Yesterday I recived the most disturbing news I've ever gotten. Esther, my only family I had until we came to Camp W was now missing and in the hands of F.E.A.R. Andy wasn't letting anyone do anything about it. All he did was say that she was going to be fine and he'll try to do something. I didn't understand why he won't just let someone help her.

I turned onto my side to face his sleeping figure. His breathing was heavy. I moved a strand of hair from his face then rested my hand on his chest. Feeling his heart beat I wanted to pull out whatver feelings he had and expose them. He opened one eye then smirked.

"Good morning," he rolled onto his back.

I moved my hand back to my pillow and smiled. He placed one hand at the base of my spine and brought me closer to him placing a light kiss on my lips. I responded by kissing him back. He moved his hand furthar down and continued to kiss me. I moved on top of him, stradling him, placing my hands on his chest. He began moving his hands up and down my sides before resting on my hips. I got my tongue into his mouth and the light kiss had turned into a heated make-out session. I finally pulled away and stared into his electric blue eyes. He stared back before kissing me two more times then pushing me off of him and getting dressed for the day. I sat criss cross on the bed. He stood at the door waiting for me to do the same. I sighed and got dressed then joined him in the living area.

"Hungry?" He asked.

"Always," I smirked.

I looked toward Zain's door, not a sign that he had come home or was in his room right now. I frowned knowing that Andy loved his brother and i hated seeing them him this mad at Andy. Todays breakfast was eaten in the kitchen and the meal was not the usual. Instead of an orange and loaf of bread, today it was a fruit I had never seen before and some form of oatmeal. Andy must have gone shoping at Cho's. The strange fruit was the best I had ever tasted but the oatmeal tased like it had gone bad.

"Hey, Andy?" I asked when The fruit was dripping down my face.

"Yeah?" He responded the same fruit dripping down his chin.

"Why can't you just tell Zain, or me, that we can do something? Why can't we actually do something?" I knew I was asking for it but he had to know it was coming.

He stayed silent for a while beofore throwing the fruit away and wiped his chin. "I know what F.E.A.R. can do. If we go and try to save her all we will do is get ourselves killed."

"We all know that. We have all seen what F.E.A.R. can do and everyone in this camp will want to join us in the revolution. They want F.E.A.R. dead as much as we do." I said wiping my own chin wanting to look somewhat serious.

"You don't understand..."

"Yes I do! You want to keep your people safe and to do that something needs to happen. We won't be happy forever." I said.

"I don't want you trying to avenge Esther!" He yelled making me take a step back. "I have seen what he's done to armys that have stormed his gates in serch of freedom." "We all have!" I yelled trying to match him but failing when I felt my eyes begin to water. "F.E.A.R. knows when a camp wants a revolution! I should know I was in his army!" Andy said. "What?" I could tell what he said slipped but...he was in a F.E.A.R.s army? Did that mean he's killed inocent people? He took a deep breath as if trying to make what he said a good thing. "I was 'rebelling' against my parents. They wanted me to be the new Prophet but all I wanted was to be a ordianry kid. I didn't want to lead a nation." He stepped forward but I took more steps back not wanting him to touch me. "I had never seen the harm F.E.A.R. had done. My parents made sure that both Zain and me were never exposed to his evil. So, in search of what I knew would bring my parents to realize that F.E.A.R. was just a leader trying his best to calm a dying world. I walked who knows how long to F.E.A.R.s domain and entered under the opinion that I wanted to become a part of F.E.A.R.s army. I got in and realized that it wasn't what I expected. F.E.A.R. was everything my parents had said he was. He murdered inocent children and parents. He burned intire camps to the ground just becasue he was bored." He lowered his head, "he brought in a small child with a teenager clinging to her. F.E.A.R. had told me that if I wanted to gain his trust that I needed to kill both the child and its protector. I was only 15 at this time and I was even afriad of killing rats. He handed me a knife and told me that if I couldn't do it he would send me back out into the desert with no way to live." I wanted so bad for him to tell me that he walked away, that he didn't kill them. "I...I whispered to the teen that I was sorry for what he was making me do and I..." he didn't need to finish. "I didn't want to I promise." Tears had began to trickle down my face. "I couldn't kill the child. After I killed...a demon stepped up and literally tore the child in half. F.E.A.R. was dissaponited in me and sent me back out into the desert. I found my way home only to discover that my parents had died of a vicous plague and their house had been burned. They died knowing that I was going to be the one who would kill everything they had saved. I promised Zain that I would always protect him and I would be what the people here needed."

We both stood there not knowing what to say. I ran to Andy after seeing tears start to fall to the ground. I wrapped my amrs around his waist and held him so tight that I thougt my arms would fall off. He wrapped his arms around my neck in response and I could feel his tears soak my shoulder.

"I'm so so sorry." Was all I was able to say.

"No...I'm sorry."

After about on hour of just holding each other. I finally broke the silence. "I still need to do something. I understand that you know what he is capable of but she's my family...I need to help her."

"I can't help you..." that hurt my heart more than anything but I understood.

I began to cry and broke the hug walking out of the house. Wanting him to follow me and tell me that he would help...but he didn't.

Notes

Camp W for Wild Ones ;D. I just realized that...