Alive Again (Sequal to Everything Will Be Okay) **Complete**
Chapter 14: Unhappy.
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Annabell P.O.V
I wake up the next morning and Ashley is gone from his usual spot. A sigh of solace rises from my very core. I let my feet touch the floor as a eletric shock of cold runs up my nerves. It's Cold again. I look outside to the murky and unwelcoming fall weather. The rain pours down onto the front porch heavily. I pray that it will never let up.
I get up clumsily, and pull whatever clothes I can get my hands on. I assembled myself before pulling my hair into a sloppy ponytail and walking out into the kitchen.
I soon as I get out there I see food on the dining room table. Eggs, Orange juice, And red roses. Times like this, I wish I didn’t hate Ashley as much as I do. He’s sweet, Any girl would kill for a man that tries as much as Ashley does. But im different, I would kill him if I had the chance.
Ashley is nowhere to be found only a nicely folded note written in beautiful black cursive handwriting titling “Read Aloud”
I breath “I hope you enjoy the set up, Hope you're ready to see the rest”.
Out Ashley comes from the closet. It makes me ponder on how long he could have been waiting in there. I see before me, A man, Dressed in full tuxedo and class. His once rocker hair is even slicked back. A gentleman. Ashley makes his way over and takes my hand before kissing it lightly. My skin burns at the touch in disgust.
“Whats all this?” I say hiding my true feelings and putting on a proper smile for him.
“Annabell” He manages to choke out in his skittish state “I have loved you ever since I pulled you out of that water and held your lifeless body in my arms. Even when you were angered with me for doing so. The very thought of you taking your own like makes me skip a beat. I knew one day you would turn around and see me for who I really was. Soon the film over your eyes disappeared and before I knew it we had an apartment. I know everything is moving so fast but Annabell. Theres one more step, That I would be fully content with sharing with you”.
I place my hand over my mouth, I try to stop the tears that I know are coming. But I can’t, So I try and fool them for happy tears. I know the question, And I know the answer that must follow “Will you marry me?” He asks getting down on one knee.
I can’t manage to choke out the word, That one simple word. So I nod. And quietly whisper “Yes”. The look on his face is like a boys on christmas as he gets up and wraps his arms around me tightly before placing his ring on my finger. Its virulent to my ring finger, The very thought of anybody else placing a ring there but Andy makes me sick to my stomach. But he is sure as hell the happiest he has ever been in his whole life.
But I feel like I'm slowly dying
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As soon as I can get away from Ashley I find myself running barefooted down the street to the only place I can think anymore. I feel the ring on my finger burning into my skin. I wish I could just throw it into the water and get rid of it forever.
I can’t take this anymore. If this stupid fucking fence wasn't’ here I would jump right now. I would jump and hopefully a rock would break my neck, Hopefully a shattered piece of glass would find its way into a major artery and I would die instantly. I find myself punching the chain link fence until my knuckles turn black and blue and start bleeding.
“Calm down” I hear Andy say from behind me.
My blood turns red hot “I'm not going to fucking calm down! You are either going to take me with you right now. Or I am going to fucking kill myself. I’ll make sure I die! I'll take pills, cut my veins, burn myself alive! Just take me!” I say franticly.
“Do you love me?” He says.
“Yes, Unconditionally” I say.
“Would you jump again, Even if you didn’t love me?” He asks.
“Yes, I’m about to! What’s this about? I need you” I say.
“Are you truly unhappy?” He says.
“To the point of no return” I scream.
A silver metal appears in his hands and he places in mine before clasping it shut “Then take this, And take out what's making you unhappy” He says.
My breathing slows, as thunder booms in the distance.
Annabell P.O.V
I wake up the next morning and Ashley is gone from his usual spot. A sigh of solace rises from my very core. I let my feet touch the floor as a eletric shock of cold runs up my nerves. It's Cold again. I look outside to the murky and unwelcoming fall weather. The rain pours down onto the front porch heavily. I pray that it will never let up.
I get up clumsily, and pull whatever clothes I can get my hands on. I assembled myself before pulling my hair into a sloppy ponytail and walking out into the kitchen.
I soon as I get out there I see food on the dining room table. Eggs, Orange juice, And red roses. Times like this, I wish I didn’t hate Ashley as much as I do. He’s sweet, Any girl would kill for a man that tries as much as Ashley does. But im different, I would kill him if I had the chance.
Ashley is nowhere to be found only a nicely folded note written in beautiful black cursive handwriting titling “Read Aloud”
I breath “I hope you enjoy the set up, Hope you're ready to see the rest”.
Out Ashley comes from the closet. It makes me ponder on how long he could have been waiting in there. I see before me, A man, Dressed in full tuxedo and class. His once rocker hair is even slicked back. A gentleman. Ashley makes his way over and takes my hand before kissing it lightly. My skin burns at the touch in disgust.
“Whats all this?” I say hiding my true feelings and putting on a proper smile for him.
“Annabell” He manages to choke out in his skittish state “I have loved you ever since I pulled you out of that water and held your lifeless body in my arms. Even when you were angered with me for doing so. The very thought of you taking your own like makes me skip a beat. I knew one day you would turn around and see me for who I really was. Soon the film over your eyes disappeared and before I knew it we had an apartment. I know everything is moving so fast but Annabell. Theres one more step, That I would be fully content with sharing with you”.
I place my hand over my mouth, I try to stop the tears that I know are coming. But I can’t, So I try and fool them for happy tears. I know the question, And I know the answer that must follow “Will you marry me?” He asks getting down on one knee.
I can’t manage to choke out the word, That one simple word. So I nod. And quietly whisper “Yes”. The look on his face is like a boys on christmas as he gets up and wraps his arms around me tightly before placing his ring on my finger. Its virulent to my ring finger, The very thought of anybody else placing a ring there but Andy makes me sick to my stomach. But he is sure as hell the happiest he has ever been in his whole life.
But I feel like I'm slowly dying
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
As soon as I can get away from Ashley I find myself running barefooted down the street to the only place I can think anymore. I feel the ring on my finger burning into my skin. I wish I could just throw it into the water and get rid of it forever.
I can’t take this anymore. If this stupid fucking fence wasn't’ here I would jump right now. I would jump and hopefully a rock would break my neck, Hopefully a shattered piece of glass would find its way into a major artery and I would die instantly. I find myself punching the chain link fence until my knuckles turn black and blue and start bleeding.
“Calm down” I hear Andy say from behind me.
My blood turns red hot “I'm not going to fucking calm down! You are either going to take me with you right now. Or I am going to fucking kill myself. I’ll make sure I die! I'll take pills, cut my veins, burn myself alive! Just take me!” I say franticly.
“Do you love me?” He says.
“Yes, Unconditionally” I say.
“Would you jump again, Even if you didn’t love me?” He asks.
“Yes, I’m about to! What’s this about? I need you” I say.
“Are you truly unhappy?” He says.
“To the point of no return” I scream.
A silver metal appears in his hands and he places in mine before clasping it shut “Then take this, And take out what's making you unhappy” He says.
My breathing slows, as thunder booms in the distance.
Notes
OMGGG!!!!! GUESS WHAT!!!
The next chapter is the last chapter?
What do you think it means?
I feel like you guys are uninterested.
I don't know. I guess. I'm sorry.
@foreverandalwaysawildone
Thank you again darling :)
3/9/14