Saviour

We were out all day doing random things. I never imagined I could have this much fun. I never imagined that someone could love me. I don’t even remember my last real smile. It’s strange to think that one guy could do all this.

We get home at 1 a.m. and get ready for bed. It’s cold inside because of the ac so I put on my batman jacket.

“Batman?” Jinxx asks

“Yea, I kinda got into DC comics when I started listening to you guys.”

“Well then you and Andy have something to talk about.”

“Yea, I guess…”

“Listen, they don’t hate you. They were kinda upset that you yelled at them for caring about you, but they don’t hate you.”

I look down. “Alright, I guess we could go see them tomorrow”

“Now let’s go to bed”

We lie down and cuddle together. Jinxx is just the sweetest guy ever. I hope we’re together forever, but nothing ever lasts with me.

“I like seeing you happy” He says quietly.

“I don’t remember the last time I was actually happy, but today was amazing”

“I love you”

“I love you too”

We fall asleep together. I don’t think I’ve ever fallen asleep with a smile on my face. The happiness doesn’t last long, though, as my mind is flooded with nightmares.

~~~~~

I wake up in what looks like an old warehouse. My parents are standing in the middle of the building while I’m laying in a corner. I get up.

“The little bitch is awake, Hunny” My dad says.

“What a waste of space” My mom adds.

I walk up to them to hug them. My dad slaps me.

“You think you’re gonna get a hug from us, you little shit?” He yells

I fall to the floor and find a razor blade in front of me. I pick it up.

“Is the little bitch an emo fag now?” My mom taunts me

I slide it across my wrist on the vein. The blade cuts it open and I’m bleeding out.

“Mommy, Daddy, help me, please” I plead

My mom kicks me in the stomach. I’m crying now.

“Valerey! Valerey, wake up!” I can hear someone shouting

~~~~~

I wake up quickly. My face stained with tears.

“What’s wrong?” Jinxx asks, worried

I start crying again and I can’t answer him.

“Why were you asking your mom and dad to help you? What were you dreaming about?” He asks kinda frantic now.

“I – I was dreaming about my parents. We were in a warehouse type building and they were calling me a bitch and a waste of space. I walk up to them to hug them and my dad slapped me and asked if I thought I was gonna get a hug from them. I fell to the floor and found a razor blade and cut across my vein. I was bleeding out and I was pleading for them to help. My mom kicked me in the stomach and then that’s where you woke me up.” I tell him, still crying.

He looks at me, worried and hugs me tightly.

“That’s never going to happen so please don’t be afraid.” He whispers in my ear.

“But what if it does?” I ask

“It won’t. I won’t let it happen.”

“I love you, Jeremy” I say through my tears. He smiles when I say his name.

“I was really hoping you wouldn’t have a nightmare, you had such a great day today.”

“I know… but I guess there’s no escaping it.”

I sit there in his arms for a while and fall asleep like that. My head resting on his shoulder and his arms wrapped tightly around me. I hope this love never fades.

Notes

Two chapters in one day! I'm on a roll! haha
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