter

Janelle Janelle
11/17/14

please update!!!!!!!

I love this story update soon!!!

Ravens tail 7 Ravens tail 7
10/10/14