Consume Me

The guys are all talking about a new album they want to make, I have my earphones on and my music is way too loud in my ears, but i don't feel great, I keep wondering what my mom is doing right now, and I really do hope she is not on drugs or with this other guy I met the other day. I think that Andy noticed my sappiness, he is coming towards me.
"Hey what's up?" he is asking.
"I don't know, it's mom, I'm worried for her.
-You need to get her out of your head.
-I know Andy, and I am trying, believe me.
-Alright, good then.
-And you, what's up?
-What's up what?
-You broke with your girlfriend didn't you?
-How do you know that?! He is starting to laugh.
-I know everything, you were so pissed off last night I guessed it, you told me it wasn't going well between you two.
-Yeah it's true... But I think it had to be like that, she cheated on me anyway.
-Did she? Andy I told you she was going to do that.
-I was in love! Don't blame it on me!
-Ok I'm sorry, I'm sorry." I am giving him a hug. Andy is a tough guy with a big heart, he had survived many heartbreaks and I know that they weren't meant for each other anyway, she was such a bitch.

It has been an hour since we started to drive, we are going all the way to Florida, it may take a few days to get there. It is the first time I am travelling ever, and I probably packed way too many things, actually all of my stuff, since I don't have a lot of things. I think that it made me really happy to travel with them, I am still kind of confused.
The boys decided to tell funny stories about their lives, they are all sitting on the couch, but I'm still at the table, I don't want to interrupt them somehow, CC is telling the time he was partying with his friends and the cops showed up because they were making so much noise the house of the neighbors almost fell because the bass were too loud. I am smiling, Ashley's eyes are crossing mine, he smiles. I am starting to feel tired, I decide to go to my bunk bed and take a rest.

When I wake up it's already 9 pm, I've slept for 5 hours straight. The band is still on the couch, but they are playing video games this time.
"Hey Lena! Had a nice nap?" Says Jake.
"Hum I think so, but you guys should have wake me up, I shouldn't sleep for so long.
-It is your vacation, enjoy it. Says Andy.
-Alright."
I come to seat beside CC, he puts his arm around my shoulders. I love CC, he is 25, all the guys are older, me and Andy don't even have our majority yet. CC is definitely the funniest, he can always make you laugh, he is just extraordinary. And the most amazing thing is that he brought a puppy on the bus. A puppy. A little pug. He has a passion for pugs it's adorable. This little baby is called Marilyn, because they all like Marilyn Monroe here and I don't even know why. Marilyn is the cutest little pug, she is 2 months old and I think that I am always gonna be with her, maybe because she is the only other female on this tour, but I want to be her mom, as weird as this can sound. I am actually playing with her tiny ears, she is too cute I can't no more.
By the way, Ashley is staring at me with sweet ass eyes.

Notes

It literally took me 4 hours to write this, I don't know what happened in my head, I think that it's because I am tired.
That's all I had to say... Byyyye