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From Within Secrets

Chapter 9: Pain Goes Deeper Then People Think...

*Andy's POV*

We walked toward the house, none of us seen the house before, I mean from Jamie and Nikki's house you can see a little bit of the Kanno's mansion. I looked over at CC. "Chris, whatever happens here keep control of yourself. I fucking mean it." He goes to talk back to me. "Christian-" I was cut off by Roku.

"It's right, you need to watch yourself." I watched at Roku slip her hand into CC, I watch him closely and not even a flinch came to him. He didn't look like he wanted to kill her, he was really calm and I wonder if it was because they were so connected to each others. "One wrong move, one wrong word, a growl or hiss. You will be in trouble. My parents are old school. I'm lucky they didn't tell me I had to stop hanging out with all of you. Just be good." She kissed his cheek and he nodded and they let go of each other's hands before we all walked up to Roku's house. Right there were her parents, already waiting for all of us.

We walked up to the house and I could sense her parents looking over all of us. CC stayed close to me, I could sense he was a little unsure about this whole meeting thing. I watched her father look at me and I could sense he knows that I was the one with Jamie and Nikki.

"So I see what Aiden means that Roku has a lot of friends. It's nice to meet you all." Her father looked at everyone but his eyes were on my group and it was bugging me. CC was getting a bit annoyed and I seen his fist close, I looked at him and he relax when I gave him that stare I always give him. "I'm Hidan, Roku's father and this is my wife Sara." He looked at me again and I knew what was coming next. "You must be Andy, the vamps that live with Jamie and Nikki."

"That is right, these are my friends, brothers and bandmates Christian, Jinxx, Ashley and Jake." I pionted to each one as I said their name and he just nodded. His eyes were on all of us but seem to stop on CC. I know this was something to test him. I could read it in his eyes that he knows he was new still and very easy to anger or annoy.

"Dad, I told you, they are all good people, don't worry so much about them." Roku smiled and walked up to hug her parents and then pointed to everyone in the group. "Caiden and Wyatt, yes they are lovers, you know Julia and Lydia. Letitia and Zeric, Seth and Kaia, Alice and Jinxx, Ella and Jake, Chloe and Ashley, Chris, Andy and you know Cambria by now. She's always here." Roku seem so proud and her dad just laughed at her.

"It's good that you can make friends with each race, even vamps. I'm shock that the newest one can even be as calm as he can." Hidan smirked when CC looked at him with narrow eyes. "I see so he is easy to upset yet."

"Please, leave Christian alone. He's one of my best friends and I would like if you didn't mess with him. He is easy to upset and as his creator I would like if you will leave him be." I just looked at him.

"Kind but right to the point. Aiden told me about you. You have balls to stand up to people. I do know that your friend don't like to listen to you at times." Hidan was fucking with us, he knows how I can get, how our group is. Jamie warn us about him, he will fuck with you until you show that you're ready to attack. But I have control.

"Christian..." I looked at him and he just sighed and walked back to Ashley and the others, moving away from Hidan as much as he can. "He's still new as you said, but I have control over him. I watch out for him just like my other friends. Really, I don't want to stand up to you. But I really wish you would leave my group alone, we are not doing anything to threaten you." I narrow my eyes at him, I feel Cambria grab my hand, she could tell that I was getting pissed off just like he knew I was.

"Dad, it's not right to be messing with people. As you can tell, they might be vampires, but their human side is still around and they will act as the did as humans. Please, stop trying to get my friends to be disrespectful to you." Roku was annoyed and Hidan sighed.

"Vampires of the new world are so weird, they aren't like they use to be, would attack you for anything. So these are all the people you hang out with? They are a good group of people, creatures. Though the newbie is the one that has me most worry. I don't care if his creator has him under control. With a quick temper like that, he's really moody too, I can see him glaring at me without even looking at me. I'm not saying anything bad, but a vampire that is only 50 years old should be locked up until it's creator has full control of it." I moved quickly and stopped CC by slamming him into the ground and having the guys help me hold him.

"I fucking told you I have control. You just keep fucking pissing him off known that he's unstable at times." I glared at Hidan and he laughed.

"So I am right about him, though I also see that you have control over him and it takes all four of you to hold him down meaning he's really strong. You all have gifts to I can tell just by reading your actions." He was really pushing his luck.

"Dad! That is enough! You want them to attack you. Just leave them be, if they were bad then Jamie and Nikki wouldn't have took them in! They treat them like their own sons, now leave them alone!" Roku yelled and walked over to us and looked at CC. He seen her and calm down right away and for sure her father didn't miss that.

