From Within Secrets

*Roku's POV*

When everyone else left the camp area to go home, Cambria and I followed Andy back to the house. We didn't know why he was acting so weird and I looked at Cambria to talk to him.
"Andy? What is your issue today? You're acting as if you're going to get your ass kicked if we don't get back soon." Cambria was right next to him and he didn't even look at her, it took him a bit to answer her.

"If the house is as bad as I think it will be. We are all fucked, Jinxx and Jake went back before us this morning around 4 am. If it really turns out being what I think it is. There is a chance you won't see us for about a month. Jamie and Nikki are really picky about the house we are in and sending Chris home in the anger he was in was really bad. So just hope that Ashley got him into this room before the house was messed up." He walked to the house and we tried to keep up with him but fucking vampires could move.

When we got to the house, Andy was already inside and we seen Chloe standing outside and looking at us. I walked up and looked at the house and then at her. "What's going on? Don't tell me they are all in trouble because of Chris..."

"No, he just won't come out of his room, they all tried. So once Andy came back they send him up known that Chris has to do what he said." She smiled at me "Or you can try and talk him out then Andy don't have to use force." She smirked.

"I could but it was my father that set him off. My dad likes to pick at things and it really annoyed me what he was doing to Chris. I wish he would understand that all vampires are not bad." I walked into the house and was heading for the stairs.

"Where you going?" I looked back to see Chloe and Cambria following me.

"I'm just going to check on him, maybe it will be better to let me go talk to him. Like I told you, it was my dad that upset him." I walked up to the room and past the other guys. I seen Andy trying to get into the room, I walked over to him and put my hand on his shoulder. "Let me handle this, remember it was my dad's fault." I smiled at him, he walked away from the door after I knew they were all gone. I sighed and knocked likely. "Chris...."

"I don't think it will be good for me to come out right now. I think you should just all give me a day to relax or even to next weekend. I mean it, I'm sorry I acted like that. It's just your father is a fucking dick head." I could tell he was against the door on the other side. I could tell he was there. He notice it was me and moved there. "I don't know why, but I get so mad when people tell me I can't do this or can't do that. That this isn't allow....so on." He seem sad.

"You can't help that Chris, you can't just keep yourself locked in the room. Come on, you need to come and hang out with the others or at lease let me in there with you. I know Andy and the others are against it at this time but I really need to be there for you and now. So let me in." I waited before I heard the lock open and I walked into the room letting the door open, Though closed enough that if someone walked by, they couldn't see into the room but could hear. I seen him sitting on his bed now and walked over, sitting next to him. "Listen, about my father."

"No, I should really start having better control of myself. Andy's been sticking up for me, standing in my way to stop me from stepping over the line. I should be able to do that on my own and I can't. I tried, I really fucking try but I want to hurt people that try and take things away from me, try to control me other then Andy." He looked at me after a long while. "I just don't know what to do anymore. Something tells me that if I don't find control soon. Who knows what's going to happen to me." He looked away again and at the floor.

"You're doing fine, you could have attacked my father, hell maybe even killed him. My dad didn't have his gun loaded, it was more of scaring the hell out of the others. He knows you and the guys wouldn't be afraid. Though he went after Andy, something you all don't like." That got him to look at me again.

"You want to know why we don't like people fighting him? It's becuase without Andy, we won't fucking be here. We would be dead with a fucking stake in our hearts and burn." He was getting a little worked up and I went to move away from him only to have him push me on the bed and lean over me and held me down. "Don't try and think you know everything about us. We might have a connection, but I'm not afraid to try and take your life." He was just looking at me and I could see his fangs. His anger was still there.

"You won't hurt me. I know you wouldn't. It would kill you if I died or even hurt. That's how that connection works." I didn't take my eyes off him. I could see his fangs and I know he would move if I made the wrong move. I looked over at the door at the side of my eyes, still looking at Chris too. I seen Andy ready to move, the other guys behind him. But I just hold up a finger letting them know that I was okay. "Listen, no one is trying to control you. We just want to make sure that you're good. Please you have to understand that people are always going to do something any of you won't like. Just have to control yourselves around them people." I lean up and kissed him. I know it would shock everyone.

