One week later SCARS POV

One week, one fucking week! I've been stuck in this shit hole! I wasn't even allowed to go to Darren's funeral!!!! This has been the worst and loneliest week of my life!!. Of course the guys came to visit me everyday, Andy would even stay the night sometimes. But I was getting so sick if this place! I wish I would have just died on the scene of the crash with Darren and Iliana!! But no, because life is a fucking bitch.


They said I could go home in a few days, but I didn't want to... I didn't want to go back to an empty apartment where all the memories were. Where there was a nursery that would never be used, and a room full of memories that I would kill to go back to. I was so numb. My entire body, soul, heart, everything I was numb, I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep, all I did was lay in that hospital bed, thinking of where I went wrong. Then I realized, I accepted what life gave me, only to have it ripped away.

I was staring at the door, hoping, praying, that somehow Darren would magically walk through it with Iliana in his arms... But no, instead, Andy came in with Ashley and Brianna. She moved in with Ashley, and has been here for me like all the guys have been, but the one person I want more then anything, is dead.

"Hey,, scar, how you feeling?" Brianna asked but I didn't respond.

I rarely did anything anymore, I haven't consumed anything in a week, I don't talk to anyone anymore, and the only time I leave my bed is to use the restroom. I can see it in the guys and Brianna's faces, they know I'm dying from within, and I know it hurts them that they can't help... And I hate myself even more for the reason that I'm hurting them.

"Look scarlet, you haven't eaten anything in days, nobody's gotten a single word out of you, and you can't even look at us, you just stare at the door or celling, you look like a fucking zombie.. scarlet, please! Say something! Do something!!" Andy yelled, it sounded like he was crying, but I didn't see because I was staring at the door, for the millionth time in the past week.

"Please scarlet please?" Andy whispered and this time I did look at him, he was crying and I had no emotion in my eyes, and my tears were all dried up, I had nothing left to cry out.

The doctor came into the room and asked to speak with Andy Ashley and Brianna outside. They all walked outside but didn't close the door all the way, so I could hear every single word, but they didn't know.

"Scarlet has fallen into a deathly dangerous depression, she's refusing to eat or drink anything, she's not talking... I'm sorry to say, that if she doesn't cheer up soon, she's going to die." The doctor explained to my friends and I could hear them crying, asking the doctor if there was anything he could do to save me.... But there was nothing anybody else could do, it was all up to me. I decided wether I lived or died, and right now, I'm choosing death..



ANDYS POV

WHY!!! WHY!!!!!!!!!! She's dying! And she's the only one who can save herself?!? Yea right! I don't care what the doctor says, were going to save her, I'm going to save her. I'm not loosing her that easily. I'm just not.

Notes

Scarlets dying....... And she's the only one who can save herself? Let's see what Andy can do. Will he be the reason she stays alive? Or the reason she died?......

To Be Continued...