I can't feel anything anymore.
Just like old times
" Jess!" I heard Ashley shout.
I groaned and hid under my pillow exhausted from rehearsing for the upcoming tour. I was not getting up.
" Jess wake up! It's your birthday" I heard Andy shout. Crap I forgot.
" go away " I muttered and heard laughter
I felt someone grab me and pick me up. I caught sight of all burn bright and black veil brides including the girls. Cc put me down and kissed my cheek.
" happy birthday" he said
I saw the clock and it said 3pm
" holy shit I slept long" I muttered sitting on my bed. Cc sat behind me and out his head I my shoulder.
" yeah your waisting your birthday!" Andy said and I laughed.
" I don't care, it's my day so I should be able to sleep" I said
They laughed
" still can't believe your 20" jake said and I laughed
" I know! I remember when she was jailbait!" Ashley said and I flipped him off.
" or when we had to have the girls babysit her" jinxx said
" oh fuck off, now I'm not a child anymore" I said and all the other guys laughed.
" that's debatable" cam said and I glared at him.
" get dressed we have a surprise" cc said standing up. I sighed.
" I hate surprises"
" trust me this one you'll like, them well order take out and watch movies sound good?" Jake asked and I nodded.
" yes because I don't feel like going anywhere today" I said and they laughed leaving. Cc stayed and leaned in kissing me.
" how about you stay over my place tonight?" He asked and I nodded kissing him again.
" leave" I said standing up and he laughed
" feisty" he muttered smiling and shutting the door.
I chuckled softly and change into one of johns shirts. It was worn and old but i loved it. I put on his necklace that now had the ring cc gave me on it .
I put On jeans and brushed my hair before exiting my room. I walked down the hall and into the kitchen where everyone was.
They all stopped talking and smirked at me.oh god.
" you guys are creepy.." I muttered
" we try" Andy said with his arm around Juliet. I shook my head.
" so what's the surprise?"
" go in the living room" jinxx said an I sighed.
" it better be good.." I muttered walking out. I heard footsteps behind me.
I walked into the living room and stopped dead in my tracks when I saw the people who were sitting in there. It's been 2 years.
" oh hey Jess fancy seeing you here" Austin said grinning.
" oh my god" I said running to them. Austin stood up and went to hug me when Alan pushed him away and grabbed me.
I laughed
" I've missed you" Alan said into my neck and I smiled.
" I missed you too ginger princess"
He was dragged away from Austin and Tino ran in front of him grabbing me.
" hey.." Austin wined.
Tino hugged me
" missed you kid" he said and let go.
Aaron hugged me next.
" how's my little sister been doing?" He asked and. I smiled
" amazing"
Phill hugged me next and let go smiling.
" shit you got big" he said and I laughed
" okay I've waited long enough" I heard Austin say and he grabbed me lifting me off the ground. He set me down and I clung to him.
" it's been way too log" I said and he chuckled
" two fucking years " he said
"You couldn't at lease called" he said chuckling and I sighed
" I'm sorry don't feel bad I dipped out on them too" I said pointing back to the guys.
" yeah I heard, never again okay?" He asked and I nodded.
I turned to the others who stood smiling.
" Christ I love you guys" I said
" we know" Andy said smiling
" I'm never leaving again" I muttered and jake grabbed me in a hug.
" I wouldn't let you" he mumbled into my neck.
---
" I'm going to get going" jinxx said standing up with Sammi. It was 11, and everyone was still here besides of mice and men who had to leave due to tour the next morning.
" yeah same" jake and Andy said. Juliet and Ella stood up stretching.
" I love you" jake said hugging me and kissing my cheek.
" happy birthday" jinxx said hugging me also.
Andy came over and bear hugged me.
" see ya"
The girls all hugged me and then they left leaving Matt, James, cam, Sean, me , cc and Ashley in the living room.
" still wana spend the night?" Cc asked and I nodded
" oh god should I brake out the ear plugs?" Ashley asked and everyone laughed.
" no, we weren't planning on it, I mean unless.." Cc started
" no, no I'm good please dear god no" Ashley said and I laughed
" oh like you haven't done it in the house with cc there"
He shrugged
" pussy" I said and he pretended to be hurt.
" she's mean , not aloud in my house" he said
" Ashley..." Cc said
" nope" Ashley said and Iaughed
" sorry yes" cc said back.
" while you two ladies argue I'm going to grab my stuff" I said standing up and going to my room. Matt came in after me and sat on my bed.
I grabbed my phone and wallet not needing cloths because I was at cc's so often I just kept clothes there.
" I can't believe two years ago is when we became who we are" he said and I laughed leaning against the door.