I just watched him for a bit, I could tell the others were watching us. When I pulled away from the kiss, he was just looking at me. I don't now what was going on in his mind. I couldn't read him like I could most people. He just stared at me, I think in shock too. "I can't promise you anything. I want to hurt people, just can't because Andy would kick my ass or stop me. Like right now I could easily rip into your neck, to kill you right now. But I know that Andy will be watching, or waiting to hear that he needs to come up and check on me."

"Christian...." He moved away from me fast and help me up before turning to Andy. He couldn't look at him and was just looking down. "You can't be doing this." He wasn't being mean but looking at him.

"I know, I'm sorry. I didn't mean anything by this. Just messing around." We all knew that wasn't true.

"Roku, it might be best if you stay in the room with the other girls. Chris, you stay in this room, don't come out." He goes to walk away with the other 3 but stopped when I grabbed his arm.
"Let me stay with him. Trust me, I know what I'm doing and you can tell he isn't himself right now." Andy just looked me in the eyes, they were cold and annoyed.

"I know he's not himself, that's why it's better if you don't stay close to him." He was looking into my eyes and he seen what I was going at. "No...." He looked up at the others. "You guys go on without me, I need to talk to Roku alone." He grabbed my arm and pulled me out of the room. Chris was very alarmed by this but the look Andy gave him, caused him to freeze in place. I was pulled into Andy's study. "You can't, testing something like that will get all of us killed."

"He needs to be able to control himself, the best thing to test him with is me. You need to realize, giving him 'no' is going to make him go off on his own. He'll get tired of listening to you and then you have a vampire running free in something my grandmother made for both hunters and vamps to live in peace, yes my family might get mad, hell the worse that could happen if him bites me. But I want to stay with him tonight. I'll do it with or without your okay." I just narrowed my eyes at him.

"You're messing with something worse then a closed in animal. He has no control and the only thing to stop him is what I been doing calling his name to snap it out of him. Just please try to rethink this, it's not good for you." I know it was going to be okay, because of the connection. Chris was afraid that something bad would happen to me. I know what I was getting into. I could get killed, I could get bit, I could get turned. Anything could happen, but I needed to be with him, I needed to help him somehow and to do that, I didn't need Andy hawking over us.

"I'm going to stay with him for tonight if you like it or not. I want to help too. He don't listen to you much anyways, you always seem to have trouble with him. Let someone else try, if we are really connection, and yes I will try that out anyway I can. I could help keep him in line. 50 years is a long time to still have a hard time controlling him. He acts as a vampire that's been around for a year." I could see that I was getting to Andy and he just sighed.

"Fine, but if you run into trouble, call me..." He walked out of the study and off to talk to his friends. I headed back to Chris's room and just walked in and shut the door. He looked up at me in shock that I was even allow to come in here after having a talk with Andy.

"He actually letting you here with me?" He was in shock that Andy would even let that happen. "How, he would never let you close the door even if he allowed you to be in here. What did you two talk about???"

"Oh we had a talk, nothing to worry about, come on let get some sleep because I'm tired." I smiled and walked over to him and just lay down next to him. He seem to move away for a bit but then relax known that I was falling asleep. Yes this might have been stupid move, sleeping next to someone that is a lose canon but it was a test, I wanted to see how much this connection had and just hope that I woke up in the morning. Before falling asleep, I felt him put his arm around me and pull me closer to him, that my back was against his chest. I fell asleep after that.

The next morning I was woke up by the sun. I could tell that the sun was out even though the room was dark. I feel that he had his arms around me but his mouth was close to my neck. I didn't move, I didn't want him to get alarm that I was going to run, I wouldn't because I felt right where I belong with him. "Chris?" I whispered, I didn't know if he was awake or not but I didn't want to alarm anyone else in the house either. I know that Andy couldn't hear us if we whispered and if I kept Chris calm too.

