You Find Your Hell Is Home

*Jinxx's POV*

I was looking at the 13 diarys in front of me. The building started to shake again but I knew he couldn't get into this room. I was reading all of Jackie's things. She said that this was the only place that she and any other Medium and their friends would be safe in. I looked at the boys, Andy and CC called the sofas in the office, Jake has his air bed and Ashley was still out cold. We had to keep the ice pack on his eyes. They hurt him too much but he was okay. Now for the key, I really didn't want to cut my friend open just to see what was hidden in this file. I looked over at it, it was in a metal box, with a lock on it.

"What are you going to do?" 203 was walking around the room, watching over the guys and then looking over at me. "You do know you have to get that out of him..."

"203, please, not right now...you don't understand, he did this to get me to come to the old part of the asylum, the one he has full control over. It's why he can get away with this stuff. He did that because he will have me where he wants me. I need to find out when he's not around so that I can go and get the drugs and tools I need. Even then, cutting open one of my friends? How the fuck am I to do that? I'm not a doctor..." I picked up the one book. It was 300's diary. I started looking through it, trying to find out all the important things before looking up the file and freeing her. If I could weaken Logan, I can get the things I need to help Ashley or give him what he wants most.

"Don't you think like that! You know what he will do to you!" I looked up at her, she had a way into getting into my mind. She could hear me think of things and it bugged me a bit but not much. She was always looking out for me. "You know what he will do to you, they will lost you, I will lose you and your friends won't be far behind you. You think giving yourself up would make it better. He would take your soul, take over you body and torture your friends using you. They wouldn't even be safe in this room..." I never thought of that and I looked down and sighed.

"Then what do I do? That key is old, it's going to cause a really bad infection if it's not taking care of. There has to be a way to get him to give me the stuff I need to help Ashely or find someone to do it for me...." We were making sure too keep our voices down. I didn't know when Ashley would wake up with his eyes cover and I didn't want to wake up the others because Logan was throwing a fit outside the room around us. We had the window open, cracked, It was night to see the stars out, it must have been 1 am right now. I couldn't sleep.
"You need to get some rest...." 203 looked at me and I could see the other kids outside on the playground, that where they hid when they didn't want to deal with Logan, like I said, not only was the office protected but the playground was too.

"Maybe you're right....but I'm just not tired. Is there anything that we can use in here? I know we won't have the drugs, I'll just have to have the others hold him down while I try and get the key out. From what Andy said it's right under the cut. It's just cutting the strings off and opening the wound back up is going to be hard with no pain killers." I looked at Ashley. "He could have fucked him up really good, I know what he was going to do. If he would have pushed them picks in any farther, it would have damage his brain to three different things, making him bed ridden forever, turn his mind back into a child or made it that he would have to relearn everything. It could have really fucked him up...." I got up and put the file down of 300 and just go and lay on my air bed. I was really tired.

"Sleep, I will watch over you." 203 just stayed in the room, watching over us and the kids. I fell asleep fast.

I was in this place, it was like a wooded area but there was light all around me. It wasn't dark like most dream, something felt really calm and then I remember this dream, it was ones I use to have when we moved out of the house that was haunted, this woman always help me and I felt save with her. This is the first time since I was 14 since I dreamed of her. She was walking toward be, what's really weird she looked like Dr. Jackie.

"It's nice to meet you again after all these years. You're mind must be really worry for you to be in this dream again. What can I help you with now?" I just walked over to her and I sit down in the feild as she did the same.

"Who are you first of all? You look like Jackie, the one from Saint Helens Asylum." I looked at her and she frown deeply and looked away from me.

"So, you did end up there then? Where are you in that place? The fact that you know my name is Jackie, means you're in my office. So tell me, how are the children? Is Logan still torturing people?" I sighed and she looked at me.

"You have no idea, he torture two of my friends. One has schizophrenia, the other was just took, he almost messed him up good with the picks and now we found out that to open the box that 203 gave me, the key is in my friend's stomach. So it's either go to Logan, risk myself to get the drugs and bandages and all that I need to get the key. Or hope that something is in the office to get it out and sew it close again and bandage it right. It's getting infected, it's been like that for three days now. We are all afraid to do anything, we don't want to hurt our friend. We don't even want to leave the room right now. I don't know what to do, other then give myself up, for him..." I looked down.

"There is a hidden key in the one book on my desk, it's call 'The Ways Of Life'. Then behind the picture of the lighthouse in my office, there is a safe that I hid so that Logan could never find it. The key will open that. After you open it, there is a file. It's 203, but don't let her know it's there. You have to watch out for her Jinxx. She's a good girl, but she's called 203 for a reason. She was a girl I helped out in 1988, she was treated for depression, really bad case. I helped her, and she left in 1995. Logan came and was going through my files of all the kids. I locked that file up and put a charm on it that only another medium could open it. Whatever you do, before you open that box, make sure you free all the kids and 203. They will take that file and burn it. You need to read it, you have to. It's why she gave it to you. I want you to see it. But he found her file and I took it away from him, I just didn't know that he read the damn thing. He had her kidnap, was going to kill her like he did Keegan, but I called the cops..." She sighs.

