Suffer In Silence
Just Tonight, I won't Leave (Part 1)
*Ashley's POV*
Looking at Andy sleeping, so peacefully, makes me a little calmer, but then his face changes and I know he's having a nightmare again. I've been here since the hospital opened for visitors. When I had reached Andy, Jinxx, and Koda's room, the nurse told me that Andy was sedated again during the night, due to nightmares that made him wake up screaming hysterically. So now I'm sitting by him, waiting for him to wake up. Sandra and CC are here now too, Sandra is by Koda's bed, and CC is with Jinxx, who is finally awake, much to our relief.
You're probably wondering why we're here so early, well, it's because it's the weekend, the accident happened on Friday. I smile a little as I listen to the quiet murmuring of my friends. Sandra is reading the latest Kerrang magazine to Koda, it being one of the few things we remembered her saying she loved. I turn my head slightly, and hear CC and Jinxx, already talking about setting up another gig, I chuckle at that. My attention snaps back to Andy, he's stirring, grumbling as he wakes up. "Andy, it's ok it's me, Ashy, remember? Don't freak out dude or the hotty will drug you again", I grin when I see him groggily smirk.
"Shut the fuck up Purdy do you ever think of anything else?" he opens his eyes and looks at me. I smile wider, he's back, only my Andy can banter with me like this so soon after waking up, this means he's on his way to recovery. "Well fuck you too Biersack" I laugh, he smiles at me. The others look over and happily whisper-shout their hello's, which Andy returns with a bright smile. "Ashy... how is she? Koda, I mean..." he asks, frowning a little. "Well, she dosn't have a breathing tube anymore, just a mask..." I trail off.
"And?..." he presses. "Well, no one has come to see her, yesterday her dad left after he found out how she was. And today he came back with a girl I'm assuming is her sister, they left gifts and left in less than 5 fucking minutes... I will give them this though, her dad looked numb, and her sister looked kinda like she couldn't accept it, but still they should all be there for her. Don't they care if she wakes up alone? Scared?, I don't get it..." I finish my rant, almost in tears, no one should be alone, especially like this....
Andy stays silent, so does everyone else, during my rant I had raised my voice enough that they could hear me. He takes my hand and squeezes it reassuringly, I love how he understands me, and why things like this rile me up so much. I can't help but think though... I should be the one comforting him right now... not the other way 'round...
The rest of the day goes by so fucking slowly... I mean seriously, would it kill them to make it more cheerful around here? and make it a little more fun?. The kids get TV's and DVD players wheeled to them, and TV's with game consoles, and toys and books... But what do we get? fucking tiny TV's on the roof, and pay tv we have to pay for with shitty earphones so we can even hear it, and fucking old as shit magazines, sound fair? No, it fucking dosn't... I hate to admit it but part of me is relieved that visiting hours are just about over. We see the bitchy nurse that made us leave last night, so we quickly say our goodbyes before she gets to the door....
*Andy's POV*
I feel gross. I need a fucking shower. After about 30 seconds of searching I find the nurse button, I press it and immedietly turn my head to the door, silently timing how long it takes for a response. 5 minutes... not bad... The nurse that comes in is beautiful, in the typical way. long, straight, black hair, pale skin, red lipstick on plump lips, big boobs... But I don't find myself attracted to her at all. Her lips are pumped, the boobs are fake, I can tell because they don't bounce at all, and she just seems... I don't know... off...
Notes
So here is chapter 11 (technically 12) part 1, hope you guys like it :3
I'm going through a lot right now, im not really handling it at all, so I was barely able to get part 1 up, ill try get part 2 up tomorrow night if I can.
Remember, any critics, good or bad, let me know, thank you guys for reading this it means so much especially right now :3
Ch. Title Credit: The Pretty Reckless - Just Tonight
@Lucifer
Thank you I do :) and don't worry I haven't forgotten the brumby, she goes to see him when she can but isn't 'pushing it' with his training, she's letting him get used to her presence first. And no problem, I love Spirit so using a song from the movie was awesome haha its coo to hear another persons point of view on the whole 'Mr. Pierce/Koda 'relationship'' thing. By no means do I condone the kind of thing that's going on there, but I wanted to give it a different feel to it that confuses the reader in some way at least. I'm very happy that y liked the chapter, I hope the next one is also to your liking haha :)
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