Can you see me?
Chapter 15
I awake for the first time in a few days without someone's arms around me, or Andy's scent of cologne and cigarettes nearby. I miss it.
My mom left me alone last night and I'm lucky, I think my sister had something to do with it though. As I was getting dressed into a skirt that made my outfit look a little more 'harsh' than usual, I noticed that Andy texted me:
Andy: I'm picking you up again. And do you have snapchat?
Indiana: ya. And alright. My snapchat is the same as my Instagram? You?
Andy: same, I added you. Xxx see you in a few?
Indiana: x.o
I pull on a stitched up heart shirt before going to my bathroom to do my makeup. Catherine is applying her eyeliner when she asks smugly, "so what were you two moaning about yesterday up in your room? Smoking can't be that good?"
I roll my eyes, "you want to know?"
"Yes! I'm your sister, I want to know these things!" She smiles at me and awaits my response. I bite my lip, then mumble, "we were just making out."
"Ha! I'll believe that when I'm dead. You went to second base didn't you?"
I nod slowly, noticing my reddening cheeks in the mirror. She giggles and whispers, "just wait for the next one."
'Oh I know.' I think as my phone vibrates against the counter. Andy texted me again:
Andy: I'm outside, and I got you something :)
Indiana: what'd you get me? And you can come inside, we have a while and I still need to eat. :)
Andy: alright, I'm coming in.
He appears in the doorway about a minute later, "so you should probably lock your front door."
"It was unlocked?" I ask, confused.
"Oh crap. I went to Tristan's at like twelve to get something and I guess I forgot to lock the door." Catherine shrugs, adding her last bit of eyeshadow. I follow Andy back into my room where he tosses me a pack of cigarettes and a bag of Reese's minis.
"How did you know these are my favorite candy?" I ask, pulling Andy into a quick embrace before grabbing my backpack and black creepers. He chuckles, "lucky guess"
I peck his cheek and whisper a thank you in his ear as we walk down the stairs, a smile grows on his face as we get in his car. We smoke and talk all the way to school, not talking about yesterday's little... Occurrence in the bedroom. I will probably be daydreaming about it for the rest of the day.
In English I tune our the teacher and begin a doodle of some lyrics. Andy passes me a note, how cliche:
Do you want to skip math?
I raise an eyebrow at him, writing:
No, why would I skip class?
He writes back:
Because we could hang out behind school? Sandra, Chris and pan are all going back there later. I'm going. If you want to come you can?
I sigh, I've never skipped a class in my life. There's a first for everything. I write back:
Sure. Why the hell not.
The bell rings and we rush out of class, slipping out the door to the back building before exiting it completely, hand in hand. He slowly creeps past a teacher who is on the phone, not noticing us. Andy stops a little further down the back wall, whispering, "you want to forget about them and replay yesterday?"
I giggle, placing a kiss on his lips, "sorry, nope. I don't want to be undressed behind school."
He nods, chuckling as we continue walking to the other side of the building, then past the new gate into the woods behind the school. Sandra, Chris, and Pan are all waiting there smoking, talking about something.
"Well, I would play the drums of course, but you two both play guitar so that would mean we'd need a bassist and a singer." Sandra says as we walk up. I grin smugly, "Andy plays bass and he is a great singer!"
"Really?" Chris asks, raising an eyebrow. "Sing for us then."
Andy blushes, looking at me nervously. I sigh, "sing what you showed me."
"Okay..." He mumbles, getting shy all the sudden. I giggle, whispering in his ear quickly, "maybe I do something for you later."
It's encouragement and a reward- geez!
Andy takes a deep breath, squeezing my hand once before beginning to sing, "You kissed the lips of evil,
Two months is all the same.
I begged for the man's approval,
Like all the rest you'll die in vain.
Sit down this won't take long time,
Off my chest these lyrics came.
Your words they eat right through me,
Heartbreak's your favorite pain!
The tears we've cried, this love has died,
You're by yourself here tonight.
It's what we hide with every lie,
You're by yourself.
I think of it each time I touch you,
Every time I hear his name.
I'll never let my fucking walls down,
For all of this you are to blame.
Well sit down this won't take long time,
Off my chest these lyrics came.
Your words they eat right through me,
Heartbreak's your favorite pain!
The tears we've cried, this love has died,
You're by yourself here tonight.
It's what we hide with every lie,
You're by yourself, yeah!"
He stops, everyone is smiling and nodding their heads yes. "The next part has some screaming and I don't want to draw attention to ourselves over here."
Sandra smirks, "looks like we've got a band. We just have to find somewhere to practice."