" it's crazy I was this kid sitting alone in my room and the day jake came just fucking changed me forever, and then of course the day you ran into me literally" I said and he laughed
" let's go your man awaits" he said
I walked out of my room and down the stairs. Cc was waiting with ashley
Each of the guys gave me a hug goodbye and I followed cc and Ashley out to cc's car.
" shotgun!" Me and Ashley both called. Cc chuckled walking to the car as we both stopped and looked at each other. I quickly shoved him into the bush and sprinted for the car. I got in just as he got up .
Cc was leaning on the steering wheel laughing.
" same old Jess" he said just as Ashley got in the back.
" you know it" I winked at cc and he laughed starting the car.
" oh you'll regret that" ashley scoffed just as cc pulled out.
" bring it purdy" I said and turned on the radio.
The ride was silent except the little chatter and low hum of the radio.
We pulled up and walked inside.
" I'm going to sleep, don't be too loud" Ashley said.
" oh and happy birthday, but this means war" Ashley said kissing my forehead and walking up the stairs.
" want to go to bed?" Cc asked and I nodded.
" yes please I'm so tired" I said and he laughed picking me up.
" I can walk I'm not that tired" I said and he shook his head walking up the stairs. We walked past Ashley and he laughed just as he shut the door.
We went into cc's room and he put me down. I went to his dresser and pulled out a pair of shorts . I took my jeans off and slipped on the shorts keeping on my shirt i was wearing.I turned around and saw cc laying on the bed smiling. I crawled next to him under the blankets .
He faced me and rubbed my cheek.
" have I ever told you how beautiful you are?" He asked and I giggled softly.
" maybe once or twice" I said and he smiled pecking my lips.
" good"
He leaned over and turned the light off and then laid back down. I leaned against his chest and closed my eyes.
" I love you so much, happy birthday" cc said and I smiled against his chest
"I love you too" I said before i fell into a peaceful sleep.
--
I woke in someone's arms
" what the fuck?" I muttered and opened my eyes to see myself in Ashley's arms entering the bathroom.
Oh fuck.
" ash-"
I was cut off by myself being dropped into the tub. Cold water rushed around me. Oh he's fucking dead.
I crashed back up to the surface and stared at him as he stood with a smirk just like 2 gets ago.
" payback as I think you said 2 years ago, it's a bitch" he smirked at me running out.
" fucking hell" I muttered getting up and running after him down the hall tripping into the wall in the meen time.
Just like old times sake.
I groaned and hid under my pillow exhausted from rehearsing for the upcoming tour. I was not getting up.
" Jess wake up! It's your birthday" I heard Andy shout. Crap I forgot.
" go away " I muttered and heard laughter
I felt someone grab me and pick me up. I caught sight of all burn bright and black veil brides including the girls. Cc put me down and kissed my cheek.
" happy birthday" he said
I saw the clock and it said 3pm
" holy shit I slept long" I muttered sitting on my bed. Cc sat behind me and out his head I my shoulder.
" yeah your waisting your birthday!" Andy said and I laughed.
" I don't care, it's my day so I should be able to sleep" I said
They laughed
" still can't believe your 20" jake said and I laughed
" I know! I remember when she was jailbait!" Ashley said and I flipped him off.
" or when we had to have the girls babysit her" jinxx said
" oh fuck off, now I'm not a child anymore" I said and all the other guys laughed.
" that's debatable" cam said and I glared at him.
" get dressed we have a surprise" cc said standing up. I sighed.
" I hate surprises"
" trust me this one you'll like, them well order take out and watch movies sound good?" Jake asked and I nodded.
" yes because I don't feel like going anywhere today" I said and they laughed leaving. Cc stayed and leaned in kissing me.
" how about you stay over my place tonight?" He asked and I nodded kissing him again.
" leave" I said standing up and he laughed
" feisty" he muttered smiling and shutting the door.
I chuckled softly and change into one of johns shirts. It was worn and old but i loved it. I put on his necklace that now had the ring cc gave me on it .
I put On jeans and brushed my hair before exiting my room. I walked down the hall and into the kitchen where everyone was.
They all stopped talking and smirked at me.oh god.
" you guys are creepy.." I muttered
" we try" Andy said with his arm around Juliet. I shook my head.
" so what's the surprise?"
" go in the living room" jinxx said an I sighed.
" it better be good.." I muttered walking out. I heard footsteps behind me.
I walked into the living room and stopped dead in my tracks when I saw the people who were sitting in there. It's been 2 years.
" oh hey Jess fancy seeing you here" Austin said grinning.
" oh my god" I said running to them. Austin stood up and went to hug me when Alan pushed him away and grabbed me.
I laughed
" I've missed you" Alan said into my neck and I smiled.
" I missed you too ginger princess"
He was dragged away from Austin and Tino ran in front of him grabbing me.
