Alive Again (Sequal to Everything Will Be Okay) **Complete**

Annabell P.O.V

I hide the present that Andy has given me up my sleeve slightly cupping it in my had at the same time. I feel the cold, I can see the metal poking out. A knife. An object that I have grown so fond of over the months my Andy has left me.

Now the scars seem silly to the undeniable fact that I will be with my deceased lover soon. It makes me smile and beam because I will soon be with him and off this forsaken earth. It seems now, Even with the events that will soon take place, Everything was worth it. Everything I went throw and everything that caused me so much pain. Will soon end, and I will be where I belong. Wherever that may be.

I open the the back door to our apartment quietly hoping to go undetected by Ashley. Sadly, That fails when I turn the corner and I see him standing there cooking dinner at the stove. He beams at me, probably still on the high of being freshly engaged to the woman he loves.

But not for long.

“Where did you go Annabell” He says.

“My mothers” I lie grasping the knife even tighter in my grasp.

“Did you tell her” He says placing his hand on my waist.

I smile the best fake smile I ever could “I couldn't wait”.

“I love you” He says sincerely.

“I love you too” I lie

Right then he starts kissing me. And I know its time. But I find myself hesitant. Should I really take this mans life, Just so I can complete and end my own? He has caused me so much pain without trying, Still, If I don’t I’m left here to live this life and never to see Andy ever again. Ashley or Andy? The question that will either end my life or spare his?

But Its so easy.

Its time to think about Annabell for once.

I break the kiss and whisper quietly “I’m sorry” into his ear. This is it. I plunge the cold blade into his back. He gasps harshly filling his lungs with what might be his last breath. I see the blood drain from his face. But he keeps his eyes on my.

“Annabell” He calls weekly but staying meek.

I bend down with his waiting for his heart to stop, I brush his hair behind his ear. I do whatever I can to make his last moment better, because I’m the one who decided his fate. I find myself shedding a tear as I kiss his forehead lightly and whisper “Good Night” into his ear. And as he slips away from me, I close his now pale and once vibrant eyes. He will never see daylight ever again.

And all the pain he has unintentionally caused me.

Is gone.

I drag his body over to the couch leaving a blood smudged trail behind us. I try as hard as I can to lift his now dead weight body with my weak arms onto the bed, then lay im on his back. So nobody will see the wound that I have created. I fold his arms on his stomach and remove his shoes. He looks peaceful

“See you soon” I say to body kissing him on the cheek, and placing the ring besides him “I hope you can forgive me”.

I close the door behind me and wash the blood from my hands. The smell makes me sick to my stomach. I sit at the kitchen table writing my last note that nobody will ever see. I try to make it as simple as possible.

I couldn't stand this anymore. I'm just sorry I had to bring him down with me ~Annabell.

I stand up in the middle of the kitchen “How am I going to do this” I say out loud.

I now feel completely content with the idea of dying. I am ready to pass on wherever death may take me. I don’t want to be here anymore. I am ready. I. Am. Ready.

“Annabell” says Andy appearing in the corner.

I wonder if when I die I will become as beautiful as Andy. He is like a china doll. A perfect one. And I hope, If I can become as perfect as Andy. And maybe the cracks I've shown throw my experiences will be gone to. And if they aren’t gone throw death, I’ll wear them proudly on my sleeve along with my heart. Because that's who I am. I am Annabel, And I have scars.

“Andy” I say running into his arms and giving him a hug, I cry, but with tears of joy.

“Are you ready beautiful?” He says kissing my hand.

“Ive never been more ready in my life” I say.

I run to the bathroom, and pick up the first bottle of pills I find grasping them in my hand like I've never held anything before.

I sit up. And grasp Andy's hand in mine.

“I love you” I say to Andy.

“I love you to” He says to me.

“Does it hurt” I ask.

“For a little while” He responds.

I nod and pick up my glass of water. I slip the first pill in my mouth. One, One pill. The second. The third. The Fourth. I keep going until I see nothing left in the bottle. All I see is the empty shell of a container.

“Don’t Leave me” I say a tear slipping from my eye, Its not because I’m scared, I'm panicked almost.

“Ill do one better” he says laying besides me in my bed, holding my hand throw it all, He still keeps his promise “I won’t let go until you leave me”.

Ten minutes pass. And I start to feel the effects of what I have just did.

(I HAVE RESEARCHED WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO DIE. IF YOU ARE THINKING ABOUT TAKING YOUR LIVES I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT ALL THE EFFECTS ARE TRUE. EXCEPT MINE IS SHORTER. IT WILL TAKE YOU LONGER TO DIE AND IT IS ONLY A 50% CHANCE. PLEASE DON'T TAKE YOUR LIFE)


First I feel a sudden dizziness come over me and a certain numbness take over my body. This was nothing like the stinging coldness of the cliff.

“I’m scared” I say weakly.

“Everything's going to be fine Annabell” he says “It will all be over soon”.

The only thing I feel is burning. It feels like someone is slowly taking a lighter to my my skin, Except there are a thousand of them covering my whole body. There couldn't be a more painful way to die.

And this last for an hour.

But Andy doesn’t leave me. My burning hand doesn't leave his.

Andy P.O.V

Her youthful flush color had drained from her, much like the very blood from her veins on the bed in which she lied
Such a foul image for one to behold
In some twisted way it seemed to only enhance her exquisite beauty
Like a lily on a grave

Annabell P.O.V

In my last moments. I feel so much peace. The quiet is overwhelming. I couldn't talk if I tried. But When I get to where ever I am going. I will tell Andy of how peaceful everything is right now.

And how I could feel his hand in mine comforting mine and sailing me in this like a ship to a lighthouse.

And how his beautiful face was the last thing I seen before I was consumed in a piercing white, That should have been blinding. but wasn't really blinding at all.

I feel myself enter a new journey as I feel myself enter a new one, and I am finally here where I should be.

I enter a beautiful place a meadow. My favorite place to be, a cliff. But this one doesn't have a chain link fence preventing children from a deathly fall. And I can finally have my feet dangle off the edge again. My demons can’t get me here.

And there's Andy standing with me, wherever I might be. He is standing there godlike making me feel invincible.

My whole life had lead up to this moment. As soon as I met Andy I knew someway, somehow I would spend the rest of my life with him. I’ve been to this before, And now I’m home again. But I know there is nobody left to pull me out of the water. Its Andy and I, Unconditionally. And he and I both know this is how it is supposed to be. Forever.

He takes my hand and I see his eyes cold beautiful eyes look into mine full of love “How does it feel?” He says “Is it everything you wanted?” He asks kissing up and down my now porcelain neck.

“I feel astonishing” I say enjoying his love “I may be dead” I breath.

“But I feel….” I say “Alive Again”

~The End~

Notes

THE END! Oh my god. I cried while writing this chapter. I hope its everything you have wanted. Ill be writeing a farewell letter soon :D