Suffer In Silence - Comments, page 4

@Forgetful-Insomniacs
That was the plan deary

Oh well that...kinda hurts

@ElodieGrimm
Yay im happy you liked it haha it was short but sweet, at least that's how the chapter was ment to be haha I love cc cos he's has a way that he talks so it's easier to convey than most, same with jinxx cos he's got that old fashioned, regal, chivalrous thing going on haha

@foreverandalwaysawildone
THIS CHAPTER WAS PERF I LOVE LOVE LOVED THE WIDDLE BIT IN CC'S POV IT WAS PERFECTLY HIM XD

@ElodieGrimm
Yeah I try to remember that, I just really don't wanna end up with everyone thinking im a hypochondriac so I almost never say when somethings wrong with me, I usually wait till whatever it is is really bad so it's undeniable.

@foreverandalwaysawildone
yeah, I can understand that. Just remember it's their job to make sure you're okay and if you say the drugs aren't working they should take your word for it, and even if they don't, you should be able to convince them.

@ElodieGrimm
You really are sweet, thank you for your kind words, im going to try convey to my psych that my medicine isn't working in a way that won't seem like im asking for a higher dose cos I don't want him to think I just want stronger drugs for the hell of it. Hopefully the chapter will be up soon, it's almost done, I've just been incredibly tired and busy.

you're beautiful, i love you. We all love you. We will always love you. Please tell your psychiatrist how you're feeling. You have to get better, sweetie pie. We love you

@Forgetful-Insomniacs
Well if I do I'll let you know haha

If you ever write a book you'd better because I never gonna not read @foreverandalwaysawildone

@Forgetful-Insomniacs
It really does mean a lot to hear that, I've always wanted to be an author alongside whatever else I do, so I'm using writing this as like a practice, to see if I have any ability at all haha

Sweet treats and the one place I never lie (quite ironically might I add) is the internet good luck with your chapter and tha@foreverandalwaysawildone

@Forgetful-Insomniacs
I don't think I'll ever believe that haha I'm flad that's what keeps you interested cos I just really don't like cramming too much into one chapter it's not my style haha I have no life either (except annoying appointments all the time) so I'm always available to talk too, im done with the rough draft so the chapters on its way to being done :3

Lies you're a great writer and the whole"dragging things out thing" is actually probably what keeps me interested. Now about your latest post if you want you can always talk to me as I have little to no life once so ever and thanks for putting such an awesome and amazing story up can't wait for more you're ae@foreverandalwaysawildone

@Forgetful-Insomniacs
Thank you you're too nice :3 im hoenstly not very good but it's uplifting to hear someone likes it, im working on the chapter whenever I'm not in an extreme low (the RCBD puts me in extreme moods) and my rough drafts/ideas basically write the whole chapter, all the final draft is is me refining it and writing it from their POV in more detail etc, I hope you and anyone else if their still reading it likes it.
If you ever need to talk to someone im always here :)

Oh my god this is awemazingome (awesome and amazing) I kinda feel like I can relate you my friend are a very talented writer can't wait for the next ch

@ElodieGrimm
That's horrible im sorry, at least he's in a better place now, I try to think like that with my Rene. I was going to not actively look for another dog, and just only get one someday in the future if I stumbled upon the right one, but I had a nightmare last night. in the dream I got back from the toilets or mums van and my sister was behind me, I got through the annex and entered my van subconsciously I noticed my vans light was off which was weird, then I head my keys drop from the middle of the van in front of me and I froze in fear, I hadn't been holding my keys, they were in my purple locker box, which ment someone was in my van, then I saw their shadow coming towards me hunched a bit and I knew that ment they were going to attack me, I cowered and begged saying I wouldn't tell and I couldn't see them but I knew it was futile, then I 'woke' up and ran to my phone to fill out the form to adopt a saint Bernard dog knowing I needed a big dog for protection, then I really woke up. Normally I get a bit shaken from a dream like that, but this time I'm terrified and I have a massive sense of forboding and I have no doubt I've been given a strong warning.
What I got from this is either im going to be robbed and will catch them in the act all because it's well known I no longer have a big dog for protection, or I need to get one because being unprotected and sometimes not locking my door is really playing with fire. I won't do the form cos it could be a really long time before I get one and I don't think I have that much time. I told mum and she agrees I need a big dog to protect me, doesn't have to be a guard dog just big so people know to back off, im going to look out on gum tree and check out the AWL until I find the right one, though I can't be too picky, there's been a series of break ins around the park and we think it's this little girl on my streets dad because they are known to steal, all I know is im terrified and I won't feel better until I've got a big dog to protect me, I feel awful because everyone's going to think I'm replacing Rene but im not, she's irreplaceable, im just really scared because my door doesn't always lock even when I lock it, someone could break in while I'm asleep in my bed

@foreverandalwaysawildone
Yeah I just had to tuck my other dog in for bed in her room and she looked so sad because winston wasn't there and I almost bawled my eyes out because I miss him so much. My family life is kind of suck-ass, so my Winnie was my anchor at my house, and now he's gone. :/

@ElodieGrimm
Aw im sorry, losing a childhood pet is awful. I know what you mean, somethings missing with Rene gone. My last riding lesson we took the dogs and stopped at a big grassy area to set them loose (except the puppy cos she bolts, mum walked her cos I was in the car concerning my energy for my lesson haha), I saw them running and looked around for Rene thinking she was straggling, then I remembered she's dead

Aww I'm so sorry your baby died... my best friend, my golden retriever died earlier this year. We had him for as long as I could remember and one day I came home from school and my dad told me that the dog's cancer had come back and was too far along and that we had to put him down. It's still not right in my house. I cried the other day about it. He was such a good boy. Winston Montgomery. Winnie-bubbles. MY BABYYYYYYYY