"We don't use my basement so there would work?" Andy suggests, a smile growing on his face. I know what he's thinking about- actually, it could be two things but whichever.
Chris speaks up, "anyone have any band names?"
"Black veil brides!" Andy quickly exclaims, knowing his dream band is finally forming. I smirk and wait for anyone else to suggest anything. Pan says first, "I'm good with that. Anyone disagree?"
The two other new band members nod, shrugging. Sandra takes a drag and asks, "so what'd you whisper in Biersack's ear to make him sing?"
I feel a blush heat my cheeks as I mumble, "nothing."
She raises an eyebrow, "really?"
"Mhmm."
She winks at Andy, "have fun tonight you two."
"No! I didn't tell him we could have sex!" I shout, clapping my hands over my mouth. Everyone, except me begins laughing. Andy whispers in my ear, "what then?"
"Maybe I'll... It just sounds weird saying it." I groan, ruffling the back of his hair. Andy pouts, checking the time on his phone, "we have to get to photography. I'll see you guys later."
"Aww your no fun. Stay man!" Pan laughs, lighting another cigarette. I roll my eyes, "we have a project due."
They nod and we say our goodbyes, walking hand in hand back to the building. We stop at our lockers, grabbing our cameras and kissing for a few minutes before the period ends. He takes a sharpie out of his bag and writes on the inside of my locker, 'A+I' inside a heart. I giggle, shut my locker and slide the lock back on. We walk hand in hand to photography, I had to bring my laptop with me to school so that we could save some pictures that we liked to a pen drive and give them to the teacher to show to the class. As we walk in the class and take our seats at the two person table, Andy loads the as card and whispers, "holy fuck."
I gasp to see the pictures on the sd card, they are amazing, better than I remember. He clicks on a picture of his hands on my thighs and mutters, "this is so hot."
I feel his hand caress my thigh softly, he skips to the next picture and his eyes widen. It's of me sitting on the bed, trying to be a little sexier, my cleavage is showing as it was taken from above. The next picture is of Andy shirtless that I took on Sunday, his shirt is in his hand and he is looking at me with a seductive smirk on his face.
"Mr. Thompson, how many pictures do we need?" I hear someone else ask from the other side of the room. He looks up from his computer, "uh- five for now. I am going to do a class critique, then we will finish the assignment for next Monday."
I roll my eyes, picking out that picture of Andy while he saves that picture of me to the pen drive. Next we choose three pictures of both of us. We are the first to place the pen drive on our teachers desk, immediately everyone else does as well, as if they were waiting for the first brave ones to.
"Alright. We'll start with Andy And Indiana's." he plugs the pen drive into the computer and it appears on the active board. The first is the picture of Andy, his jeans are very low on his hips with the top of his briefs showing. His hair is teased slightly and his makeup makes it even sexier than it is. He had decided to put a few lines of black paint he had at his house across his chest and a streak at his v-line.
"So I see you were going for more of a... Well, darker theme." He pauses, looking at the picture on the screen before pointing to his v-line stripes. "I like how you draw the attention here with the paint, it makes it more sexual than it would have been. Andy, your smirk is a great touch as well. However, I think you need to do something a little more- sex alluding."
He flips to the picture of Andy and I kissing on the end of my bed, "good, I like how you are arching your back and the positioning of the camera as well, you might want to make it black and white even, or create more contrast."
He goes through the next two, same critiques basically. Lastly, the picture of me comes up, he stops talking about the use of focal points, in fact, the whole class stops their side conversations and looks at the picture of me on the board. I feel my cheeks heat up as some of the stares direct to me. Andy laces his hand with mine and whispers in my ear, "and you're all mine."
"Indiana, this is completely unlike you. Great job of getting into character, and Andy, I like how you positioned the camera from above so that you could get her uh- cleavage in the shot. Also good use of focal points and focus. Great job, just you need to create some shots with more sexual tension. Anyone in the class have any comments." He looks away from the picture, directly at me, then scans the room until a jock in the back raises his hand. "Yes Adam?"
"I think that they should include some nude photos in the next round of shots that is due Monday. Indiana has some nice tits." He says smugly. I feel a blush creep up my cheeks as the guy gets a high-five. Some other guy in the back shouts, "ya, Indiana, you better call me sometime! Biersack can't have all the fun."
I look at Andy and silently lean my head on his shoulder, feeling his hand lace with mine as the jocks in the back throw comments about me around. I sigh and wait for the teacher to stop it- he doesn't. Andy places his lips on my forehead and whispers, "ignore them baby. They don't know shit about shit."