"I see, so even you have your great grandmother's gift. I guess it's okay for you to be around these vamps and half breeds." He looked at CC, I could tell that he was watching them. He knew something was up and this worry me. Roku was able to calm him faster then anyone. I hope he didn't notice anything about them being together are almost being together. Right now they were just really close friends but that was changing. "All I ask is all of you protect her, I know about the vampires at the club and my son been watching them. I don't want my daughter to be hanging out with people if you can't protect her. So if you're going to be around her, try your best to keep her safe. I can tell he might be newest but he seems to listening to her better then his creator." He looked around at all of us and we all nodded agreeing to his terms. I wanted to say something about him being an ass but he went into the house before everyone started to go back to the camping area.

"You know Chris....that was a really bad move." Roku just looked at him and hook her hand into his after we were away from the house.

"I'm sorry, I just didn't like what he said." Chris seem to look away from all of us, he knows what he did was stupid and now he was beating himself up about it. He could have got us all killed, could have caused us all to not be there for Roku. "I'm sorry, Andy I'm going home, I just don't want to be here right now." He looked up at me before just walking off away from the group.
"Ashley, you and Chloe go with him. I don't want him to be left alone. If he goes into his anger fits, he will destory the house again and Jamie is going to lock us all up." Ashley nodded and follow CC home with him girlfriend right behind him. Roku stay with us though. She looked at me wondering if he was okay I guess.

"He will be fine, just let him have his space. Chris has a lot of emotional problems since I killed Liz. His temper, his moodswings. He's still learning about howto control them moods. Vampires have a hard time coming to that they are what they are. He never wanted to be a vampire. We can't leave him alone because he will try and do something to hurt himself. He knows he pisses off your father, he would have killed us all because Chris would have attack and we would have fought for him. Meaning all five of us would have been killed." I looked at her and she nodded, understanding what I was telling her.

"I get what you are saying. Come one we should get back everyone." She smiled but I could tell it bugged her that Chris wasn't here anymore. She went back to hanging out with everyone and people telling random ghost stories, I was sitting there watching all of them until Cambria walked over to me.

"Why are you sitting alone, away from everyone?" She said down with me and we just watched everyone doing whatever they were, laughing, joking around, scaring the shit out of each other.
"I'm just watching, needed some time away from people. I have my room but I'm not home right now." I looked at her and the look in her eyes told me that she wanted to know what was really bugging me. "Okay, I just been thinking of things. Like what happen with CC is because of something I did with Liz that started it."

"What made you kill Liz anyways? Is it something that happen with that chick you don't like talking about?" I nodded.

"It's a long story but if you want to hear it, well I'm alone in my tent now that Chris and Ashley are at home." She nodded and we walked to my tent and just hang out in there it was time to tell her about the story.

*Flash Back*

I was l walking around Hollywood one day, trying to get myself a name for my band, looking for members that would stick with me forever. I pull adds up, I talked to different people, lived in a car since I moved out of my parents just to be in Cali. I had so much help but I was still missing things and I wasn't about ready to give up on them. I made the first video ever, working on a CD with the people I have, though my drummer was planning on leaving soon because she had to, not because we didn't want her. Things change and she wanted to do he own band, I totally understand it. I walked into a bar and hand out there. I looked around and I seen this group of people looking at me, I didn't think anything of it, it was normal for people to stare atthe weird guy.

As the time went on, it was time to go back to my car, it seems I didn't find anyone here to go home and sleep on their sofa, I could have used a bed but whatever. I walked out of the bar and headed back to my car. Though I didn't know that the group that was watching me, followed me out of the bar that night. I decided to go down an alley to get to my car that was behind the building. The bar wasn't the far and I never had issues, but tonight was different. As I was almost at the end of the alley, someone gladded me and slammed me into the wall. My head in against the brick hard and I couldn't think so well. I tried to get my eyes to see right so I could see who pushed me, but all I seen was a dark figure, with shining eyes.

"Vincent, he's one of them gifted humans, we should take him." I heard the guy tell someone. I'm guessing it was the leader of this group. I looked around for an exit and when I found one I pushed as hard as I could that the guy fell bad for being off gaurd and I fucking ran. I got in my car and liked the door shut and looking around in the darkness for this group of people that attack me. I seen them walking toward my car and I knew I couldn't stick around, I turn on the car and left and made sure to get away from everything. I didn't stop until I know that I was far enough away and got out of the car and looking over the city that I called home. It's nice at night to see all the lights on when you're up on top of things. I just sat on the hood of my car and tried to play everything in my head. I lay back and looked at the stars thinking about my band. I wasn't going to give up on it, no matter what I wasn't going to give up on it. I must have fell asleep because soon I was being shake awake by someone and it was bright outside.
"Are you okay? You shouldn't be out here alone because it's dangerous." I sit up slowly and looked at these two girls that were standing there looking at me.

