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Suffer In Silence

Summary

Dakota, Koda, for short, is a quiet girl... She hangs out by herself, tries to stay hidden as much as possible, basically she's invisible to everyone, except, of course, the bullies. For some reason wherever she goes, no matter what school, the bullies just sense her prescence and make her life there a living hell. Even strangers on the street are rude, cruel even, home life isn't any better, her parents hate her, so does her sister... So what happens when she meets a certain boy with piercing blue eyes and the voice of an angel... Will he save her? Or leave her like all the others...


*i do not own black veil brides, their music, or any of the pictures used in this fanfiction, characters are fictional, though black veil brides themselves are based off the real guys (and girl)*

~this fanfiction was written by me, it is original so please don't steal it, if you want to post it on another site please give me credit, thanks for reading this :3 ~

*AGAIN, MY ACCOUNT WAS DELETED SO I HAVE HAD TO RE-UPLOAD THE STORY ON THIS ONE*

Characters

(unnamed so far)

(unnamed so far)

A 13.2 hh 7 year old brumby stallion, he has a dark bay coat with no white markings, a cheeky natured horse, he is very intelligent, loving, stubborn, sturdy, very fast, and has an impressive ability to clear fences with the ease of a trained jumper. This little stallion was once the proud stallion of a small herd of mares and foals, before they were rounded up and brought to the centre because of a terrible drought, he was separated from his little family. His spirit all-but broken, he is curious but very wary of humans, he won't eat, causing him to lose weight and his coat to go dull and lifeless, he does nothing but stare longingly towards the paddock his family are kept in, until a strange little human girl comes into his life.

Andy Biersack

Andy Biersack

He's 16 (in year 11 because the fic is set in Australia). He has ADD, and Autism, can be very enthusiastic but also has his somber moments, basically he's a mix of young and old andy (from what I imagine anyway). He is very kind, smokes, is bullied a little, has amazing talent in singing, though he dosnt know it, and drives an old beat up little car, which he loves and is insanely proud of. Also he thinks he is batman and just everything batman he loves that shit.

Ashley Purdy

Ashley Purdy

He's 17, but still in year 11 cos he was kept down (due to personal problems). He can be very shy around people he dosnt know, is kind, jokes a lot, is a little bit of a manwhore because of personal issues. Plays the bass like a rock god, is one of Andys best friends.

Christian Coma (cc)

Christian Coma (cc)

He's 16, Cc is a fun loving guy, he's like a big kid, loves playing pranks, plays the drums like a boss, he's very kind and loving, has an old kombi (sorry if I spelled that wrong) which is his baby, one of Andys best friends.

Dakota (Koda for short) Pike

Dakota (Koda for short) Pike

She's 16, Very quiet, shy, depressed, self harms, smokes, has rapid cycling bipolar disorder, loves music and animals more than anything, she loves the drums but has never had the chance to play it, loves bands like Simple Plan, Linkin Park, BOTDF, Greenday, MCR etc, RARELY wears a dress (special occasions only), the rest of the time she just wears jeans or shorts, mostly band shirts that she modifies to fit her tiny, underweight frame (she is really short-152cm- and weighs 35 kilos), and her converse, either the ankle or knee highs. Dakota has pierced: nose (right side, a ring), lip (left side on bottom, ring), septum, ears double pierced and her belly done, she has one tattoo (on her left upper arm, on the outside), the words 'I won't let you break me' written into the wind, which has leaves scattered throughout it and little black birds flying around the words.

Jake Pitts

Jake Pitts

He's 17, Jake is very caring, loves dogs, plays the guitar like he was born playing it. Can be very quiet but isn't too shy to mess around, very understanding, is there for his friends, he is one of andys best friends.

Jinxx

Jinxx

He's 17, Jinxx has no last name.. As far as anyone knows anyway, only the teachers know his last name but even they call him Jinxx. He is like a mother to his friends, but somehow still manly. Plays the guitar and violin (also can play cello and piano) as effortlessly as breathing. He's the one you go to when you need advice or a shoulder to cry on, one of andys best friends.

John Pierce (Mr Pierce)

John Pierce (Mr Pierce)

38, handsome, was a model when younger but now is Koda's dads boss, working for a plastering company, Johns father is the owner and when he dies John will become the owner, hes very rich and could have any woman he wants but has only eyes for Koda, so he looks for reasons to threaten to fire her dad so he can have 'get togethers' with her, hes had a thing for her since they met at a work party when she was 10 and he was 32.