Someone throws a crumpled paper at the back of my head. I uncrumple it to find it says:
Meet me behind the gym next period. I'm 8 inches. ;)
Andy takes the paper and crosses it out, writing:
Go fuck yourself. She's mine.
He throws it at the jock who's laughter is killing my ears. Andy sits back down with a smirk playing at his lips as he presses his lips to mine into a heated kiss. I get off my chair so that I am on his lap, tangling my hands in his hair as his hands grip at my waist. He is holding back a moan as I press my body into his, letting the whole class know that we are- in fact, a couple.
The bell rings and I hop off Andy's lap like it never happened, the only thing is that the jocks are looking at me in shock. As Andy trails me out of the classroom, clutching to my hand. At lunch we sit with our new group, they talk about their band and we share our story about what happened in photography.
I get a text from Andy in the middle of lunch:
Andy: do you want to skip gym? Just the two of us?
Indiana: why not? I'm not skipping any other classes today though. Xxx
Andy: of course, can you come over to my house later?
Andy: oh, my mom just texted me that she and my dad will be out of town the weekend of 10/6 aka homecoming weekend. You want to stay at my place then?
Indiana: yep. And yep. Should we work on the photography project?
Andy: for mr. Perverted asshole, yep.
Indiana: right, you know, I think I might allude to myself being naked in a shot, but not really be. I think we could actually get him fired for assigning this...
Andy: at least he doesn't care if we make out in his class ;)
Indiana: he probably likes to watch us- hell I bet he was. He probably wouldn't care if someone had sex in his class.
Andy: he'd probably secretly make a porno.
Indiana: probably.
Andy: so in the woods earlier... What did you mean when you whispered In my ear?
Indiana: that is something you have to find out later.
I follow Andy out of the cafeteria, back to where we were earlier behind the gym. We can hear our class running laps on the track and the coach yelling at them to hurry up. He laughs as she threatens to cut down the girls' shower and changing time. "Do you actually shower in gym?"
"Ya, we are kind of forced to. There's this big room with shower heads and she watches us as we do- its kind of disturbing." I shrug, lighting a cigarette. "Don't you?"
"Ya, quickly... That would mean I would have to go." He leans against the wall, dropping his bag on the ground next to mine. The coach starts taking roll, stopping at my name and asking if anyone had seen me. Some dumb kid decided to shout, "ya, she was hanging out with that Biersack kid at lunch- I think their dating."
"I saw them walk out of there towards the gym." A girl's voice says. The coach grumbles something, then with her booming voice shouts, "whoever finds them first gets the week off of running laps. And go!"
I hear footsteps running. I drop my cigarette, "shit."
Andy glances at me in shock for a moment before we grab our bags and run for dear life towards the other end of school. Andy laughs as someone yells, "a cigarette! They went that way!"
I giggle and pull Andy into the parking lot, hearing a few footsteps behind us as we run to his car, locking the doors. Andy turns to me and smirks, "we might as well ditch the rest of the day- this will only get worse if we stay."
"Lets go then, but where?" I ask, suddenly feeling energetic from the adrenaline rush. "We can't go to our houses...."
"We can go see a movie?" He suggests, "maybe go to a liquor store and get drunk? I have my fake I.D."
I giggle at that, shaking my head, "How's about Friday night, it's my parent's date night so they usually aren't home until around 12:00, we get completely wasted and get a motel room, or stay in your car. Whichever."
Andy nods eagerly at this, pulling me into a long kiss as someone squeals, "gotcha!" Outside the car. Andy pulls away and steps on the gas, getting out of the parking lot as quick as he can. I turn around to see the girl dumbfounded at the fact he drove off and burst into laughter. "Come on, lets go to my house. My parents won't be home for another few hours."
"How did you know I wasn't already going there?" Andy asks, raising an eyebrow. I shrug, turning up the volume to those in glass houses.
"Because you're going in the wrong direction." I giggle, pointing at the street sign we had just passed. Andy nods slowly, doing a u-turn at the next stoplight.
"Am not."
"Now you aren't because you turned around!" I giggle, squeezing his hand. We laugh as we continue our mock-fight, giggling all the way back to my house where the driveway is empty.
"I think we have learned not to skip gym." I giggle on the way up to my room, placing my lips on his cheek. Andy falls onto the bed as soon as we are in the room, pulling me down next to him. "So what's up."
"You've been with me for practically the whole day!" I giggle, looking over at Andy who's smile is spreading to my face.
"What? I can still ask what's up." He laughs, looking over at me.