"I just had a really bad night, nearly got jumped by this group of people. I don't know much about them since it was in a dark alley. I just pushed the guy out of the way, which wasn't easy becaus it was like pushing a huge rock and ran to my car, they were following me but I pull out of my parking space and came up here. Guess they didn't find me. I'm Andy, who are you two?" I just walked them, I was still on edge from the night before.

"I'm Julia and this is my girlfriend Lydia, we're here for some job and we just got in and seen you laying there alone. Are you sure you're okay? Not hurt are anything and can you tell me anything about these people?" I thought a little and remember the glowing eyes, the one guy name being Vincent and they were male and females pissed in with them.
"They were a group of males and females, they all had glowing eyes, the one guy, the one holding me called someone Vincent. I didn't stick around though. I just ran." I just looked at them. "The said something about a gifted human. Who are them people and why would they attack someone like me?"

"Vincent is why we are here on a job. Be careful who you let around you. His group is really dangerous, the will kill and hurt you. Just be careful who you go places with and that. Have a good day we have some job to do." The walked back to their car and left. I didn't know what to do so I went out to a place to eat.

As I was sitting in the fast food place, I was watching everyone around me, but there was no one just looking at me like at the bar, I wonder what them girls were up to. I was sitting there for a while because someone came and sat down with me. She was really nice looking and I didn't know why she would just come and sit with me, when there were other seats in the place.
"Hello, I just seen you sitting here alone and thought that you could use someone to sit with you." She smiled brightly and I couldn't help but smile back. "I'm Juliet..." She hold out her hand and I shook it, though I notice her hands were freezing.

"I'm Andy, it's nice to meet you and I don't mind you sitting here. I just had a hard week. Need a break for now." I laughed a bit and she smiled more.

"You look like you need a place to stay and not to be mean as shower too." She smirked and I just laughed.

"At least you have the balls to say I smell like ass." I just smirked as she laughed and couldn't stop laughing. "So is that a invite to whereever you live?" She looked at me and nodds.

"I live right down the road from here, a few blocks if you do want to come over." She smiles and we finish our food before going to my car. I didn't want to leave it here so I drover to here house which was nice and walked into the house. I did get my shower that I needed though. I heard someone open the door, but didn't come in when I was in the shower. "I'm sorry but I took your clothes out and going to wash them for you, so I'm going to leave a robe here if it's okay, because all of your clothes will be in the washer." I heard Juliet called, she was really nice, not many girls would have did that for me.

"Thank you and I'll be fine." I finish the shower before putting on the black robe that she left for me. I make sure to pull it tight since I was naked and didn't have anything to hide myself. I notice she took my boxers too. Fuck, so here I am, in a girls house naked with only a fucking robe on while all my clothes are in the fucking washer.

I walked around and just looking at things, this was a nice place and I couldn't wait to be big with my band to get my own house. I walked to the sofa and sat down making sure the robe didn't come open and just pulled out my phone looking to see if their was any new members, there is a lot of people that tried out and my drummer was messaging me wondering why my care wasn't out back of the building like always. I told her what happen last night and that I'm at some girls house. She laughed at me and told me not to go sleeping with her on the first day. I just told her to shut up.

It's been months since I decided to take with Juliet, it's was one thing after another thing, a home to stay, making sure I can be able to shower when meeting people to get my band up and running. having clean clothes. We started dating a month ago after I been here for 6 month. So it made it 8 months I been living with her in total. She is the best girl ever, but I didn't know who she really was. We were always working on music together, went out to eat and so much more. She was younger then me, I was really happy, I didn't have to live on the streets and was kinda afraid to after that night I had the run in with that group.

One night though, I woke up to find that Juliet wasn't in bed next to me. I looked around and wonder if she was in the bathroom but the light wasn't on. I slowly got out of bed and walked around the house looking for her. I made sure to get pants and a shirt on before doing so. Hearing sound from the kitchen, like people talking. I worked over to the side and peek around. I seen Juliet standing there with three men. People I never see before.

"So the gifted human trusts you? Like how much does he trust you?" The biggest guy out of the three said.

