Church Is In Session **COMPLETED**
Sorry To Break It To You
Catherine POV
I woke to sun the bleeding through the flimsy cutains Andy had bought for me a week after moved here when he told me that the sun could be wicked in the mornings. Last night Andy had held church. I knew all he wanted was for me to be safe from whatever he was keeping but I deserved to know about my best friend, right? I groaned when a ray of sun had found my eye and rolled out of bed and made my way to the kitchen to find Andy sitting on the arm rest of the couch.
"Morning sunshine." He said sarcastically.
I stuck my tonge out at him not needing to be reminded of how much of a morning person I was. "I can say the same to you, sunshine."
I smirked rubbing the access eyeliner off from under his eye. He smiled and sat me down on the couch. He sat down next to me and took in a deep breath.
"I have someting to confess," I knew where this was going and I loved that he was finally telling me. "Esther, has been...taken."
"No! Really?" Did he really need to tell me that part?
"I wasn't finished." He smirked and took both of my hands in his. "She had been taken by...F.E.A.R."
"What?" I pulled away from Andy and stood up holding my stomach feeling the need to vomit.
"I'm so sorry." Andy said trying to comfort me.
I pushed him away and collapsed to the floor the sobs beginning to crash to the ground. Andy tried to catch me before I hit the ground but my whole body went limp so fast he didn't have time to react. He held me to his chest and I gripped fist fulls of his shirt crying into his shoudler. I didn't know how to react. I was just told that my best friend might as well be dead right now. She was never coming back that I knew for sure. And if she was coming back she would come back like Louis did. Andy smoothed my hair and held me tighter as my sobs grew more intense. I had a feeling that F.E.A.R. had taken her but it never set in that that was what really happened. Now that I was being told the truth I had to believe.
"I...I have...to...to do ...something." I choked out in between sobs.
"No, Catherine you can't do anything about it. I'm so sorry." Andy said.
"No...I have ...to do something. I have...to save her."
"You can't she is probably..." he didn't need to tell me that she was probably already dead. I would have refused to believe it anyway.
Andy stayed with me for what seemed like hours. My sobs had not seesed and I still laid on the floor unmoving. Just holding to Andy like my life depended on it. I faintly heard the door open and Andy told the person something.
"What's wrong?" I heard what I thought was Zain's voice.
"Esther has been taken by F.E.A.R." Andy informed.
I couldn't look at Zain but I knew by what he said next that he too had burst into tears. "We...we have to do something!"
"Zain, you know we can't. She's probably not even alive anymore." That made both me and Zain cry harder.
I finally decided to look at Zain and he was in the same place I was. He was curled on the floor with tears streaming down his face. "Why didn't you tell me?!" Zain yelled at Andy.
"How would I have?" Andy asked.
I could see Andy's eyes start to water and I held him tighter. He tightened his grip around my shoulders in response. "We need to do something." I whispered into his chest.
"I know, but we can't." Andy whispered back his lips grazing my forehead.
"Fuck you! All you ever do is think about yourself! You say you're here for 'your people' but you never do anything for them! All you do is stand up on that fucking podium and preach shit! You'll never be half of the man dad was!" I heard Zain then the door slammed.
I felt Andy jump at the sound of the door then he stood up helping me up as well. I looked up into Andy's eyes to see tears trickle down his cheek. I wiped one away with my thumb. I wrapped my arms tight around his head and he dug his face into my shoulder.
"I want to do something, but I can't." Andy said I had never seen him let even one tear lose.
"I know." I didn't understand, but I knew.
He sat me down on the couch and walked into the kitchen. He had his back to me and was leaning on the counter. I walked up behind him and rubbed his back lightly with my hand. He turned his face away from me. I figured he didn't want me to see him cry. But what did I care?
"Andy, you are an amazing man. All the things you do for these people can't be done by others. Your father would be proud of you." I had never met his father but those words seemd to comfort people whos parents had passed away.
He stayed silent for a long time before sighing and faking a smile. "Stay with me tonight?"
I let more tears roll down my face. Not being able to talk I nodded and followed Andy to our house. It still felt weird saying that, 'our house.' Just like I had thought Zain wasn't home and Andy asked me if I was hungry. I responded with a vicious nod and he laughed and brought back the usual orange and loaf of bread. Latley I had been wanting to eat everything I saw. I didn't know what it was. It might have just been the stress of everything that was happening.