"Nothing much, just lying here with you."
Andy chuckles while I scoot a tiny bit closer to him. My phone buzzes in my pocket with a text from Catherine:
Catherine: where the hell are you? I heard you ditched gym with Andy? And math, and the rest of the day. What is wrong with you?
I groan and toss my phone on my pillow, letting it buzz continuously as she calls me. Andy reaches behind him and declines the call before taking a selfie, then puts it as my lock screen. I roll my eyes and take his phone off his lap, changing his own lock screen from Nikki sixx to a selfie of the two of us that he took the other day. "Now we're a typical couple."
He mockingly gasps, "how dare you change my lock screen from Nikki Sixx?!"
"You don't like it?" I jokingly pout my bottom lip, receiving a light kiss there from Andy. "I love it, but Nikki is my idol."
"I thought gene Simmons was your idol?"
"One of the many."
I nod, "So we have a month until homecoming then right?"
"No, a little less. About two weeks." Andy shrugs, "why?"
"No reason." I mumble, lacing our hands together, lifting it up to see the perfect fit. It feels nice to hold hands with Andy. "I think we should watch a movie or something."
"Or we could do the photography project..." Andy suggests with a wink. "Although, I'm pretty sure he wants to see us, or just you, naked."
"I don't think we should let him see that..." I giggle, "or you for that matter."
"why not? I've already seen you... Well, basically naked, at least the two parts that are what clothes are supposed to cover..."
"So you want our horny and perverted photography teacher to see me- your girlfriend, naked?" I ask, raising an eyebrow. Andy shrugs, "well, since I'd be the one photographing you I guess..."
That is something I have to roll my eyes at.
"But what if I said that I had to be the one photographing myself with the timer? Then you wouldn't get to see me." I giggle, then become serious, "but to be honest, I won't take pictures of myself naked."
"Maybe if I was to cover you up?" Andy smirks, "I'm fine with having my ass in the photo."
"well alright then..." I mumble, feeling Andy scoot so that our hips are touching. He smirks, "lets get started then."
I roll my eyes and get off the bed, going to my drawer to grab a strapless bra and the only thong I own. "I'm going to change into these then."
"Well while you're doing that I guess I'll just set up." Andy shrugs while undoing his belt, I have to roll my eyes again.
The door creaks open in the middle of my speedy changing- I don't even notice with my nerves. Of course I've never done anything like this before with anyone, and I know I'm one step away from losing my virginity but I still somehow want to do all this sexual stuff with Andy. With those blue eyes and seductive smirk he could convince me to do anything. I bet he could even get me to say that I love him. I'm sure I will eventually but we are still beginning our relationship- I'm not in love just yet.
"You're breathtaking indie." Andy says breathily from the doorway. I drop my bra I was about to put on in shock. I'm standing here completely naked in front of Andy. I'm exposed.
"I-I don't remember telling you to come in." I whisper, in shock. His eyes roam around my body, taking in my pale skin. It takes me a while to realize that he is standing before me, as equally clothed as me. I gasp, not able to keep my gaze off his penis- I've never seen one before in real life. Of course I've seen them on tumblr since... Well it's tumblr. But never one that's physically there in front of me.
"T-that's- that-" Andy cuts me off with his lips, pulling me against his body as I get all tingly inside. His hardness is making my insides go insane. I'm wet- more than ever before. Andy whispers against my ear, "I need you baby. You're beautiful and I want to show you how much I mean it. You're mine and I need to show you that I'm committed. Please- let me show that I am falling in love with you indie?"
He begins to grope me as I shake my head, "no- no. Not yet."
"But baby-"
I open my eyes and step away, grabbing my bra and underwear and putting them on. "No. You've already felt me up and fingered me. That's enough. We are not having sex yet Andy."
"Indie, I'm sorry. Lets do the project and forget this happened." Andy sighs, looking down at me with his features laced with regret. Shit, now I'm feeling a sudden guilt taking over my body. He- my boyfriend is doing this to me- I need to end this with Andy.
"Andy. I-" he nods, stepping out of the bathroom to let me change. I quickly throw my clothes back on, I feel violated.
I let that- that pig touch me like he did. Somehow I don't want to do this but I need to, he's not a good guy for me. What happened to the sweet Andy I knew when we first talked a few days ago? Who is this sexually driven monster I've come to know?
That's it. I'm done.
I walk out to my room, finding Andy setting up his camera, luckily in his boxers. He looks up as I walk in, that same apologetic look drawn on his face. I sigh, knowing this has to be done.
"Andy. I want to break up."
