Alive Again (Sequal to Everything Will Be Okay) **Complete**

Annabell P.O.V

I wake up in Ashley’s bed. I must have crashed here last night. Ashley is still snoring away besides me. It might be the shallowest thing to do after admitting my “Love” for him. But he will manage right? I don’t even want to look at his face right now.

I touch my lips. My body feels dirty from his touch. So I decide to jump in his shower. I mean I don’t think he will mind right? I know a pig like Ashley wouldn't mind having a naked girl in his shower.

I remove my clothing from my body and step in the steaming water letting the dirtiness wash over me. I was fine with Ashley being my friend, I was fine with him being there for me, But now that I might be with him, I hate him. I hate him more than everything. I feel hate with burning passion for touching me the way Andy should be touching me.

And as soon as I am giving the word that I can be with Andy.

I will get him.

“Annabell?” Says Ashley “Are you in there?”.

“Yes” I say.

I make the dark thoughts go away as soon as I see Andy in there. My first instinct is to hide myself with the shower curtain. But its just Andy, And Andy has seen me naked before. He smirks a sexy smile before it quickly fades “Invite him in” He says. “No” I shake my my head. “Now” He says before fanishing in the vapor of the hot water mist.

I step out of the shower feeling like I am going to throw up, With every step my stomach turns. I try to put on a smile, Fake smiles are what I am good at. Before opening the door so it hides my body and peeking my head out “Join me” I say.

He nods and steps in to reveal me fully naked, I feel bare and exposed to Ashleys wandering eyes. I am the most unhappy I have ever been. And as I remove his clothes and he steps in with me. I am so glad that that the running water. Hides the silent tears running down my face.

But I know this is just the beginning of this hell.


~~~~~~~ Six months later ~~~~~~~ OMG TIME JUMP~~~~~


Six months, Of doing everything I am asked. Six Months, Of constant torture. One whole year of hating myself. One year of being without Andy. I wake up next to Ashley like normal. But its different now. I wake up in our apartment. A hell house where I can’t get away from him.

Days were I am supposed to be in Therapy for self harm. Request of Ashley. I am at the cliff spending my days with Andy. He tells me that I will be with him soon. He tells me that its nearly the end. Andy tells me that I will be okay. But how can you believe something that someone has been telling you for six months? Almost a year without Andy.

“I Can’t Fucking Take Take This Any More!” I scream frantically grabbing my hair so forcefully that some start to rip.

“Darling, you're going to be okay” says Andy kissing my forehead “We are going to be together soon”.

“Oh my god Andy! You sound like a broken record! Thats all you say ‘Were going to be together soon’! Six months with that monster!” I scream “I can’t stand this anymore”.

“Don’t be like that Annabell” He say “You know I can’t tell you anything. You have to do this by yourself” He says.

“Yeah? What if I don’t want to?” I say.

“Then you lose me. And you will have to live the life you have created without me” He says “I've told you before, You can stop at anytime. Say the words and I’m gone”.

“Please don’t leave me Andy” I cry into his chest “I feel like I’ve lost everything Andy”.

“Shhh” He says grooming my hair with his fingers “We all fall down sometimes”.

Notes

Time leap. We are getting close to the end. And it seems Annabell is reaching her breaking point.
Oh god I can't wait for you to see the end.
Comment your thoughts EVERYONE.
I want to see what your thinking is.
How do you think I am going to end this?