"Oh babe, I have to go but I'll be back before dinner." Andy smiled then kissed me more passionately than the usual good-bye kiss.
I smiled watching him walk out of the door. I had just gotten relaxed again when I felt the evil feeling come back to my stomach. I made it to the trash bag just in time to lose the orange and loaf of bread I had just eaten. The news just just now be reaching my stomach. I sat in the kitchen floor the tears coming back. I cired out Esther's name just wanting her back and safe. I wanted to know that she was just a few steps away. I wanted to hug her and tell her how much she meant to me. The very last time we had talked I had gotten into a fight with her.
"You can't even look at me the same can you?!" She shouted.
"How can I?! All I know now is that you're some freak that fell from heaven! How am I even supposed to beleive that?" I shouted back.
That fight had been brought on by a recent visit from Zain. Now that I though about it I couldn't remember how we got to that point exactly. I cried even harder wanting her to know that I took everything I had said to her back. I wanted her to know I didn't think of her as a freak or that I still looked at her as my best friend. How would anything change that? I could tell the sun was setting and I had no muscle to move off of the kitchen floor. I heard the front door open and Andy's deep voice resinated from the living area.
"Ick, what's that smell?" He was most likely refering to the vomit I meant to clean up over five hours ago. "What happened?" He asked when he saw me on the floor.
"I'm sorry." I began crying again.
"Oh no don't be sorry. It's not your fault." Andy said helping me on our bed. He took care of my...mess and joined me in our bedroom.
"I'm hungry," I said when he flopped down on the bed next to me.
"I can imagine," he said and smirked. "I kind of want Cho's food." I smiled. "I think I have some, hold on." He held up his index finger and left the room.
He came back with a plate full of food I was very familar with. "Oh yes!" I said shoving my face with Cho's delicious food.
After we had finished eating I crwalled back into bed and rested my head on Andy's shoulder. He placed one hand on my hip and I traced the markings on his arm. He sighed content and I wanted to feel happy too, but Esther invaded my happy thoughts. Tears had AGAIN began trialing down my face.
"Don't worry about Esther. We'll do something. She'll be home soon." Andy kissed my cheek and pulled me closer to him.
I knew he was lying but I took what he said and feel asleep on some happy thought. Like alwasy I knew that no matter what Andy would be there for me. But I would have really like my best friend here too.
I woke to sun the bleeding through the flimsy cutains Andy had bought for me a week after moved here when he told me that the sun could be wicked in the mornings. Last night Andy had held church. I knew all he wanted was for me to be safe from whatever he was keeping but I deserved to know about my best friend, right? I groaned when a ray of sun had found my eye and rolled out of bed and made my way to the kitchen to find Andy sitting on the arm rest of the couch.
"Morning sunshine." He said sarcastically.
I stuck my tonge out at him not needing to be reminded of how much of a morning person I was. "I can say the same to you, sunshine."
I smirked rubbing the access eyeliner off from under his eye. He smiled and sat me down on the couch. He sat down next to me and took in a deep breath.
"I have someting to confess," I knew where this was going and I loved that he was finally telling me. "Esther, has been...taken."
"No! Really?" Did he really need to tell me that part?
"I wasn't finished." He smirked and took both of my hands in his. "She had been taken by...F.E.A.R."
"What?" I pulled away from Andy and stood up holding my stomach feeling the need to vomit.
"I'm so sorry." Andy said trying to comfort me.
I pushed him away and collapsed to the floor the sobs beginning to crash to the ground. Andy tried to catch me before I hit the ground but my whole body went limp so fast he didn't have time to react. He held me to his chest and I gripped fist fulls of his shirt crying into his shoudler. I didn't know how to react. I was just told that my best friend might as well be dead right now. She was never coming back that I knew for sure. And if she was coming back she would come back like Louis did. Andy smoothed my hair and held me tighter as my sobs grew more intense. I had a feeling that F.E.A.R. had taken her but it never set in that that was what really happened. Now that I was being told the truth I had to believe.
"I...I have...to...to do ...something." I choked out in between sobs.
"No, Catherine you can't do anything about it. I'm so sorry." Andy said.
"No...I have ...to do something. I have...to save her."
"You can't she is probably..." he didn't need to tell me that she was probably already dead. I would have refused to believe it anyway.
Andy stayed with me for what seemed like hours. My sobs had not seesed and I still laid on the floor unmoving. Just holding to Andy like my life depended on it. I faintly heard the door open and Andy told the person something.