Josh Hanks

Josh Hanks

He's 16, He is another of Dakotas bullies, he senses that she's terrified of him and takes advantage of that. He is handsome, he's more of the teasing kind of bully, though he gets worse and worse with it, for some reason he's attracted to Dakota and is frustrated that she shows no signs of liking him back, the fact that she refuses to even acknowledge his existence even when he's all up in her face angers him.

Max Heat

Max Heat

max is 18, works at the music shop, hes very kind and caring, a total sweetie, he's hotter than lava and knows it but dosnt care too much, though he does like to look his best, and wont be caught dead without his guyliner and hair done up, he's got his nose double pierced on the right side and snake bites on his bottom lip, max is bi, dosnt have a preference, he plays the drums, guitar (both accoustic and electric), bass, and also the flute, banjo and violin, though hes not very good at the last three, loves spiderman, can drive but dosnt own a car as he prefers to walk, is currently in a band called Fallen Angels

Miss Lolli (Phillips)

Miss Lolli (Phillips)

Miss Lolli is the music teacher at Kodas high school, shes sweet and understanding, very open minded and tolorant, will not tolorate bullying of any kind, shes 25 and loves music, animals and family more than anything, much like Koda, she will not be pushed around.

Sandra Alvarenga

Sandra Alvarenga

She's 16, Sandra is the cool one, she speaks her mind, is very kind and caring but only to her close friends and family, she's out and proud, gets bullied for it a bit but she owns it so mostly gets left alone, plays the drums like a goddess. Is one of andys best friends.

Stephanie Law

Stephanie Law

She's 16, Stephanie is a bully, she picks on the weak, her main target is Dakota, who she despises, Stephanie has a little posse of girls and guys that hang on her every word and are almost as mean, but Stephanie is cruel. She loves looking beautiful and making other girls feel ugly, guys fall all over themselves for her attention.

Chapters

  1. Deep Inside You're Bleeding

    Dakota's POV

  2. I'm a Walking Travesty

    Dakota's POV

  3. Pick Up Your Tricks and Start Running

    Dakotas POV

  4. Just When it can't get Worse

    Dakotas POV

  5. I'm Miss Nothing, I'm Miss Everything

    Sandra's POV

  6. I'm On My Way to Believing

    Dakota's POV

  7. Make Me Wanna die (Part 1)

    *Andy's POV* ~WARNING, PART 1 OF THIS CHAPTER LEADS UP TO SEXUAL VIOLENCE IN PART 2~

  8. Make Me Wanna die (Part 2) - ~WARNING, THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS SEXUAL VIOLENCE, IF THIS COULD TRIGGER YOU PLEASE DO NOT READ~

    Dakota's POV

  9. Come On Kid This is Your Scene

    Dakota's POV - we meet a new character in this chapter ;)

  10. Tell Me You Want Me to Stay

    Dakota's POV - You also get to see CC's, Andy's and Sandra's POV as well, a very significant event happens in this chapter... enjoy... >:3

  11. Standing Beside Myself, in Disbelief

    Sandra's POV - also follows CC's, Andy's and Ashleys POV

  12. Just Tonight, I won't Leave (Part 1)

    Ashley's POV - Also follows Andy's, Koda's (yes Koda's :3) , and Jinxx's POV - Something unexpected happens in part 1 of this chapter, but what?

  13. Just Tonight, I won't Leave (Part 2)

    Andy's POV - Also follows Koda's and Jinxx's POV

  14. Fall Asleep, Davy Jones Calls You

    Jake's POV - Also follows Koda's, Andy's and Jinxx's POV - One of the characters recieves shock news.. who will it be? and WHAT will it be? read to find out...

  15. They're Telling Me it's Beautiful (part 1)

    Jinxx's POV - Jinxx makes an effort to help Koda, will it do any good?

  16. Their Telling Me it's Beautiful (part 2)

    Dakota's POV - Koda has a change of heart towards someone in this chapter.. but who?

  17. Rise From the Ashes

    Dakota's POV - Also follows Sandra and Andy's POV's - we finally hear from a certain someone again...

  18. Sometimes You've Got to Push the Boundaries

    Sandra's POV - Also follows Dakota's, Jinxx's and Andy's POV's - Will anything get resolved? or will it only get worse? you'll have to read to find out ;)

  19. With Knives and Pens, We Made Our Plight

    Dakota's POV - We finally meet Stephanie...

