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I've Been Saved.

Depression Creeps.

*Skylar's POV*

I woke up on the couch, nuzzled into CC. I wiped my nose after i realized i was crying. I don't know why i was crying... I guess i must've had a bad dream. I picked up my phone. There were multiple texts & calls. Some from Sammi, Jinxx, Ash, Derek, Jacky, All the guys really. But mostly from Brent. I sighed. I turned my head at CC. My clock read 2:03. I took a picture of CC & sent it to twitter.

@CCBVB_He came over at 4am & gave me food & cuddles. Now he's sleeping like a lazy bum. Love you big bro.<3

When CC's phone buzzed, he stirred.

'Why'd you tweet me?'

He said with one eye open & one eye closed. It was the funniest thing ever. I laughed, i didn't even answer cause i was laughing so hard. Andy walked out of his room.

'Morning dad..'

I said, still trying to get used to it. CC looked at us weirdly but didn't say anything.

'Morning, babygirl.'

I walked over to grab my phone & sighed.

'He won't leave me alone...'

I said. My phone started to ring again.

'A-M-E-R-I-C-A'

I mustered up a strong voice & answered Brent's call.

Me ; Nothing that you do or say can make it better at this point. You fucked up, Brent. You said i was your one & only but apparently i wasn't what you were thinking about when you were fucking Kelly.. I really don't have much to say to you..
Him ; Then listen. I want you.. I want you to give me another chance. I'll be the best boyfriend you could think of &-
Me ; I can't belive you even have the fucking balls to ask for a second chance, you are a piece of shit! You cheated on me! Cheat on me once, shame on you! Cheat on me twice, shame on me. I'm not letting you cheat on me again. Do not call me again because i am not giving you another chance! I HATE YOU!
Him ; But you don't really hate me.. You love me.
Me ; But what happens when the person you're in love with falls out of love with you?
Him ; I don't know...
Me ; I learn to move on, Brent. Because not only can i not trust you, but i cannot be with you.
Him ; But babe.
Me ; Good bye, Brent.

*Back to Skylar's POV*

& With that i hung up.

'On a scale of 1-10, how bad does your heart hurt right now?'

CC asked me, rubbing my back.

'100..'

I choked out. I chocked on my tears & fell into CC's lap. I was laying there for about an hour, just crying until Andy came back into the room.

'Babygirl.. You need to eat something.. How bout we go out to-'

He said, but i cut him off before he could finish.

'Dad, i feel horrible, i look horrible, my heart is like a thousand fucking pieces.. Can we order take out? & Then you guys can progress on with your plans...'

I said. Feeling so depressed that i didn't want to even eat, but Andy, i mean dad, would get worried.

'We can get take out, but i'm not fucking leaving you. Consider all my plans cancelled. You know that you, Juliet, & this band are my number 1 priority. You need a little time. But you won't have to be alone.'

Dad said, i was surprised he was being so deep, that usually came from Jinxx.

'I'm not going anywhere, either. & Ash, Jake, & Jinxx are on their way over. We're gonna have some quality time together. Don't worry. You're not going through this alone.'

CC said, smiling.

*2 weeks later.*
*Andy's POV*

It's 3am & I'm assuming Sky can't sleep because my door just opened. She opened it ever so slightly, to make sure i was decent. With Juliet away on tour, Skylar coming in at night is alot easier because I won't sleep naked, or even in boxers. She opened the door, cracked it actually, to see if i was awake or not. When she realized i was awake she walked in. Me being awake or asleep, she would've walked in.

'Can't sleep, doll.'

I asked. I knew the answer would be a simple "No, i don't know what's going on." But we all knew that this break up was getting the best of her, just like the one with Jace. It broke my heart to see my little girl go through something so painful. If only i could protect her from it. When she answered, she was more honest than i expected.

'I can't take this pain anymore, daddy.. I'm so scared of what it's turning me into.. I just want to feel okay again. I want the numbness to leave.. I don't want it to leave for a couple hours, or for a day, i want it to be gone. I miss him so much. I re-read those letters everyday thinking to myself what i could've done to make him stay. Or not cheat on me.. I hurt so bad.. I want it all to go away. Please take it all away, daddy. Please..'

But, by this time, she was sobbing. I was sobbing too. My little girl was so hurt & the worse thing was i didn't know how to make her feel better. I held her tightly in my arms & let her cry. She cried for a good 3 hours. Until 5 am. She cried until she was emotionally drained & then she laid back down into my arms & fell asleep. I phoned the guys & told them to get over immidiately. I couldn't watch her go through this pain again..

Notes

Should i keep Derek & Skylar or bring in a new dude or chick for her to be with? Your opinions matter! Comment or message immidiately!

Comments

@FallenAngel_Jake



@SarahlovesBVB

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SarahlovesBVB SarahlovesBVB
7/11/13
no no you you cant stop writing please dont it is fucken awesome please dont
@FallenAngel_Jake

Didn't you read the last update?



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