As you fade into the night.

" I'm going to miss you" Ashley mumbled against my lips and I smiled moving away to press my head in the crook of his neck.

" I'm gana miss you more " I mumbled back and I heard fake gagging from behind us.

Ashley flipped them off before We pulled apart and jinxx walked towards me pushing Ashley away and wrapping his arms around me.

I chuckled as he squeezed me and pulled away looking at me.

" be good"

" I will father" I mocked and he laughed kissing my head gently

" I love you"

I smiled

" love you too"

He let me go just as the call for their plane to board was announced.

" we'll be back in 3 months" jinxx said giving Sammi a peck on the lips as the rest of the guys said their goodbyes to their girlfriends.

Ashley came over and squeezed me one last time. I inhaled in musky scent smiling.

" I'll call you when we land" he said before giving me one more kiss his lips made me fly

" okay, bye I love you"

He smiled his beautiful smile.

" I love you too"


I was then dragged away into a hug by Andy and squeezed me.

" ima miss you!" He called and I laughed hugging him back before he pulled away

"Ill miss you too Andy"

He smiled as jake and cc jumped on me.

" be good! Don't take any shit!" Cc exclaimed and I laughed into their leathered chests.

"I won't"

They both pulled away smiled and gave me kisses on my head.

" good"

I laughed and With that they all walked off and I sighed watching them as Sammi came over and ruffled my hair.

" hey don't look so glum! You'll have us!"

I laughed and shoved her off me fixing my hair.

" yeah we aren't that bad!" Juliet exclaimed and I laughed a little as we started walking away.

I met all the girls this morning and I've already started to feel like they were family.

" Not THAT bad" I said as we started to make our way to the exit.

" I mean If you want us to be we can" Ella offered and I laughed shaking my head

" no thanks I'm good"

They all laughed as we approached the car.

"So, I'm thinking food" Lauren said as we got in jinxx's black suburban Sammi was in the drivers, Lauren in the passenger and me Ella and Juliet were in the back .

" I agree! Where?" Juliet asked

" I say panera, Jess?" Sammi asked and I shrugged at her feeling all their eyes on me

She chuckled

" oh god here comes the shy Jessica" she said putting the car into gear and swiftly backing up.

"No.." I mumbled and they all laughed

" yes" Sammi mocked and I flipped her off in the mirror watching the city drift by out the window.

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" oh my god he did what?" Juliet asked from the couch.

We were back at the house from eating and started to tell stories. Sammi was next to me on the couch with Ella while Juliet and Lauren were on the other one

I laughed a little before replying

" jinxx shoved a kid in a locker after school" They laughed again

" that's so bad! Did he get in trouble?" Ella asked and I shook my head.
" no they never found out,"

" well what was he? A senior?"Lauren asked and I shook my head as Sammi chuckled more from beside me at the memory.

" he was 23"

They laughed harder

" 2 years ago?! Jesus Christ I love him" Ella said and I nodded from the chair I sat in

" yeah it was so stupid though but was an amazing thing" I added and they nodded

" that's honestly the best" Lauren said and I laughed nodding

" hey! I kept gaurd!" Sammi said raising her hand and I laughed a little before nodding

"That she did" I added And they looked at me still laughing

" of course you did" Ella said

" why though?" Lauren added and I felt my stomach drop a little.

They didn't know anything about me besides my self harm because jinxx wanted to tell them if they were going to be watching me this whole time.

" they came to pick me up one day and the kid, like usual was beating me up so jinxx calmly ripped him off me and dragged him back in the school and shoved him in an open locker while Sammi watched out for teachers" I said and they stared at me

" Jesus Christ" Juliet said and I chuckled a little

" that isn't the worst he's done, he beat up a few boys who were beating me up one time and got banned from the school property last year" I added and they all chuckled again.

" seems like you were right Sams he does care for her" Ella added and Sammi nodded.

" you have no idea, they were always so close so he's always been like her brother. So if she was hurt, he would kill the thing that did it to her" she said and I smiled a little.

" that's so cute" Juliet squeeled and I rolled my eyes

" yeah it's so cute when he gets me suspended and grounded"

They laughed

" It really is I'm sorry" Juliet said and I shrugged

" he just loves you so much" Ella said and I laughed a little rubbing my knees , a nervous tick I had.

" yeah, I mean he's always been there , never a dull moment I guess"

They laughed and Juliet looked at me seriousness taking over her face.

" so you get picked on a lot?" She asked and I sighed a little nodding

" yeah"

" still?" Ella asked and I nodded

" got her unconscious a few weeks ago" Sammi added and they stared at me

"and you're still there?! Why don't you switch schools?!" Lauren exclaimed I sighed before shaking my head

" this is my 4th highschool, they're all the same so what's the point? I switch and gain more enemies"

They remained silent and Sammi rubbed my knee a little

" she just has to fight back, I keep telling her that even jinxx and you know he doesn't like conflict" Sammi said and they nodded

"I'm surprised ash hasn't beat anyone up yet" Lauren said and I laughed a little

" yeah well I don't let people fight my battles"

" obviously someone needs to if you don't" Ella said and I shook my head

" yeah? Well you either fight back or the next time you get hit i will" Ella said and I laughed a little

" she's serious, so am I " Juliet added and I sighed

" fine! Ill fight back Jesus Christ poison my mind with violence" I muttered as they laughed hi- fiving eachother

"soon though" Juliet added and Sammi snapped her fingers

" tomorrow! Well pick you up and if they touch you coming out of school or in school you hit twice as hard, ill handle the principal got it?" Sammi asked and I groaned

"I don't want to get in trouble!" Sammi smirked

" too bad you have to promise"

I groaned

" fine! Fine I promise"

They all smirked as I slumped into the couch , score one for peer pressure.

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