"I'm awake..." He was keeping his voice down too. "I'm sorry if I woke you." I could feel his breath on the back of my neck and shivered a bit. "Though, I really want to know what your blood taste like." Fuck, maybe I shouldn't have stay near him too long.

"Did you sleep at all?" I tried to move away but his arm he was holding me with pulled me tighter against him and he just kissed my neck until I felt the tip of his fangs. "Chris, you know that is going to be bad, don't do anything you know you'll regret...."

"I know, but it's like your blood is calling to me. You know we are connected, that we are to be together, meant to be together. I'm fighting, I really am, I didn't want to do anything unless getting your okay....but please..." He sounded so weak. "It's been tempting me all night, I tried to sleep but it's still calling out to me. It's like it wants to make the connection stronger. The others aren't awake yet and as long as they don't hear us or feel one of us freaking out. It will be okay. Just please...." That same connection he was talking about I could feel it too, it wanted me to give into him. I closed my eyes and sighed a bit. He knew what I meant by it and dig his fangs deep within my neck, getting the taste of the blood that ran through my viens.

"Just be strong Chris.....don't take too much and stop when I tell you to." Though I could tell he wasn't listening. "I mean it, stop....please, you're going to alarm Andy." When he didn't stop I tried to get out of his arms but he pulled me closer. I was trying to get out of his arm, I reach behind me and grabbed his hair, pulling on it a bit. "Stop, it's too much...." When that didn't work I grabbed his hand and bit down on his arm. He stopped and pulled away looking at me. His eyes were mad at frist but then they soften and he looked away.

"I'm sorry...." He got off the bed and walked to the other side of the room. When he did this, a pain in my heart of him moving away hurt. I'm guessing from letting him do that the connection was stronger. "I'm so sorry, I couldn't stop...." He looked away from me.

"It's fine, we need to go talk to Nikki or Jamie. They know my grandmother...." I got up and put my hair over the bit mark. I could feel it bleeding still.

"Hold on...." He ran to the bathroom and came back with some bandages, he moved my hair back and frown seeing the fang marks, he touch them lightly and when I whimper he pulled his hand away. "Their really deep, it's going to leave a mark that everyone will see if you didn't have long hair." He went to clean it though I seen his eyes flash that he wanted more.
"It's better to go to Jamie. I don't want to face Andy right now, he's going to be the one you have to watch out for." I stopped him and he sighed and nodded but wouldn't let me get up, I didn't want to anyways because I feel tired.

"I'll go get her, stay here, they would smell the blood and then we will have Andy and all of them in here. I'll go get Jamie, she will understand more." He ran out of the room and was gone for a few minutes, when he did come back, Jamie was behind him and rushed over to me. She looked at my neck and sighed and I seen her look at Chris. He frown and looked away. "I didn't do it by force.....I promise I didn't....."

"He is right Jamie, he would have but I didn't want him to get in trouble." I looked at her and smiled and she just clean and bandage the wound with small ones before moving my hair back. "I'm sorry too....it wasn't all him."
"You are right, even now his eyes are locked on you." She just laughed a bit. "You really do take after your grandmother, she might have made this town but she played with vamps too. The marks are deep and will be there forever, so if I was you start looking into cover up. That is going to get Chris in a lot of trouble, more then just Andy too. Your parents see this, it's a good guess that Chris won't be walking around free, though you're the only one that would be able to keep him alive. I know what your parents do." She put everything away before looking at Chris, as soon as she did, he looked away. "Maybe it is time, Andy will be mad but he can't control Chris forever, he might be his creator, but I think it's time to show you both something. Follow me." Chris and I looked at each other, we didn't know where we were going but we followed her out of the house.

"Jamie?" Andy was in the kitchen when we were going out the back. He looked at me before Chris and went to get up.

"If you come with Andy, you stay out of what I have plan, better yet maybe you should come with, you are the one that saved him and created him. I might need your help." Jamie just kept walking and we all followed her now. I didn't know that Andy was behind me and from the wind, it was blowing my hair.

