She hates love..... He loves hate
Andy…
One month later Scarlets POV
It has been longer than a month since I lost the two people I love most, even if I've never even met one of them, I still loved her to death. When I left the hospital I was prescribed anti depressants, which i didn't take. that's why Brianna moved into my apartment, to make sure I was doing ok and didn't try to kill myself or shit like that. I of course didn't like the idea, but Andy forced her.
Andy... The one person who cared about my life more then I did... The one person who would make me feel bad for killing myself, of course I love the guys and Brianna..... But Andy.... He's just so.... And I hate myself for still loving Andy especially since my fiancé is dead and so is my baby who wasn't even born and I still am in love with Darren and always will be.... But....... Andy.… That one word, those four letters make me forget that my life is absolute hell... I haven't seen him in a few days.. Maybe I should go by?
I was currently laying in my bed on my computer looking up pointless videos on You Tube to get my mind off the only thing that I can't get out of my head... Brianna was in the living room. Either on the phone with Ashley or watching tv. Most likely the first. I walked into the living room to see Brianna was indeed talking to Ashley. And I didn't want to know the conversation they were sharing so I just cleared my throat, trying to get her attention in the most polite way possible. She jumped a little, before hanging up on ash and turning her attention to me
"Hey what's up scar?" Brianna asked in a sweet tone.
"Uh.... Could you drive me to Andy's?" I asked
because I couldn't drive myself. It's not that I couldn't. It's that I wasn't allowed to. Because well. They thought I would kill myself. So now when ever I want to go somewhere, Brianna needs to drive me. Or one of the guys, but I prefer Brianna.
"Sure" she said jumping up off the couch and grabbing her car keys off the kitchen table.
We got into the car and Brianna instantly turned the music on in attempt to cheer me up. I mean, the anti depressants were pretty hard core but they weren't effecting me as much as they should and that scared Brianna and the guys, Andy mostly.
We were listening to God bless you by none other than bvb, Brianna being a big fan and supportive girl friend of Ashley of course shes going to listen to nothing but them. We both really loved there new album, set the world on fire her favorite song on it was love isint always fair and mine... To be named later, I loved the song but it always made me cry just to even think about it.
After God bless you finished..... Savior started.
The song was Savior, the song that made me cry. For reasons I can't explain.
"Please change the song Bre!!" I said, closing my eyes to avoid the escape of many tears.
She saw my situation and instantly changed the song, she turned it to speak of the devil by a day to remember.
"Are you ok scar?" She asked in a hushed voice, almost a whisper, and I just nodded. Shaking the thoughts from my head.
After a few more minuets of staring out the window. I saw Andys house, and an unfamiliar car parked in his drive way. Brianna pulled up to the curb and was about to get out of the car when I stopped her
"Bre, could you wait here for a second?" I asked eyeing the unknown car
"Sure" she responded kindly, noticing my distress towards the unknown car.
A thousand questions filled my mind. But I just pushed them aside.... I mean it's probably no body... Right?
Wrong.
I walked up to Andy's front door, opened it, and instantly wished I didn't. Tears filled my eyes. At the sight that made me want to throw up yet rip out someone's throat with my teeth. He said he would never hurt me again! Damn! I really am stupid...
Notes
Well Scarlets not dying anymore... YAA!!!, but that still didn't mean she won't end up dead hehehehe
What do you think she saw?
Who do you think she saw?
whats your our favorite song from set the world on fire?
what at will happen next?
why am I asking so many questions?
Lets find out.... Muhahahahahahaha!
I'm sorry that happened! :(
7/26/16