"Enough to want to marry me in just a few months. I been so nice to him and gave him everything he needed. Vincent, maybe it's just best to let him be, he's just a normal guy, there really isn't anything different about him and with the hunters being around. It would be wrong to turn him." Vincent, that was the name the guy who slam me into the wall.

"You know what your job is." The other guy said, it was the same voice from the night before.
"Nelson, I know you have to agree with your brothers, but I told you all three before. I will fucking handle it. You, Vincent and Scott need to fuck off. I will get to that then, you guys scared the shit out of him, he's always on edge, so it's going to take me a while to get his trust. So fuck off for now. I will do it." She was annoyed and I don't know what they were talking about.

"You have until the weekend, Saturday. That's 2 days. Don't fucking quit on us..." With that all three of them left and I was really freak out now. I walked back to the room and acted to be asleep when she came into the room. I felt her lay down on the bed and just sighs before falling asleep. I wanted to make sure she was out before I got up and moved to start packing things and get out of the house. I was in the living room when I got my cars and turn around to see Juliet standing there. I smiled at her but she didn't smile back, she looked pissed.

"Where are you going?" She just stay there watching me, like she was trying to read all my movements.

"I got a call from my friend that they think they found me a member to get my band going so I'm going to go meet them, taking some clothes with me in case." I smiled but the look in her eyes was of a monster.

"Andy, I don't like being lie to. You seen my friends over tonight, you had to. Got back to bed and I promise that I will protect you like I always told you I would." She walked over to me and went to kiss me but I turned away from her and pulled back.

"If you were going to keep your promise to protect me, you wouldn't have let them into the house or say you needed me to trust you more. We are done...I can't trust you, you're working for people that nearly killed me." I go to pulled away but before I could, she gets really mad and pushes me so hard that I fall on the glass coffee table and it breaks leaving me bloody with pain and cuts all over me. I couldn't move it fucking hurt too bad. Though she reached down and pulled me up before throwing me into the wall, I heard a really bad creaking sound and pain justhit my whole body.

"Okay, so maybe I never did love you, maybe my friends told me to get you so that we can have you on our side. But you don't get it, you're really gifted Andy, you're be a nice new member of our group." She walked over and ran her hand through my hair, there was blood on her fingers and she brought them to her mouth and licked off the blood. I was freaking out this wasn't the girl I knew, and if my body didn't feel like it was run over by a truck I would have run.
"What the fuck are you?" I just glared at her and she laughed.

"A vampire, my whole group is a vampire and we want you to come join us. But since you don't, I'm going to have to use force." She picked me up and my body just shot pain through it. It was so painful I wanted to cry because I never felt anything like this before. "You'll be fine, the change will heal you." That fast she sink her fangs into my neck and the pain was even worse. But the time that she was done, she dropped me to the floor and I felt something drop into my mouth but I couldn't tell where I was right there or what was happening to me. "You will be okay love, when you wake up" I was out cold after that with my whole body just burning.

When I did wake up, I found myself in a dark room but I was able to see still and I could tell that I was chain to a wall. Both my hands above my head and I trying to see where I was. I couldn't hear anything or smell anything. I frown a bit wondering where I was. Soon a door open and I was in a basement somewhere. What the fuck is going on? Juliet walked down to me and smiles and kissed me like she always did but I didn't do anything back, she fucking betrayed me.

"So I'm guessing you want to know where you are and that? Well you're in the groups hide out. You're locked in the basement until we can trust you will stay. Though as your creator, you have not chioce because I'm not letting you free. So you have two things to pick from right now. Be with us or I'll leave you down here and not feeding you until you do." She smirked. I was really hungry.

"Fine I'll join you." I looked away and she just pulled my face to look at her and kisses me again.

"That's a good boy, now we shoul get you some food." She let me go and walked with me up to the others. I didn't know what to do, they were all vampires and here I was a new one. She walked me into the one room and there were people there letting the vampires feed. I was force to feed from this one person thatl ooked like she could die at any day. "Not that you are a vampire, I can protect you so much more now. As your creator, I can show you things you never knew before." She kissed my cheek and we went back to doing other things.

She teach me for weeks the way of a vampire, I caught on fast though I didn't like anything that was to go with this new life. We fucked with hunters, killed them if we had a chance to. when Vincent and them couldn't figure out my gift, the would sink their teeth into my wrist and next to find out what it was. They never did.

One night, Juliet and I was at home in our house when Vincent came walking into the room. "We need to go Juliet. Bring him or leave him dead. We need to move fast and a new born vamp can't. So it's up to you, bring him or leave him just remember it's on your hands what happens to the group." With that he was gone and I looked at her.