My mom left me alone last night and I'm lucky, I think my sister had something to do with it though. As I was getting dressed into a skirt that made my outfit look a little more 'harsh' than usual, I noticed that Andy texted me:
Andy: I'm picking you up again. And do you have snapchat?
Indiana: ya. And alright. My snapchat is the same as my Instagram? You?
Andy: same, I added you. Xxx see you in a few?
Indiana: x.o
I pull on a stitched up heart shirt before going to my bathroom to do my makeup. Catherine is applying her eyeliner when she asks smugly, "so what were you two moaning about yesterday up in your room? Smoking can't be that good?"
I roll my eyes, "you want to know?"
"Yes! I'm your sister, I want to know these things!" She smiles at me and awaits my response. I bite my lip, then mumble, "we were just making out."
"Ha! I'll believe that when I'm dead. You went to second base didn't you?"
I nod slowly, noticing my reddening cheeks in the mirror. She giggles and whispers, "just wait for the next one."
'Oh I know.' I think as my phone vibrates against the counter. Andy texted me again:
Andy: I'm outside, and I got you something :)
Indiana: what'd you get me? And you can come inside, we have a while and I still need to eat. :)
Andy: alright, I'm coming in.
He appears in the doorway about a minute later, "so you should probably lock your front door."
"It was unlocked?" I ask, confused.
"Oh crap. I went to Tristan's at like twelve to get something and I guess I forgot to lock the door." Catherine shrugs, adding her last bit of eyeshadow. I follow Andy back into my room where he tosses me a pack of cigarettes and a bag of Reese's minis.
"How did you know these are my favorite candy?" I ask, pulling Andy into a quick embrace before grabbing my backpack and black creepers. He chuckles, "lucky guess"
I peck his cheek and whisper a thank you in his ear as we walk down the stairs, a smile grows on his face as we get in his car. We smoke and talk all the way to school, not talking about yesterday's little... Occurrence in the bedroom. I will probably be daydreaming about it for the rest of the day.
In English I tune our the teacher and begin a doodle of some lyrics. Andy passes me a note, how cliche:
Do you want to skip math?
I raise an eyebrow at him, writing:
No, why would I skip class?
He writes back:
Because we could hang out behind school? Sandra, Chris and pan are all going back there later. I'm going. If you want to come you can?
I sigh, I've never skipped a class in my life. There's a first for everything. I write back:
Sure. Why the hell not.
The bell rings and we rush out of class, slipping out the door to the back building before exiting it completely, hand in hand. He slowly creeps past a teacher who is on the phone, not noticing us. Andy stops a little further down the back wall, whispering, "you want to forget about them and replay yesterday?"
I giggle, placing a kiss on his lips, "sorry, nope. I don't want to be undressed behind school."
He nods, chuckling as we continue walking to the other side of the building, then past the new gate into the woods behind the school. Sandra, Chris, and Pan are all waiting there smoking, talking about something.
"Well, I would play the drums of course, but you two both play guitar so that would mean we'd need a bassist and a singer." Sandra says as we walk up. I grin smugly, "Andy plays bass and he is a great singer!"
"Really?" Chris asks, raising an eyebrow. "Sing for us then."
Andy blushes, looking at me nervously. I sigh, "sing what you showed me."
"Okay..." He mumbles, getting shy all the sudden. I giggle, whispering in his ear quickly, "maybe I do something for you later."
It's encouragement and a reward- geez!
Andy takes a deep breath, squeezing my hand once before beginning to sing, "You kissed the lips of evil,
Two months is all the same.
I begged for the man's approval,
Like all the rest you'll die in vain.
Sit down this won't take long time,
Off my chest these lyrics came.
Your words they eat right through me,
Heartbreak's your favorite pain!
The tears we've cried, this love has died,
You're by yourself here tonight.
It's what we hide with every lie,
You're by yourself.
I think of it each time I touch you,
Every time I hear his name.
I'll never let my fucking walls down,
For all of this you are to blame.
Well sit down this won't take long time,
Off my chest these lyrics came.
Your words they eat right through me,
Heartbreak's your favorite pain!
The tears we've cried, this love has died,
You're by yourself here tonight.
It's what we hide with every lie,
You're by yourself, yeah!"
He stops, everyone is smiling and nodding their heads yes. "The next part has some screaming and I don't want to draw attention to ourselves over here."
Sandra smirks, "looks like we've got a band. We just have to find somewhere to practice."
"We don't use my basement so there would work?" Andy suggests, a smile growing on his face. I know what he's thinking about- actually, it could be two things but whichever.