  20. Hear My Thoughts in every Note

    Dakota's POV - you also see Andy's and Sandra's POV - Someones being a little devious ;)

  21. I'm Not Fine, but I'm Fine Without You Here

    Dakota's POV -ALso follows Andy's POV - Andy gets a chance to prove himself, and someone is finally heard from again, but who?...

  22. I Wish My Heart was Always on Her Mind

    Dakota's POV - Follows Andy's POV as well - Max finally makes another appearance, but is everyone happy about it?...

  23. Stuck at a Red Light, Waiting for My Time (Part 1)

    Dakota's POV - Follows Andy's POV as well - This chapter's a little Bipolar haha Andy and Max finally meet, ooh my weird-mild-type-of-drama senses are tingling haha

  24. Stuck at a Red Light, Waiting for My Time (part 2)

    Dakota's POV - Also follows Andy's POV - What will happen next?

  25. I Can't Stay Mad at You for Anything

    Dakota's POV - Follows Andy's POV as well - Chances are taken, only time will tell if they pay off...

  26. All You Need is a Spark

    Dakota's POV - Also follows Andy, Sandra and Jinxx's POV's - Max has news for Koda, will it be good or bad?

  27. Teenage Dreams in a Teenage Circus

    Follows Andy, Koda, CC and Jinxx's POVs - Things finally start looking up for the band...

  28. Just Let it Go, You'll be Fine on Your Own

    Dakota's POV - Also from Andy's POV - Things aren't always as they seem...

  29. I Don't Cry on the Outside Anymore

    Dakota's POV - Also from Jake and Sandras POVs - Will they figure it out?

  30. I Wanna Run with the Wild Horses

    Follows Jinxx and Kodas POVs - While Jinxx and Sandra are trying to figure out a plan, Koda has her own plan rolling into motion...

  31. It's Hard to Believe That No One Can See the Writing on the Wall

    Follows Andy and Kodas POVs - The truth is finally out, well... most of it...

  32. She Said to Get Better

    Follows Dakota, Andy, and Sandra's POV's -How are Andy, Jinxx and Sandra going to handle this?...

  33. I'm Doing Everything I can

    Follows Sandra and Andy's POV - Now they all know, but what will they do?

  34. You're a Soldier Now, Fighting in a Battle

    Follows Sandra and Jinxx's POV - They have the basics of their plan, now they need the details

  35. Left me speechless, didn't know I'd feel this

    Dakota's POV - Andy's in for a surprise, but is it a good one?

  36. I've Gotta Be Strong

    Koda's POV and also a little bit of Andys at the end - Koda confesses something huge to Max..

Comments

@Lucifer
Thank you I do :) and don't worry I haven't forgotten the brumby, she goes to see him when she can but isn't 'pushing it' with his training, she's letting him get used to her presence first. And no problem, I love Spirit so using a song from the movie was awesome haha its coo to hear another persons point of view on the whole 'Mr. Pierce/Koda 'relationship'' thing. By no means do I condone the kind of thing that's going on there, but I wanted to give it a different feel to it that confuses the reader in some way at least. I'm very happy that y liked the chapter, I hope the next one is also to your liking haha :)

foreverawildone foreverawildone
1/29/16

@foreverawildone


I'm really sorry about bunny. Feel hugged? <3
Nevertheless, the last chapter was great, and I always very much enjoy reading your story. Koda's "relationship" with Mr Pierce gives it a interesting, unique twist. Also I would love to hear more about the brumby (horse fan here). On that note I would thank you for including the song from Spirit in the chapter before that, it made me rewatch the entire movie twice :D

Lucifer Lucifer
1/29/16

@Lucifer


Thank you :) Unfortunately bunny died early yesterday morning, I am at my dads to bury him, which I will do either after I upload this chapter or do the dishes. I am binge watching shows and movies and lavishing my living animals with all my love as a way to cope. I hope you enjoy this chapter, I'm sorry its not very long.

foreverawildone foreverawildone
1/12/16

@X_xAshesx_X


I am very happy that you like it, knowing even one person likes my story can be enough to keep me writing :)

foreverawildone foreverawildone
1/12/16

@foreverawildone
I'm happy your cats are doing better! Find comfort in them, even when the inevedable comes and your bunny does leave you. It sounds like you love your pets a lot, so I'm sure he will have had a good life and that is what counts most.
As for your concerns about writing a book - don't worry! Seriously, many of my favourite authors (like J.K. Rowling or George R.R. Martin) take ages. Rowling took seven years before her first book was even published, and we all know her books are great!

Lucifer Lucifer
1/6/16