Suffer In Silence

*Sandra's POV*

UGH WHAT THE FUCK?!, what the hell is that insufferable noise?, oooh it's the fucking alarm, fuck, school, again. I groan loudly, rub the sleepy shit out of my eyes and head to my bathroom. I look at myself in the mirror, do I need to wash my hair? Nope, looks fine. So I put a shower cap on and have a 5 minute shower to wash my face, body and wake myself up. When I'm done I dry off and get dressed, ugh fucking uniform, back home we didn't have the wear stupid uniforms. Least I can wear pants, I heard some schools in Australia make girls wear short skirts, sexist pigs.
I put some eyeliner, maskara and a tiny bit of eyeshadow on, all black of course, and then my sunnies, now I'm good to go. I'm downing the last of my morning coffee when I hear an obnoxious car beeping, I smile, CC, gotta love that guy, way too preppy for morning though. I look at the time, fuck, late again!. I grab my bag and rush out the door, hop in the backseat of CC's Kombi and we're off to school, only going slightly over the limit. Twently minutes later and we're there, I can see the school looming ahead. He parks in the student parking and we all pile out, CC first, Jinxx and Jake second, and me last, groaning as I do so.

*****Time Lapse*****

With first class over with I'm finally fully awake. I was half asleep all through p.e, for fucks sake why do they make p.e so fucking early?. I'm walking confidently through the school hallway when I see her, it's the that girl from music, nows my chance. I rush over to her and corner her at the lockers, bad move I know but you gotta do what you gotta do right?. She looks at me her eyes wide, is that fear? Why would she be scared?. I quickly lower my arms and make myself seem as non-threatening as I can. "Hi!" I smile, she smiles a little back and squeaks out a pathetic little "hi" in return. "So, I was hoping you would come have lunch with me and my friends" I smile again, watching her intently.

She figits nervously and keeps looking down. "Um... o-ok" she says, she looks like she's about to cry.... this girl must be messed up, I wonder what it is... "great!, oh! I forgot to ask, what's your name?" I ask, feeling stupid for not thinking to ask earlier. "Dakota... b-but I'm usually called Koda, unless I'm in trouble, then it's Dakota" she says really fast, so her words come out rushed and panicked. I decide to throw her a bone, "well see you at first lunch then! We'll meet up by that bubbler over there", I smile and run to my next class, running late once again....

*Dakotas POV*

I'm walking out of english, my last class before first lunch, fuck, lunch, oh god it's gonna be so fucking awkward. The closer I get to the bubbler the more I panic, oh, did I mention I'm incredibly socially awkward?, well, I am. I can feel my heart in my throat, I think I'm gonna bail, I can't do this.... oh god I really can't do this... I stop but just as I'm about to turn around, I see her, Sandra, I start backing up but it's too late, she's seen me. "Koda! Come on let's go! If we don't hurry Andy will take the best seat, little shit seems to think it's a fucking game", she says as she leads me out to a quiet spot outside, under the only table under a shady tree.

To anyone else it might seem like she's annoyed at this Andy boy, but I can tell she's just pretending. They must be pretty close. There's five guys at the table, I can't see exactly what they look like yet, if I look up we might accidently make eye contact, I shudder at the thought. I hear a bang and curiously look up, a tall, really skinny guy just lost an arm wrestle match with a shorter, more muscular guy. "Hey guys look who's here!" Sandra announces our arrival. They all look at us and that's when I see him.

His eyes, such a piercing blue, skin so flawless, a lip ring and a nose ring, so... beautiful...he's the boy from the forrest... and he's staring right at me....

*Sandra's POV*

"This is Koda, from music class, remember I told you about her?" I introduce her. "Koda, meet the guys. The hyper shit over there is CC, that handsome devil smirking is Jinxx, the guy with the boyish good looks next to him is Jake, and finally, those two idiots arm wrestling is Andy, the gazelle, and Ashley, resident misunderstood slut", I introduce the boys. I can see her trying not to laugh at my introduction of them, I smile, glad I made her laugh, even if she was hiding it.

Andy clumsily moves over closer to Ash and offers the seat to Koda, who shyly sits down and flashes him a small smile. "Soooo, want some candy?!" CC jumps up and thrusts his candy bag in her face, she looks in the bag and picks out a pack of fags, you know, those candy sticks clearly made to look like cigarettes?. "Thanks" she says quietly, giving him a small smile. "Koda... um... do you have any favourite bands?" Andy asks, I chuckle, typical Andy question. "well I love too many to name, some of the tops are Greenday, Simple Plan, Jeffree Star, though he's not a band, Short Stack, Panic! At the Disco, Pierce the Veil, and All Time Low", she says confidently, so she does love music, sweet taste too......

Notes

Well here's chapter 5, hope you guys liked it :)

sooo she finally met the guys! Took a while didn't it? But I don't want to rush things haha

Chapter title credit: The Pretty Reckless - Miss Nothing