"Christian...." it was soft but it still scared the shit out of him with his name being called. He looked to the ground but before he could say anything, Jamie stopped him.

"Don't worry about it, Roku's a smart girl and she will be okay, it wasn't force either. Though it's time to do something about it. Roku can help you control him. Something we really need if that bad group of vamps find out about it. Roku is the key to this village, her grandmothers blood runs through her." We walked into this old building and she stopped Andy telling him to stay outside before allowing me and Chris to come in. She pulled out some old books and other things. "Your grandmother was not lucky, you know she was killed, that the vampire later killed himself because he regret doing what he did." We both nodded because I told them all the story about my grandmother. "Though you didn't know that she came to my great grandmother for help. She knew that she was connection to the vampire, she knew that they were meant to be, I know why you left him do that, you two wanted to test the connection but now, others will know that you two are connected." She pulled out a knife and light a fire and put the blade in the fire. I seen her turn to something in a book. It was a sign and then I knew what she was up to.

"My grandmother found a way to bound them both, that if she was really killed, he wouldn't last long without her, killing himself to be with her." Chris looked at me in shock then back at Jamie.
"Your parents will kill him, I love these boys as my sons. My daughter was taking but I have these five. If they find out that he did bite you, I need to make sure you both will be safe, now both of you lay your hands out." She took the blade and cutting a mark into the top of my hand, it hurt like hell but I could see Chris watching her. As she was done my blood from the cuts were still on the blade and she put the same mark on Chris's hand. We just looked at each other as she wrapped a bandage around our cut hand and while she did this talking in something that sounded like witch craft stuff.

"So what now then?" I looked at my hand, it still hurt but we were use to pain, my parents made sure of it.

"That mark will save you both from other hunters and your family. They will find out and it will be the only way to make sure your parents don't burn him alive. Now that the mark is on both of you. I'm sure you can feel the connection is seal. So will everyone else." Jamie walked to the door and open it to let Andy come inside, though he stopped and froze in place and looked at Jamie really annoyed.

"Why? You know it's going to get worse now, with her parents and the bad ones...." Andy just growled a bit and I feel Chris hold me hand tightly, he was scared. "I thought you said that was never to happen with them? You told me to keep them away from each other because you knew that it would cause so much trouble."

"He bit her, that alone made it stronger, you can't tell but he did drink a good amount. I know what I said but Roku is just like her grandmother, she knows the role she plays and she allowed him to do it. It's like you allowing Chris to go kill people all he wants. The connection is too strong and maybe it will be good with them. Now, you all better get to school." She walked out of the building leaving the three of us alone.

"She is right Andy, if it wasn't for me allowing him to do it, he would have did it by force. That would have been a bigger issue, but I allow this." I take Chris's hand and walks out of the house. Andy was following behind us and I couldn't help but wonder what's going on. "Andy?"
"Don't worry about him, he's trying to think of something, he knows everything is going to be harder now. He knows that vampires, halflings and hunters will know about our connection that it will get back to your siblings and parents. It will get around and everyone will know. That means there is going to be a lot of...." He was close off by Andy.

"Christian...." Chris stopped and looked at him. I did too. "Fine, but he is right, everyone will find out and there will be a lot of fights now. They came to stop the connection and take the town, now that you two are connected, they will start trying to take us out more and more. Don't leave each others side....do I make myself clear Christian. Protect her with everything you got, even kill if you have to and it's the only way."

"Yes, I'll promise...." We all went to school that day, but still I couldn't stop thinking of all the bad that could be coming around now that it was true. Everyone knew we had something going on. Now it was offical, I was his and he was mine. When we got to school with the others, everyone could sense it, and by the time lunch hit, everyone knew. My siblings and parents did too.

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A/N: YAY! Sorry for the long wait just been really busy, I am planning on making a new bvb story, just don't know when that will be, Anyways, going to update this one and then going to update my bvb zombie story too. :) I'm back!!!

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