Jinxx's POV:

" ill go get her" Ashley said but I stopped him.

" giver her time she's upset I don't know why though" then it set in .I turned to Haley and Andy.

" what happened" I asked Haley and she smiled sweetly.

" nothing we talked then she went to her room probably upset about school" she said smirking but I saw through it. I let it go though. I took my phone out. i left the room and went to the kitchen.

I dialed Sammie's number and she picked up instantly.

" hey baby "

" hey Sammi, what are you doing?" I asked

" just out doing some shopping why?"

" it's Jess she left the house all upset and I'm worried. I think it was something Haley said to her."

She sighed

" that bitch" she muttered

" Im worried" I said

" same, if she doesn't come back soon go find her okay? I love you I have to go though, call me if she doesn't come back but I'm sure she just needs air" she said

" i love you too" i said hung up.


I went to the living room to see Andy and Haley sucking face. I did not like this girl.

Ashley and CC made gagging noises. I laughed still worried about Jess, she's like my sister and knowing she's hurt is something I can't deal with.

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Jessica's POV:

I sat on the bench. It started to get cold but I didn't care I usually went outdoors to think. Something about it calmed me.After 2 hours I stood up feeling better.


I was in for it.

I walked back home and opened the door. CC jake Ashley and Jinxx were in the kitchen.

" Jess!" Jinxx said hugging me.

" hi" I said

" where were u ?!" He asked and the others gave me hugs.

"Just for a walk I'm tired though" I said going to my room hoping he wouldn't follow.

I heard them all walk after me. I went to my room and went to close the door but they stuck their foot in it.

" can I help you?" I asked and they walked in. I sighed

"what happened" jake asked

" oh my god nothing just forget It"

" fine but just remember I know you in and out . Ill be watching you" Jinxx said and walked out.

CC hugged me and walked out also.

Jake and Ashley sat on my bed aimlessly.

I raised my eyebrow at them.

" where's andy and the orange?" I asked but was cut off by a moan in the next room.

" guess I'm not getting sleep tonight" I said dropping on my bed

Ashley laughed

" you can stay with me " he said and jake looked at him.

" oh that'll go we'll with Jinxx" he said laughing.

" not like that'" Ashley yelled and I laughed.

Jake shook his head.

" sure..."

I shoved him off the bed. Making him fall to the floor with a thud . Ashley laughed.

" jerks" jake mumbled standing up and smirking at me.

He stepped closer. Oh no.

" Jinxx told me your ticklish " he said smirking walking closer. Damnit Jinxx. Ashley got a smirk too. I jumped up and ran out. They thudded after me as i ran down the hall Laughing.

I ran down the hall and down the stairs. I jumped down the last 5 and made it past the living room. Jinxx laughed CC had a puzzled look.

" Jinxx u had to tell them!" I yelled running past the kitchen. CC caught on and started too.

I ran through the halls laughing with them following behind me.

" get back here" Ashley yelled . I started running to the stairs when i ripped over my feet. I landed on my side with a thud. Before I had a chance to react Ashley grabbed me and walked to the living room throwing me on the floor and getting on me tickling me.

" no..!no..!" Jake and CC joined in Jinxx sat back laughing.

" stop stop!" I said I couldn't breathe

" no way" Ashley said and I squirmed
After 5 minutes of me yelling and them tickling me Andy walked in slightly annoyed.

" what the hell are you doing your so loud" he snapped causing us to look up.

" oh go fuck your orange" I snapped back and he looked confused.

" whatever" he mumbled walking back upstairs

I stood up

" are you done?" I asked them and they laughed

" sure for now"

I sat next to Jinxx and punched him.

" fucks sake Jess" he said grabbing his arm.

" that's what you get for telling them I was ticklish" he laughed

" baby" he said rubbing my head.

Ashley picked me up and sat down sitting me on his lap earning a glare from jinxx.

We made conversation for an when Andy and Haley walked down.

" the ugly it burns!" I whispered turning to Ashley's chest and they laughed.

" be nice" Jinxx said

"Me? I'm always nice" I said smirking

" sure" he said said slightly chuckling

" I'm going to drop Haley home" Andy said looking at me and Ashley.

" okay, bye Haley nice meeting you" CC said and she smiled

" nice meeting you guys too" she said glaring at me.

I buried my head in Ashley's chest as He rubbed my hair.

Once I heard the door shut I sighed in relief and lifted my head.

" thank god" I said

" yeah I don't like her" CC said

" I agree" jake said

" yeah me and her had a nice little chat" I said into Ashley's chest he lifted my head up and everyone stared

" about.?" Jake asked

" oh just how I'm ugly. And need to stay away from Andy. How she hates me just like everyone else" I said and they gasped

" motherfucker I knew it" Jinxx said

" whatever " I said

" no it's not okay tell Andy" jake said and I shook my head

" he likes her just leave it"

" it's not okay" Ashley said

" never said it was ,just I'm a big girl I can handle words" I said and Jinxx sighed

" we both know you can't Jess" he said gesturing to my covered wrists.

I didn't say anything

" you haven't lately right?" Jake asked and I was silent again.

" Jess.." Jinxx said standing up.

" no I. Didn't" I lied

I stood up but Ashley grabbed me back.

" ash let go"

" not until you show us your wrists" he said jake and cc stood up looking at me also.

" you guys are rediculas " I said trying again

" Jess wrists now" Jinxx said

I didn't move

" Jinxx if she says she didn't shouldnt we trust her ?"jake said and he shook his head

"You don't know her like I do "

"Jess now" he demanded

I was silent, the guys were looking at me. I tried to get up but Ashley pulled me tighter

" Jessica Beatrice ferguson"jinxx said sternly I hated hen he used my middle name.

I wiggled out of Ashley's grip and went to go out of the living room when jinxx grabbed me.

He brought me over to the chair and stood in front of it.

He grabbed my wrist and pulled the sleeve up. My wrist was completely covered with scars

" Jess.." They all looked sadly at me.

I didn't say anything

" you can't keep doing this" Jinxx said

I was silent

" it'll lead to something and you know it , I don't want a repeat of last year" he said and the guys looked confused

" what happened last year.?" Ashley asked

"Nothing drop it" I said standing up again. Tears were in my eyes

" Jess just tell them" he said just as Andy walked in.

" tell us what?" He asked then looked at me.

" what's going on?" He asked

" nothing drop it , please just don't mention it" I said running up the stairs

Andy followed me in my room.

" just leave" I snapped and he was taken back. His beautiful smile . It destroyed me.

" Jess . He looked at my wrist"

" why..?" He asked and grabbed it

" just people" I said sitting down

" are you mad at me?" He asked

" no why would I?" I asked secretly I was he led me on

" the comment" he said

" sorry" I mumbled

" don't be"

He saw blade and took it

" get some sleep I have to go call Haley" he said kissing my head

The words cut through me Stronger than any blade. I changed into a oversized shirt and sport shorts. I walke out to the bathroom and brushed my teeth tears falling freely down my face. I turned the light off and made my way into my room knocking into Ashley.

" are you okay?" He asked

" yeah ash I'm fine. I'm going to bed" I said trying to move away.

" no you not" he said wipin my eyes.

He picked me up bridal style and walked to his room. He laid me on his bed and laid in back of me. He wrapped around my waist and I leaned against his chest feeling better

" why do you do that to yourself?"he asked tracing my arms and I shrugged

" I need to"I said

" no no you don't please no more someone as beautiful as you shouldn't be doing this okay?" He asked and I nodded

" sweet dreams " he said and I smiled

" thank you"

he kissed my head and I relaxed into him feeling safe.