"What's wrong?" I heard what I thought was Zain's voice.
"Esther has been taken by F.E.A.R." Andy informed.
I couldn't look at Zain but I knew by what he said next that he too had burst into tears. "We...we have to do something!"
"Zain, you know we can't. She's probably not even alive anymore." That made both me and Zain cry harder.
I finally decided to look at Zain and he was in the same place I was. He was curled on the floor with tears streaming down his face. "Why didn't you tell me?!" Zain yelled at Andy.
"How would I have?" Andy asked.
I could see Andy's eyes start to water and I held him tighter. He tightened his grip around my shoulders in response. "We need to do something." I whispered into his chest.
"I know, but we can't." Andy whispered back his lips grazing my forehead.
"Fuck you! All you ever do is think about yourself! You say you're here for 'your people' but you never do anything for them! All you do is stand up on that fucking podium and preach shit! You'll never be half of the man dad was!" I heard Zain then the door slammed.
I felt Andy jump at the sound of the door then he stood up helping me up as well. I looked up into Andy's eyes to see tears trickle down his cheek. I wiped one away with my thumb. I wrapped my arms tight around his head and he dug his face into my shoulder.
"I want to do something, but I can't." Andy said I had never seen him let even one tear lose.
"I know." I didn't understand, but I knew.
He sat me down on the couch and walked into the kitchen. He had his back to me and was leaning on the counter. I walked up behind him and rubbed his back lightly with my hand. He turned his face away from me. I figured he didn't want me to see him cry. But what did I care?
"Andy, you are an amazing man. All the things you do for these people can't be done by others. Your father would be proud of you." I had never met his father but those words seemd to comfort people whos parents had passed away.
He stayed silent for a long time before sighing and faking a smile. "Stay with me tonight?"
I let more tears roll down my face. Not being able to talk I nodded and followed Andy to our house. It still felt weird saying that, 'our house.' Just like I had thought Zain wasn't home and Andy asked me if I was hungry. I responded with a vicious nod and he laughed and brought back the usual orange and loaf of bread. Latley I had been wanting to eat everything I saw. I didn't know what it was. It might have just been the stress of everything that was happening.
"Oh babe, I have to go but I'll be back before dinner." Andy smiled then kissed me more passionately than the usual good-bye kiss.
I smiled watching him walk out of the door. I had just gotten relaxed again when I felt the evil feeling come back to my stomach. I made it to the trash bag just in time to lose the orange and loaf of bread I had just eaten. The news just just now be reaching my stomach. I sat in the kitchen floor the tears coming back. I cired out Esther's name just wanting her back and safe. I wanted to know that she was just a few steps away. I wanted to hug her and tell her how much she meant to me. The very last time we had talked I had gotten into a fight with her.
"You can't even look at me the same can you?!" She shouted.
"How can I?! All I know now is that you're some freak that fell from heaven! How am I even supposed to beleive that?" I shouted back.
That fight had been brought on by a recent visit from Zain. Now that I though about it I couldn't remember how we got to that point exactly. I cried even harder wanting her to know that I took everything I had said to her back. I wanted her to know I didn't think of her as a freak or that I still looked at her as my best friend. How would anything change that? I could tell the sun was setting and I had no muscle to move off of the kitchen floor. I heard the front door open and Andy's deep voice resinated from the living area.
"Ick, what's that smell?" He was most likely refering to the vomit I meant to clean up over five hours ago. "What happened?" He asked when he saw me on the floor.
"I'm sorry." I began crying again.
"Oh no don't be sorry. It's not your fault." Andy said helping me on our bed. He took care of my...mess and joined me in our bedroom.
"I'm hungry," I said when he flopped down on the bed next to me.
"I can imagine," he said and smirked. "I kind of want Cho's food." I smiled. "I think I have some, hold on." He held up his index finger and left the room.
He came back with a plate full of food I was very familar with. "Oh yes!" I said shoving my face with Cho's delicious food.
After we had finished eating I crwalled back into bed and rested my head on Andy's shoulder. He placed one hand on my hip and I traced the markings on his arm. He sighed content and I wanted to feel happy too, but Esther invaded my happy thoughts. Tears had AGAIN began trialing down my face.
"Don't worry about Esther. We'll do something. She'll be home soon." Andy kissed my cheek and pulled me closer to him.
I knew he was lying but I took what he said and feel asleep on some happy thought. Like alwasy I knew that no matter what Andy would be there for me. But I would have really like my best friend here too.
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