They Cant Tell Me What is Right
someway somehow
"I"m not crazy!" i yelled and stood up.
"so that means he really talks to us" ashley asked in a low voice.
"yeah" i said in a quieter calmer tone.
go beat the living shit out of them, they fucking hit you! i'm not letting what happened to me happen to you
Andy.
Several months earlier.
"It's just a bruise, andy it's nothing i've gotten worse" i plead with my seething friend.
"no its not just a bruise they have hurt you one to many times" Andy said as me and Ashley sat and stayed quiet.
"I'm fine just calm the fuck down" i said in a louder voice.
"no I'm not letting them hurt the only two things i love the most" he said as he picked up his jacket.
"We'll be fine Andy just don't do anything that will get your ass kicked too" Ashley finally said to andy.
"i wont" he mumbled before slamming the door behind him. i few hours later i was getting worried and so was ash.
"Where is he?" Ashley asked.
"i dont know i'll go look" i said and stood up and left the apartment before Ashley could object. i walked down the dimly lit streets until i was pretty far from home. i didnt find andy.
i saw to shadows scurry away as i neared an alley.
"dude what about when they find him" i heard one of the shadows whisper.
"we pray we dont go to jail" the other figure said before they were out of my sight. i walked into the dark brick alley that they came from and saw all of my nightmares come true. Andy lie there on the concrete of the alley with blood gushing from his arms, legs, and most importantly, his neck was leeking the red liquid. it was to far along there was nothing i could do but be there for my dying best friend. i sat him in my lap and started crying and yelling "no andy! Andy wake up!! this isnt funny wake up!! i love you!! please" the more i yelled the slower his breathing got and i saw him open his eyes one more time.
"i love you too, tell ashley not to be such a slut" he whispered with a smile before his eyes slipped closed and i watched him take his last breath.
"Grey! Andy!? where are you guys!!?" i heard ashley call before he rounded the corner and saw me holding my dead best friend.
end of flashback
" i wont" i whispered.
"if we did that it would give us an even bigger chance of ending up like you, if you hadnt of fucking left that day you would still be here and we wouldnt of had to go through hell for the last few months we arent doing that" ashley yelled at the empty air i knew Andy was lingering in.
you're right it was all my fault
"so that means he really talks to us" ashley asked in a low voice.
"yeah" i said in a quieter calmer tone.
go beat the living shit out of them, they fucking hit you! i'm not letting what happened to me happen to you
Andy.
Several months earlier.
"It's just a bruise, andy it's nothing i've gotten worse" i plead with my seething friend.
"no its not just a bruise they have hurt you one to many times" Andy said as me and Ashley sat and stayed quiet.
"I'm fine just calm the fuck down" i said in a louder voice.
"no I'm not letting them hurt the only two things i love the most" he said as he picked up his jacket.
"We'll be fine Andy just don't do anything that will get your ass kicked too" Ashley finally said to andy.
"i wont" he mumbled before slamming the door behind him. i few hours later i was getting worried and so was ash.
"Where is he?" Ashley asked.
"i dont know i'll go look" i said and stood up and left the apartment before Ashley could object. i walked down the dimly lit streets until i was pretty far from home. i didnt find andy.
i saw to shadows scurry away as i neared an alley.
"dude what about when they find him" i heard one of the shadows whisper.
"we pray we dont go to jail" the other figure said before they were out of my sight. i walked into the dark brick alley that they came from and saw all of my nightmares come true. Andy lie there on the concrete of the alley with blood gushing from his arms, legs, and most importantly, his neck was leeking the red liquid. it was to far along there was nothing i could do but be there for my dying best friend. i sat him in my lap and started crying and yelling "no andy! Andy wake up!! this isnt funny wake up!! i love you!! please" the more i yelled the slower his breathing got and i saw him open his eyes one more time.
"i love you too, tell ashley not to be such a slut" he whispered with a smile before his eyes slipped closed and i watched him take his last breath.
"Grey! Andy!? where are you guys!!?" i heard ashley call before he rounded the corner and saw me holding my dead best friend.
end of flashback
" i wont" i whispered.
"if we did that it would give us an even bigger chance of ending up like you, if you hadnt of fucking left that day you would still be here and we wouldnt of had to go through hell for the last few months we arent doing that" ashley yelled at the empty air i knew Andy was lingering in.
you're right it was all my fault
Notes
i'm tired as fuck so i thought i'd show you how andy died and more about his and Grey's friendship.i cried whilst writing this, i swear to god if Andy did die i would die of sadness.
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5/29/13