"Don't worry, I'm not going to do anything to you. I betrayed you once and been using you all this time. But I won't kill you, unless I have to." She looked at me.

"There are hunters following them, they know someone's here." I had a sense that told me something was about to happen.

"Your powers are beautiful love, but in the wrong hangs it would be the end of us all." She walked over and sink her teeth into my next. I screamed in pain because it fucking hurt from people drinking for me.

"Stop, what are you doing?" I closed my eyes, this is the fucking 2nd time the bitch betrayed me. She pulled away and kissed me before looking around.

"You'll be okay." She slammed me inot the walk and pulled out a few stakes, she slam one into each of my wrists and I scared in pain but couldn't move with my wrists now nailed into the wall. She turned around and I seen that it was Julia and Lydia, the girls I met that night after I ran.

"Well at least we will get one of your group members now, to bad it isn't one of the brothers." I watched as they fight and with in an hour, Juliet was letting on the ground died. They walked over to me and carefully pulled the stakes out. I just fell to the ground and waited for them to kill me as they did her. I just looked to the ground. "We aren't going to hurt you Andy, you didn't want this, she tured you." The reach down and pulled me up. "We have to get you out of here. I know the best place to hide you. We will watch over you. I promise. We won't break that." They pulled me out of the house and put me into a car. That fast they were out of there as others show up. We ended up going out to the sign where there was a house in the middle of the woods.

"We need you to stay her. Julia and I need to make sure that no one knows about you because we don't want to kill you and there is others that might be able to be save. I need you to get to them. I know you're a fighter and hate what you do. There is animals up in these woods, you're be fine." Lydia and Julia both hugged me and left. I looked around, decided to do some hunting and then came back to go to bed. I would never trust just anyone again. Juliet has fucked that up for me. There was so much she did to me that scarred me for life.

I lived there alone for weeks until one day Julia came to me. I was sitting in the room working on new songs when there was a knock. I figured out how to live as a different vampires then the ones that turned me. No one knew I was there and listen to my warning signs. But when it was a knock on the door it was always Julia or Lydia checking up on me. I walked down and open of the door before letthing them into the house. "It's nice to see you two again, thought what brings you here this late?" I just looked at them.

"We need your help. That group hit again, the one brother, Nelson took two people and turned them against their will. We need you to get them two people out of there. They will help with your band too." She smiles a bit. "But we need you to come with us."

I nodded and followed them to the house. That is where I seen the two that wanted me to safe. I loved as fast as I did after they took care of the brother and I just took them with me back to my house. It was hard but soon, I seen why they were picked. They wer good with their gifts but I know I would be able to help them and I did just that. I found out their names were Jake and Jinxx and were really good people. I took them in my group and we were able to get a band going just needed to more people. We all talk about who turn us and it's not fun. We were force not willing and we didn't want to do that to people, hell we didn't even want to kill people like we had to with the group.

Soon, Julia came with me about Ashley, like the other two and me, he would have been killed if we didn't stand in. I found out he was a bass player and someone I was going to meet that day he was taking. After saving him, we all just walked on music together.

One day, we were all out walking around, doing late night shopping until we heard a scream. I ran to the sound and seen some guy pushed up against his car before that vampire pulled him away and l slowly late him on the group. Julia was there and she nodded at me and I stopped the vampire from killing. she wasn't happy with me and got up but Julia killed her. I could tell that Chris was out of it. HE was almost done for and Julia looked at me, telling me that I needed to turn him. So that's what I did. After few weeks he tried to go back to his girlfriend and Jinxx told me that she was going to get Chris's parents to locked him up and maybe just something to get his mind right. I couldn't let her do that and Chris needed to know that lesson what I say goes. He wasn't happy about it but soon after we moved to this town.

*end of flash*

"What really bugs me the most is I don't know if she really loved me or not and just did it to get me for Vincent." I sighed and rolled over.

"That's not right, she's in the wrong. What a rude person she is." She sighed a bit and just loved over to me and looked me in the eyes. "You can't let that get to you, what happen with Chris you did it to save him, what happen with Juliet is just fucking stupid. You can't let the past get to you. Don't." She just hugged me and I could tell that she was going to stay with me all night. I heard everyone going to sleep now and smiled that I was here alone with Cambria, I too went asleep and only hope that Ashley and Chloe could keep Chris calm. Couldn't wait to see what tomorrow holds once I got back to the house.

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A/N: Sorry it's been so long, it's just been really busy and trying to keep my mind off of things after losing some cousin three weeks ago. So I finally got into writing this chapter.

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