" hey.." Austin wined.
Tino hugged me
" missed you kid" he said and let go.
Aaron hugged me next.
" how's my little sister been doing?" He asked and. I smiled
" amazing"
Phill hugged me next and let go smiling.
" shit you got big" he said and I laughed
" okay I've waited long enough" I heard Austin say and he grabbed me lifting me off the ground. He set me down and I clung to him.
" it's been way too log" I said and he chuckled
" two fucking years " he said
"You couldn't at lease called" he said chuckling and I sighed
" I'm sorry don't feel bad I dipped out on them too" I said pointing back to the guys.
" yeah I heard, never again okay?" He asked and I nodded.
I turned to the others who stood smiling.
" Christ I love you guys" I said
" we know" Andy said smiling
" I'm never leaving again" I muttered and jake grabbed me in a hug.
" I wouldn't let you" he mumbled into my neck.
---
" I'm going to get going" jinxx said standing up with Sammi. It was 11, and everyone was still here besides of mice and men who had to leave due to tour the next morning.
" yeah same" jake and Andy said. Juliet and Ella stood up stretching.
" I love you" jake said hugging me and kissing my cheek.
" happy birthday" jinxx said hugging me also.
Andy came over and bear hugged me.
" see ya"
The girls all hugged me and then they left leaving Matt, James, cam, Sean, me , cc and Ashley in the living room.
" still wana spend the night?" Cc asked and I nodded
" oh god should I brake out the ear plugs?" Ashley asked and everyone laughed.
" no, we weren't planning on it, I mean unless.." Cc started
" no, no I'm good please dear god no" Ashley said and I laughed
" oh like you haven't done it in the house with cc there"
He shrugged
" pussy" I said and he pretended to be hurt.
" she's mean , not aloud in my house" he said
" Ashley..." Cc said
" nope" Ashley said and Iaughed
" sorry yes" cc said back.
" while you two ladies argue I'm going to grab my stuff" I said standing up and going to my room. Matt came in after me and sat on my bed.
I grabbed my phone and wallet not needing cloths because I was at cc's so often I just kept clothes there.
" I can't believe two years ago is when we became who we are" he said and I laughed leaning against the door.
" it's crazy I was this kid sitting alone in my room and the day jake came just fucking changed me forever, and then of course the day you ran into me literally" I said and he laughed
" let's go your man awaits" he said
I walked out of my room and down the stairs. Cc was waiting with ashley
Each of the guys gave me a hug goodbye and I followed cc and Ashley out to cc's car.
" shotgun!" Me and Ashley both called. Cc chuckled walking to the car as we both stopped and looked at each other. I quickly shoved him into the bush and sprinted for the car. I got in just as he got up .
Cc was leaning on the steering wheel laughing.
" same old Jess" he said just as Ashley got in the back.
" you know it" I winked at cc and he laughed starting the car.
" oh you'll regret that" ashley scoffed just as cc pulled out.
" bring it purdy" I said and turned on the radio.
The ride was silent except the little chatter and low hum of the radio.
We pulled up and walked inside.
" I'm going to sleep, don't be too loud" Ashley said.
" oh and happy birthday, but this means war" Ashley said kissing my forehead and walking up the stairs.
" want to go to bed?" Cc asked and I nodded.
" yes please I'm so tired" I said and he laughed picking me up.
" I can walk I'm not that tired" I said and he shook his head walking up the stairs. We walked past Ashley and he laughed just as he shut the door.
We went into cc's room and he put me down. I went to his dresser and pulled out a pair of shorts . I took my jeans off and slipped on the shorts keeping on my shirt i was wearing.I turned around and saw cc laying on the bed smiling. I crawled next to him under the blankets .
He faced me and rubbed my cheek.
" have I ever told you how beautiful you are?" He asked and I giggled softly.
" maybe once or twice" I said and he smiled pecking my lips.
" good"
He leaned over and turned the light off and then laid back down. I leaned against his chest and closed my eyes.
" I love you so much, happy birthday" cc said and I smiled against his chest
"I love you too" I said before i fell into a peaceful sleep.
--
I woke in someone's arms
" what the fuck?" I muttered and opened my eyes to see myself in Ashley's arms entering the bathroom.
Oh fuck.
" ash-"
I was cut off by myself being dropped into the tub. Cold water rushed around me. Oh he's fucking dead.
I crashed back up to the surface and stared at him as he stood with a smirk just like 2 gets ago.
" payback as I think you said 2 years ago, it's a bitch" he smirked at me running out.
" fucking hell" I muttered getting up and running after him down the hall tripping into the wall in the meen time.
Just like old times sake.
Hey whens the update I'm in love with this story and you haven't updated in like 2 months plz plz plz update soon
5/14/14