*Skylar's POV*

Derek & I sat on the floor with all of the guys & gathered the letters together.

'I think this is the last one you should read.'

Ashley said, serious as anything. If there was one thing Ashley hated, it was cheaters.

'I can't belive he cheated on you..'

Andy said. Andy was the one who was most shaken up about it beside me. Andy was my adoptive father. He had been there through everything. All of these guys had. But Andy was the one where late at night, when i couldn't sleep cause i was so depressed, i would walk into his bunk, or into his bed. He would lay awake with me at night & tell me stories to make me feel better. It made him feel so bad that he had to do that again. But i was being strong for the sake of these guys. I was reading through every letter that Brent had ever wrote me, i wouldn't cry. But when i read the one from our one year, bet your ass i did.

Dear my beautiful.
I have not stopped thinking about you. Not once. Not one time in the one year that we have been together, have i ever stopped thinking about that beautiful smile. Or that bright red hair. Or those brown, so brown, almost black eyes. I haven't stopped thinking about the softness of your hands. Or the warmth of your body when we lay together. & I don't think i could ever replace you. Not even if i tried. No one can compare to your beauty.. I remember the first day we met.. I couldn't understand, comprehend, grasp, why & how you were so beautiful. Your personality was so amazing. It spoke to me & i wanted to make you mine immidiately. But, i knew you were still broken. I knew you needed mending. I knew that your wounds woulnd't heal themselves, so i began to help you. I tried my hardest not to kiss you when you smiled. Or not to laugh at the cutest things you did & said. But sometimes i would fail. I want to catch you at your darkest times because even then, i belive you'll still be the most beautiful girl in the world. I love you, Skylar Rose Biersack. I want you forever. I know forever seems like a long time when we're so young, but we'll make it there. I promise you. I love you to the moon & back, doll.
You're boyfriend,
Brent.
But reading that broke me. It made me break into a thousand tears. I broke down & cried. Derek held me close & rubbed my back.

'Shhhh, it's okay. It's oaky.'

He said to me. But it wasn't okay. It wasn't okay because i could already feel the depression creeping up on me. I could already feel it taking my life away from me. I could already feel it taking the blade in my hand. I could already feel it sticking my finger down my throat. I was trying to be strong. But, i don't know how strong i would be able to be..

'Come on, Jake. I need to do this.'

I said, quietly to Jake. He nodded & stood up taking my hand. We gathered all of the letters i picked around & we headed out the door. All the guys were coming because they knew i wouldn't be able to handle myself. When we arrived at Kelly's my heart sunk. I sat on the grass, waiting for him to walk outside. I saw the door handle turn & i grabbed the first piece of paper. He walked out looking astonished. I didn't give him time to talk.

'Today is our 6 month & i can't even put into words how much you mean to me. You are my everything. You are my sun, my moon, my solar eclipse. Without you i'd be lost. I love you so much, & i know your wounds are in desperate need of healing. Trust me, we'll work on that. I will never hurt you.
Your one & only.
Brent.'

A tear escaped my eye. He tried to talk, but i just continued reading.

'Dear my one & only,
Where do i even start? Today's our 9 month. I can't imagine living these past 9 months without you. Let's just put it that way. You've been the worlds greatest girlfriend. I love you.
Brent.'

I immidiately started on the final one. Letting out one tear. I read the letter from our one year. Starting to sob.

'What are you guys doing here..?'

Brent finally got to ask. I got so furious when he asked that that my blood started to boil. I started to yell.

'Jake found out you've been cheating! KELLY MOTHER FUCKING MINICIPLE! ME & ASH SAW YOU GUYS AT DENNY'S! WE ARE DONE!'

I screamed at him, my blood now boiling. The entire drive home was silent. I was collecting my thoughts. Brent always said he would never cheat. Guys always lie.. Once we got back home i walked straight to my room, saying nothing to no one. I wanted to put on some pajamas but had none to put on. With Jinxx, Ash, & CC all in different houses, i didn't have much of a PJ selection. I walked out into the hallway & sighed.

'Jake, can i borrow a pair of PJ's..'

I basically mumbled under my breath. He threw me a vans t-shirt & a pair of smiley faces pants. Once i was back in my room & fully dressed i plopped on my bed. I cried. For hours on end. When i was finally done crying i looked at my phone, it read 3:36. Great, i had been up all this time. I hadn't planned on getting any sleep. Just then my stomach rumbled. Great. I needed CC. Right when i thought that, my phone started to vibrate uncontrollably. I looked down & CC was calling. I was still sobbing, but tried to talk.

Me ; Hello.
Him ; You're clearly not okay. Do you want me to come over, feed you, & watch movies with you.
Me ; CC, it's almost 4 am.
Him ; Answer the question.
Me ; That would be fantastic.
Him ; Be there in a few, & go in the living room, Andy's worried sick.
Me ; What?
Him ; You heard me. Love you.
Me ; Okay, love you too.

*Back to Skylar's POV*

After hearing what CC said i walked into the living room to see Andy watching TV.

'What are you doing you lunatic?!'

I asked, scaring the shit out of him. Once he recovered, he answered.

'Making sure my daughter's okay. She scared me when she locked herself in her room without eating. I don't sleep until my baby's okay.'

He called me his daughter.. He's never done that before..

'You called me your daughter..'

I said.

'I'm aware.. Now come here while you wait for CC.'

He said. I had my dad...

'Does this mean i can call you dad?!'

I asked.

'It would make me happy.'

'Okay, dad.'

I tried. CC opened the door soflty, aware of the fact that Juliet was sleeping.

'Okay, old man you can go to sleep.'

& With that, CC gave me dinner & cuddled with me till i fell asleep.

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