Chris speaks up, "anyone have any band names?"
"Black veil brides!" Andy quickly exclaims, knowing his dream band is finally forming. I smirk and wait for anyone else to suggest anything. Pan says first, "I'm good with that. Anyone disagree?"
The two other new band members nod, shrugging. Sandra takes a drag and asks, "so what'd you whisper in Biersack's ear to make him sing?"
I feel a blush heat my cheeks as I mumble, "nothing."
She raises an eyebrow, "really?"
"Mhmm."
She winks at Andy, "have fun tonight you two."
"No! I didn't tell him we could have sex!" I shout, clapping my hands over my mouth. Everyone, except me begins laughing. Andy whispers in my ear, "what then?"
"Maybe I'll... It just sounds weird saying it." I groan, ruffling the back of his hair. Andy pouts, checking the time on his phone, "we have to get to photography. I'll see you guys later."
"Aww your no fun. Stay man!" Pan laughs, lighting another cigarette. I roll my eyes, "we have a project due."
They nod and we say our goodbyes, walking hand in hand back to the building. We stop at our lockers, grabbing our cameras and kissing for a few minutes before the period ends. He takes a sharpie out of his bag and writes on the inside of my locker, 'A+I' inside a heart. I giggle, shut my locker and slide the lock back on. We walk hand in hand to photography, I had to bring my laptop with me to school so that we could save some pictures that we liked to a pen drive and give them to the teacher to show to the class. As we walk in the class and take our seats at the two person table, Andy loads the as card and whispers, "holy fuck."
I gasp to see the pictures on the sd card, they are amazing, better than I remember. He clicks on a picture of his hands on my thighs and mutters, "this is so hot."
I feel his hand caress my thigh softly, he skips to the next picture and his eyes widen. It's of me sitting on the bed, trying to be a little sexier, my cleavage is showing as it was taken from above. The next picture is of Andy shirtless that I took on Sunday, his shirt is in his hand and he is looking at me with a seductive smirk on his face.
"Mr. Thompson, how many pictures do we need?" I hear someone else ask from the other side of the room. He looks up from his computer, "uh- five for now. I am going to do a class critique, then we will finish the assignment for next Monday."
I roll my eyes, picking out that picture of Andy while he saves that picture of me to the pen drive. Next we choose three pictures of both of us. We are the first to place the pen drive on our teachers desk, immediately everyone else does as well, as if they were waiting for the first brave ones to.
"Alright. We'll start with Andy And Indiana's." he plugs the pen drive into the computer and it appears on the active board. The first is the picture of Andy, his jeans are very low on his hips with the top of his briefs showing. His hair is teased slightly and his makeup makes it even sexier than it is. He had decided to put a few lines of black paint he had at his house across his chest and a streak at his v-line.
"So I see you were going for more of a... Well, darker theme." He pauses, looking at the picture on the screen before pointing to his v-line stripes. "I like how you draw the attention here with the paint, it makes it more sexual than it would have been. Andy, your smirk is a great touch as well. However, I think you need to do something a little more- sex alluding."
He flips to the picture of Andy and I kissing on the end of my bed, "good, I like how you are arching your back and the positioning of the camera as well, you might want to make it black and white even, or create more contrast."
He goes through the next two, same critiques basically. Lastly, the picture of me comes up, he stops talking about the use of focal points, in fact, the whole class stops their side conversations and looks at the picture of me on the board. I feel my cheeks heat up as some of the stares direct to me. Andy laces his hand with mine and whispers in my ear, "and you're all mine."
"Indiana, this is completely unlike you. Great job of getting into character, and Andy, I like how you positioned the camera from above so that you could get her uh- cleavage in the shot. Also good use of focal points and focus. Great job, just you need to create some shots with more sexual tension. Anyone in the class have any comments." He looks away from the picture, directly at me, then scans the room until a jock in the back raises his hand. "Yes Adam?"
"I think that they should include some nude photos in the next round of shots that is due Monday. Indiana has some nice tits." He says smugly. I feel a blush creep up my cheeks as the guy gets a high-five. Some other guy in the back shouts, "ya, Indiana, you better call me sometime! Biersack can't have all the fun."
I look at Andy and silently lean my head on his shoulder, feeling his hand lace with mine as the jocks in the back throw comments about me around. I sigh and wait for the teacher to stop it- he doesn't. Andy places his lips on my forehead and whispers, "ignore them baby. They don't know shit about shit."
Someone throws a crumpled paper at the back of my head. I uncrumple it to find it says:
Meet me behind the gym next period. I'm 8 inches. ;)
Andy takes the paper and crosses it out, writing:
Go fuck yourself. She's mine.
