We head over to Andy’s house to talk about some stuff, I guess.When we get there, the first question that slips from Andy’s lips is what I was doing in the bathroom when I left.

“I just had to go in there to be alone” I said. Hey, it wasn’t a lie.

“Alright” Andy says, skeptical.

“So how exactly did Annabelle die?” Jake asked.

I bite my tongue and hope that Jinxx will answer for me. I’m not good at answering questions… I have way too much social anxiety for that.

JINXX’S POV

Jake asked how Annabelle died, so I looked over to Val. She was looking at a ring on her finger and was shaking really badly.

“I’ll tell you guys later.” I say and the guys nod.

“Uh, Valerey, what’s wrong?” I hear Andy ask.

She doesn’t even look up. It’s almost as if she’s in a different world. We leave the subject and move on to the tour we’ve got coming up. The entire time, Valerey is just sitting there staring at her ring and shaking.

All of a sudden, Valerey jolts awake. She has to have been daydreaming. She immediately starts crying. She gets up to run to the bathroom, I’m guessing. I get up as well and hold her in my arms whispering the lyrics to Saviour the entire time.

She calms down after a few minutes.

“What happened?’ I ask, afraid of what the answer might be.

She looks down.

“You remember that dream I had in the hotel room?” She asks.

“Yea, why?”

“Because that’s what this was only along with Annabelle and Heather, you and the guys were telling me I should be dead too.” She answers

“We don’t want you to be dead” I whisper to her.

VALEREY’S POV

I tell Jinxx that the daydream I just had was almost exactly the same as the one I had in the hotel room, but left out the part where the guys, Jinxx, Annabelle, and Heather were taunting me and telling me to die. Jinxx handed me a razor and told me to slash my wrists like the emo fagot I am. It was just all too real…

We head back to Jinxx’s place. The first thing I do is walk into the bathroom. I have my sleeping pills in the cabinet behind the mirror. I take them out and swallow half the bottle. It’s like 1 am so I just get into bed and fall asleep. I wake up later in a hospital. Jinxx is there waiting.

“Oh thank god you’re awake!” He whisper yells and hugs me.

“Yea, I – I’m awake… What happened?” I ask, still tired.

“You, uh, overdosed on some medicine…” Jinxx says with worry in his voice.

I lie back and look up at the ceiling waiting for him to ask why. We sit there in silence for 15 minutes before a nurse comes in telling Jinxx visiting times were over. He comes over to my bed and kisses my forehead.

“We’ll talk about this when you feel better” He whispers and then leaves.

Notes

Sorry it took so long and is so short. I've been really busy lately and I've been trying to stabilize my mood. I am really really sorry it's so short and so late. Anyways, I love you guys so much and thanks for reading!