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Suffer In Silence

Standing Beside Myself, in Disbelief

*Sandra's POV*

It's been two fucking hours... two... fucking... hours!... since they told us to wait in this god-forsaken waiting room. I hear the sound of footsteps heading our way, we all look up expectantly. We're the last visitors left, this time it has to be our turn, it just has to... "Friends of Andrew Dennis Biersack, Jeremy Miles Ferguson and Dakota Pike?", the nurse asks, looking bored. "Yes that's us, can we see them now?" I ask, choosing to ignore her inappropriate behaviour. "You may see Andrew and Dakota, Jeremy is still in surgery, there were... complications, nothing to worry about" she explains, motioning for us to follow her.

The second she said there were complications during Jinxx's surgery, my heart nearly stopped, I'm battling the urge to cry, I need to be strong for the others... She leads us into a room with 4 beds, the one next to the adjoined bathroom is occupied already, I look around till I find Andy in a bed on the opposite side of the room, on the bed by the window. The nurse is saying something but I don't hear her, I head over to Andy's bed, I'm relieved that he's not hurt worse. He has a cast on his arm and a special cast for his nose.

I slowly realise that someone's trying to get my attention, it's CC. "Sandra! You have to see!" he looks horrified, I frown, confused, and follow him to the strangers bed. I read the name on the chart... oh my god it's Koda!... I slowly look up, the second my eyes reach her face, my blood runs cold. Her pretty, delicate face is swollen, bruised and cut up beyond recognition, there are wires everywhere, and she has a breathing tube down her throat. I let out an unintelligible noise and run to the bathroom to throw up...

*CC's POV*

The look on Sandra's face broke my heart, I've never seen her look so vulnerable, and it's all my fault... I run after her and catch up in time to hold back her hair. Rubbing her back and softly whispering soothing words into her ear, I try to calm her down...

*Andy's POV*

Slowly I start to hear things again, people talking, their voices are too muffled for me to hear what their saying. Groggily, I turn my head to the left, where I hear the voices coming from. With effort, I manage to get my eyes open. Eventually I can see clear enough to see who it is, it's Sandra and CC. Their sitting in the two chairs between my bed and the one by the door. There's a person in the bed... I squint hard, trying to see who it is... No! it's Jinxx! No! No! No!... I snatch the sick bag a nurse must have placed next to my pillow, and throw up violently...

*Ashley's POV*

I'm sitting in the chair next to Koda's bed, so if she wakes up someone will be there. Suddenly I hear someone violently throwing up, I look up to see its Andy. I race over there and rub his back, whispering "it's going to be okay, shhhhhhh..". When he finishes I fetch him a cup of water, which he takes greatfully. "Its ok Andy, Jinxx will be fine, he had to have his seatbelt removed, and there were complications but overall it went fine, they said he should wake up soon, the rest of us are fine... but Andy... Koda was in the accident, her and her dad were the ones we crashed into... she's... she's in a coma, they said she'll wake up, but they don't know when...", I finish, scared of his reaction.

Andy looks like he's in shock, "where is she?" he asks calmly, too calmly... I swallow hard and point to her bed. His eyes follow where I'm pointing, the second he sees her, he starts screaming, I panic and try to hold him down as he thrashes about. "Andy! Stop! Please! Calm down!" I yell in a panic. Nurses rush in the room. I'm pushed out of the way, and watch helplessly as they sedate him...

*Andy's POV*

I start to cry, seeing Jinxx and Koda like this... it's killing me... I'm starting to fade in and out of consciousness, my friends are by my bed trying to comfort me. I try to give them a smile, but it comes off as more of a grimace. Just as I'm losing the battle and slipping back into the darkness, something hits me... There's no one by her bed... she's all alone... A single tear falls from my eye as I fall into a deep, dreamless sleep....


Notes

Here's chapter 10! A little late but hey I only wrote it today haha

I saw The Hunger Games: Catching Fire with my mum last night, it's a tradition, like we did with the Twilight movies, we're going to see all the Hunger Games movies together, I like it haha

I hope you guys liked this chapter, sorry for the cliffhanger... again haha

Ch. Title Credit: Avion Roe - The Difference Between Us


Comments

@Lucifer
Thank you I do :) and don't worry I haven't forgotten the brumby, she goes to see him when she can but isn't 'pushing it' with his training, she's letting him get used to her presence first. And no problem, I love Spirit so using a song from the movie was awesome haha its coo to hear another persons point of view on the whole 'Mr. Pierce/Koda 'relationship'' thing. By no means do I condone the kind of thing that's going on there, but I wanted to give it a different feel to it that confuses the reader in some way at least. I'm very happy that y liked the chapter, I hope the next one is also to your liking haha :)

foreverawildone foreverawildone
1/29/16

@foreverawildone


I'm really sorry about bunny. Feel hugged? <3
Nevertheless, the last chapter was great, and I always very much enjoy reading your story. Koda's "relationship" with Mr Pierce gives it a interesting, unique twist. Also I would love to hear more about the brumby (horse fan here). On that note I would thank you for including the song from Spirit in the chapter before that, it made me rewatch the entire movie twice :D

Lucifer Lucifer
1/29/16

@Lucifer


Thank you :) Unfortunately bunny died early yesterday morning, I am at my dads to bury him, which I will do either after I upload this chapter or do the dishes. I am binge watching shows and movies and lavishing my living animals with all my love as a way to cope. I hope you enjoy this chapter, I'm sorry its not very long.

foreverawildone foreverawildone
1/12/16

@X_xAshesx_X


I am very happy that you like it, knowing even one person likes my story can be enough to keep me writing :)

foreverawildone foreverawildone
1/12/16

@foreverawildone
I'm happy your cats are doing better! Find comfort in them, even when the inevedable comes and your bunny does leave you. It sounds like you love your pets a lot, so I'm sure he will have had a good life and that is what counts most.
As for your concerns about writing a book - don't worry! Seriously, many of my favourite authors (like J.K. Rowling or George R.R. Martin) take ages. Rowling took seven years before her first book was even published, and we all know her books are great!

Lucifer Lucifer
1/6/16