He throws it at the jock who's laughter is killing my ears. Andy sits back down with a smirk playing at his lips as he presses his lips to mine into a heated kiss. I get off my chair so that I am on his lap, tangling my hands in his hair as his hands grip at my waist. He is holding back a moan as I press my body into his, letting the whole class know that we are- in fact, a couple.
The bell rings and I hop off Andy's lap like it never happened, the only thing is that the jocks are looking at me in shock. As Andy trails me out of the classroom, clutching to my hand. At lunch we sit with our new group, they talk about their band and we share our story about what happened in photography.
I get a text from Andy in the middle of lunch:
Andy: do you want to skip gym? Just the two of us?
Indiana: why not? I'm not skipping any other classes today though. Xxx
Andy: of course, can you come over to my house later?
Andy: oh, my mom just texted me that she and my dad will be out of town the weekend of 10/6 aka homecoming weekend. You want to stay at my place then?
Indiana: yep. And yep. Should we work on the photography project?
Andy: for mr. Perverted asshole, yep.
Indiana: right, you know, I think I might allude to myself being naked in a shot, but not really be. I think we could actually get him fired for assigning this...
Andy: at least he doesn't care if we make out in his class ;)
Indiana: he probably likes to watch us- hell I bet he was. He probably wouldn't care if someone had sex in his class.
Andy: he'd probably secretly make a porno.
Indiana: probably.
Andy: so in the woods earlier... What did you mean when you whispered In my ear?
Indiana: that is something you have to find out later.
I follow Andy out of the cafeteria, back to where we were earlier behind the gym. We can hear our class running laps on the track and the coach yelling at them to hurry up. He laughs as she threatens to cut down the girls' shower and changing time. "Do you actually shower in gym?"
"Ya, we are kind of forced to. There's this big room with shower heads and she watches us as we do- its kind of disturbing." I shrug, lighting a cigarette. "Don't you?"
"Ya, quickly... That would mean I would have to go." He leans against the wall, dropping his bag on the ground next to mine. The coach starts taking roll, stopping at my name and asking if anyone had seen me. Some dumb kid decided to shout, "ya, she was hanging out with that Biersack kid at lunch- I think their dating."
"I saw them walk out of there towards the gym." A girl's voice says. The coach grumbles something, then with her booming voice shouts, "whoever finds them first gets the week off of running laps. And go!"
I hear footsteps running. I drop my cigarette, "shit."
Andy glances at me in shock for a moment before we grab our bags and run for dear life towards the other end of school. Andy laughs as someone yells, "a cigarette! They went that way!"
I giggle and pull Andy into the parking lot, hearing a few footsteps behind us as we run to his car, locking the doors. Andy turns to me and smirks, "we might as well ditch the rest of the day- this will only get worse if we stay."
"Lets go then, but where?" I ask, suddenly feeling energetic from the adrenaline rush. "We can't go to our houses...."
"We can go see a movie?" He suggests, "maybe go to a liquor store and get drunk? I have my fake I.D."
I giggle at that, shaking my head, "How's about Friday night, it's my parent's date night so they usually aren't home until around 12:00, we get completely wasted and get a motel room, or stay in your car. Whichever."
Andy nods eagerly at this, pulling me into a long kiss as someone squeals, "gotcha!" Outside the car. Andy pulls away and steps on the gas, getting out of the parking lot as quick as he can. I turn around to see the girl dumbfounded at the fact he drove off and burst into laughter. "Come on, lets go to my house. My parents won't be home for another few hours."
"How did you know I wasn't already going there?" Andy asks, raising an eyebrow. I shrug, turning up the volume to those in glass houses.
"Because you're going in the wrong direction." I giggle, pointing at the street sign we had just passed. Andy nods slowly, doing a u-turn at the next stoplight.
"Am not."
"Now you aren't because you turned around!" I giggle, squeezing his hand. We laugh as we continue our mock-fight, giggling all the way back to my house where the driveway is empty.
"I think we have learned not to skip gym." I giggle on the way up to my room, placing my lips on his cheek. Andy falls onto the bed as soon as we are in the room, pulling me down next to him. "So what's up."
"You've been with me for practically the whole day!" I giggle, looking over at Andy who's smile is spreading to my face.
"What? I can still ask what's up." He laughs, looking over at me.
"Nothing much, just lying here with you."
Andy chuckles while I scoot a tiny bit closer to him. My phone buzzes in my pocket with a text from Catherine:
Catherine: where the hell are you? I heard you ditched gym with Andy? And math, and the rest of the day. What is wrong with you?
