I woke up to the sound of steady beeping coming from the cardiac monitor, I'm in a hospital bed, with the all to familiar feeling of what the fuck happened. I'm trying to process what happened then I remembered it all down to every last sickening detail. Me and Darren were hit by an eighteen wheeler.

Oh shit!....Darren!

I try to sit up, and I notice I can do it with ease, and a bit of pain. I look down to see my stomach flat. Wheres my bump. I'm not due for another 2 months! I start freaking out as I notice that Darren is no where in sight and that I'm not carrying our baby anymore. I press the nurse signal on the bed remote about a hundred times and a nurse instantly rushes in followed by a doctor.

"Where's My fiancé and where's my baby?!?" I am now on full freak out mode and can barely breath, as I only picture the worst that could have happened to the man I love and our unborn child.

"Mrs rose-"

"Chambers! Mrs chambers!" I exclaim to the young woman.

"please calm down, Mrs chambers" the short tan longhaired nurse says in a voice that relaxes me slowly, but not all the way.

"Mrs. Chambers.... I am so sorry, to say this, but Mr. Chambers died on the scene of the crash, and the impact caused you to loose the baby.... I am so sorry." Her words were like knives they shredded through me. And cut ever so slowly so the pain inflicting would last longer than the pain.

"Your lying.... There not dead!" I scream as I notice tears start to stream down my bruised and battered face

"I'm so sorry Mrs. Chambers," the doctor finally speaks, indicating that I have indeed lost the two things that gave my life any actual meaning.

I let out an ear splitting shriek that I'm sure can be heard through out all the hospital, as I can literally feel the pain in me, from my heart that has literally stopped beating, yet is beating faster then ever, like it's having it's own panic attack, and it hurts more then any broken bone or any gash I have right now. I can feel my heart start to give out. And I let out another shriek. Soon, Andy Ashely jinxx jake and CC all burst through the door, as soon as they saw me I saw something I thought I would never see. Tears coming out of their eyes. The 5 men I thought I would never see cry, are bawling in front of me. I feel my self start to have a panic attack, only worse then I've ever had before.

"D-Darren!" I yell/cry.

I can't breath, as for now it's physically impossible

"Mrs. Rose you need to calm down, your going to kill yourself" the doctor said but I didn't correct him because I could barely hear his words over the blinding pain I have in my chest and my screams of agony. I want to die right now just to get it over with, to be with my love and my baby.

The nurse, doctor and the guys all try to calm me down but it's not helping at all, I can only barely hear the cardiac monitor I'm hooked up to start to sound like crazy, going a million times a minuet, as well as I can hear my heart near giving out, I can feel it as well.

"She's killing herself! Do something!!" I heard Andy shout at the nurse and doctor. His voice sounding distant Suddenly I feel something poke into my arm and everything goes black, for the second time today.



ANDYS POV.

We all heard about the car crash, and came to the hospital immediately to make sure Scarlet, Darren and the baby were ok. We were all sitting in the waiting room anxiously waiting, because we couldn't go back there unless we were family. Which we were, we were Scarlets family. No matter what. But they still made us wait out here until she woke up. We were here for five hours, and wiling to stay another 5 hours more, but we weren't leaving until we were sure they were all ok, or at least, who survived. Suddenly there was an ear splitting horrid scream that made my insides cringe coming from one of the rooms and we all knew it was scarlet. We didn't bother to check the front desk lady to see if if was ok to go back because we ran to her room. I opened her door, and saw her bruised and beat up. But what really hit me was when I saw her stomach. There wasn't the bump that held little Iliana Joyce, and Darren wasn't in the empty bed next to Scarlets, which only indicated the worst. I tried to stay strong, but when I saw how hurt she was, I broke. We all did. Tears fell down each of our faces.

"D-Darren!" She screamed while still crying.

"Mrs. Rose you need to calm down, your going to kill yourself!" the doctor said but scarlet just kept freaking out.

Now we had to be strong for her. We all ran to her side, trying to calm her down, at least a little. But nothing was working. I could hear the cardiac monitor start to beat at insane paces.

"She's killing herself! Do something!!" I shouted at the doctor, now I was freaking out.

Soon the nurse ran back into the room, I was unaware she even left. She handed the doctor a syringe with a needle tip, he took it quickly and injected it into Scarlets arm. She fell limp within seconds and her heart monitor began to slow down rapidly.

"What did you do to her?!??" I yelled and now the guys tried to calm me down now

"Sir please relax, Ms. Rose will be just fine, we just had to calm her down a bit or her heart would have given out due to her panic attack" the nurse said to me but I was still very tense

"Sir don't worry, we should just be lucky she's alive, with the impact, it killed her fiancé, and should have killed her. we were surprised she wasn't in a coma, and that she only lost her baby not her life." the young woman gave me a small smile before exiting the room

"D-Darren...p-proposed?!? When!" CC asked, the guys didn't know he was going to ask her to marry him, I couldn't tell them.

"Today... He proposed today" a voice that sound like it was about to cry said, we all look at the door frame to see max, one of Darren's friends, his eyes were red and puffy, likes ours.

We all just stood there, staring at scarlets sleep like form.

"This can't be happening...." I whispered to myself.

"Dude don't worry, scarlet needs us right now. She just lost Iliana and Darren, we need to be here for her." Ashely said then patted me on the back reassuringly

Scarlet was right. Life is a bitch..... She was just getting her life back! Now this happens?!? It's unfair.... I know life isint fair, I just didn't know how cruel it was.

Notes

Here it is!!! You guys didn't really think I would kill scarlet did ya? Hehehe. No.. I'm sad Darren and Iliana are gone though... But hey. Now she's got Andy right?