I groan and toss my phone on my pillow, letting it buzz continuously as she calls me. Andy reaches behind him and declines the call before taking a selfie, then puts it as my lock screen. I roll my eyes and take his phone off his lap, changing his own lock screen from Nikki sixx to a selfie of the two of us that he took the other day. "Now we're a typical couple."
He mockingly gasps, "how dare you change my lock screen from Nikki Sixx?!"
"You don't like it?" I jokingly pout my bottom lip, receiving a light kiss there from Andy. "I love it, but Nikki is my idol."
"I thought gene Simmons was your idol?"
"One of the many."
I nod, "So we have a month until homecoming then right?"
"No, a little less. About two weeks." Andy shrugs, "why?"
"No reason." I mumble, lacing our hands together, lifting it up to see the perfect fit. It feels nice to hold hands with Andy. "I think we should watch a movie or something."
"Or we could do the photography project..." Andy suggests with a wink. "Although, I'm pretty sure he wants to see us, or just you, naked."
"I don't think we should let him see that..." I giggle, "or you for that matter."
"why not? I've already seen you... Well, basically naked, at least the two parts that are what clothes are supposed to cover..."
"So you want our horny and perverted photography teacher to see me- your girlfriend, naked?" I ask, raising an eyebrow. Andy shrugs, "well, since I'd be the one photographing you I guess..."
That is something I have to roll my eyes at.
"But what if I said that I had to be the one photographing myself with the timer? Then you wouldn't get to see me." I giggle, then become serious, "but to be honest, I won't take pictures of myself naked."
"Maybe if I was to cover you up?" Andy smirks, "I'm fine with having my ass in the photo."
"well alright then..." I mumble, feeling Andy scoot so that our hips are touching. He smirks, "lets get started then."
I roll my eyes and get off the bed, going to my drawer to grab a strapless bra and the only thong I own. "I'm going to change into these then."
"Well while you're doing that I guess I'll just set up." Andy shrugs while undoing his belt, I have to roll my eyes again.
The door creaks open in the middle of my speedy changing- I don't even notice with my nerves. Of course I've never done anything like this before with anyone, and I know I'm one step away from losing my virginity but I still somehow want to do all this sexual stuff with Andy. With those blue eyes and seductive smirk he could convince me to do anything. I bet he could even get me to say that I love him. I'm sure I will eventually but we are still beginning our relationship- I'm not in love just yet.
"You're breathtaking indie." Andy says breathily from the doorway. I drop my bra I was about to put on in shock. I'm standing here completely naked in front of Andy. I'm exposed.
"I-I don't remember telling you to come in." I whisper, in shock. His eyes roam around my body, taking in my pale skin. It takes me a while to realize that he is standing before me, as equally clothed as me. I gasp, not able to keep my gaze off his penis- I've never seen one before in real life. Of course I've seen them on tumblr since... Well it's tumblr. But never one that's physically there in front of me.
"T-that's- that-" Andy cuts me off with his lips, pulling me against his body as I get all tingly inside. His hardness is making my insides go insane. I'm wet- more than ever before. Andy whispers against my ear, "I need you baby. You're beautiful and I want to show you how much I mean it. You're mine and I need to show you that I'm committed. Please- let me show that I am falling in love with you indie?"
He begins to grope me as I shake my head, "no- no. Not yet."
"But baby-"
I open my eyes and step away, grabbing my bra and underwear and putting them on. "No. You've already felt me up and fingered me. That's enough. We are not having sex yet Andy."
"Indie, I'm sorry. Lets do the project and forget this happened." Andy sighs, looking down at me with his features laced with regret. Shit, now I'm feeling a sudden guilt taking over my body. He- my boyfriend is doing this to me- I need to end this with Andy.
"Andy. I-" he nods, stepping out of the bathroom to let me change. I quickly throw my clothes back on, I feel violated.
I let that- that pig touch me like he did. Somehow I don't want to do this but I need to, he's not a good guy for me. What happened to the sweet Andy I knew when we first talked a few days ago? Who is this sexually driven monster I've come to know?
That's it. I'm done.
I walk out to my room, finding Andy setting up his camera, luckily in his boxers. He looks up as I walk in, that same apologetic look drawn on his face. I sigh, knowing this has to be done.
"Andy. I want to break up."
Notes
Don't kill me! This isn't the end of this fanfic, do not worry. If you read my other story you know I like to screw with you guys a lot... ^.^Thank you guys so much for all the comments, ratings and subscribing!
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