"I had a feeling you were the one...so I'm taking it, the box is 202's file, you know he got 203 back and you didn't want him to do the same to 202. Tell me, can I at lease know if it was a he or she? I'm tired of using they or it or anything other then what the person was." I lay back.

"It's a boy, 202 was a boy, he was 13 when he left and when I found out that Logan wanted him, I locked the file up. He has the key but can't open it with my charms. You need to free the rest of the kids. But first get that key out of your friend. Because not only is 203's files in there. I have a doctor kit too. You can cut open the wound, get the key out, clean the wound really good, make sure you use all of the cleaner, just to make sure that it don't stay infected, then sew the cut back up, make sure to use Xs to sew it up, then put the cream on that will help it heal and bandage up the wound. He will be fine then....but 202's file is to be last to open. Clean and keep the key with you. It's good you have three others with you, they can hold him down, though he can't see right now if I'm right." She just smiled. "Don't worry, he's not going to be blind or anything, Logan hit the area just outside of the brain, anymore closer and your friend would have been gone."

"So you're watching over us in that room? If he took your soul then how?" I had to ask.

"He didn't take my soul, he took my gift to make himself strong, he took my body to fuse it into his. That's why he can hurt you all, he's a ghost but human too." She smiled. "Remember, wake up, help your friend first, then read the diarys and help the kids, then worry about 203 2nd last and 202 last. At the same time, keep away from Logan...." She disappeared and that mean I was waking up. When I did wake up, I seen the sun was up and the guys were all eating, CC was helping Ashley and I could tell they put another ice pack over his eyes.

"Hey guys." They all looked at me and I walked over to the book, the one Jackie told me to and got the key before going behind the picture and open the safe. I pulled out the doctor kit, but left 203's file in there for now remember Jackie's warning. "I need to ask you all a favor." I walked over to Ashley and moved him off of the air bed. He whimper and I lift up his shirt to see it was really bad. The infection was worse then I though. "I need you guys to hold him down."
"W-w-what are you doing Jinxx?" Ashley was scared, I mean I would be took if I just heard a friend tell the others to hold me down and he's looking at the wound on my stomach.

"I talked to Jackie, I found out she had a doctor kit here, but there is no drugs and it's going to hurt like hell. I need the others to hold you down so I don't injury you...." I pulled out the things and looked at them others. "Guys, I mean it!" They moved fast, Jake held his legs down, CC and Andy got his arms and shoulders. "This is going to really hurt Ashley, but I have to before it gets even more infected and you have issues with it when we get out of here." I took out the knife and I could see all the guys looking away and closing their eyes. Great, I would only be the one to suffer seeing this. I looked up at 203.

"Here, bite down on this Ashley...he's not lying it's really going to hurt...." She gave him one of them wooden things to bite down on so he wouldn't bite his tongue or anything like that.

I took the knife and cut open the strings that were there before cutting the wound open again. He whimper and tried to fight against the guys but they held him still and tried to talk to him to keep his mind off what I was doing. I felt sick to my stomach doing this to him. You should never have to cut open one of your friends. I open the cut and right there was the key there, it was really old and I see why it was giving him so much issue. There was a lot of blood too. This was just really making me sick.

"Andy, I need you to hold down Ashley's legs. I need to help Jinxx. CC, are you going to be okay with holding down his shoulders?" Jake was the one that notice me having a hard time with this.

"I'll be fine, just hurry, he's in a lot of pain and I really don't want to think this could have happening to me because I know I wouldn't be able to deal with it." I seen Andy move down to Ashley's legs, holding them down flat before Jake moved to my side. He fill a cup up to put the key in and put a hand on my shoulder.

"I know this is really hard for you, it's for all of us, but the faster we get this over with the faster we can forget." He grabbed the thing from me and got a hold of the key before putting it in to the cup of cleaner stuff. He then help me clean the wound before sewing it back up. Ashley was trying not to scream in pain or fight us but he was. It got to the point that Jake needed to go back to holding him down. I finish closing the wound and put the stuff over the wound like Jackie told me to do before I bandage it. We carefully moved him back to his air bed and just put a blanket over him. He was whimpering in pain and CC stayed with him, trying to calm him down. I went to clean up the mess, but Jake and Andy said they would take care of it. So I took the key and walked to the desk, but not before locking up the key in the safe.

"What's that file doing in there?" I looked at 203.

"I don't know, Jackie told me not to touch it. So I'm not." I closed it and put the picture back up.
"She seems that she don't want anyone getting into the box or that safe. She has charms up. You do know what it is don't you? Please tell me...." She looked at me all cute but I shake my head.

"I don't know what is in either of them. She told me how to help Ashley. So we didn't have to leave the room." I smiled at her but could tell she didn't believe me. She just went outside with the others. "So I been looking into 300 diary, it's really interesting."

"Okay, let hear it. We heard Keegan and Ayliana story let hear 300's. She looks like she wants to know." I looked over a smile at her.

"Don't worry, I'll read it out loud, Ashley can't see and CC isn't leaving his side. So it's good if I read them." I looked into the diary. "This takes place in 1986, she so far the older of everyone, but she died in 1999." I kept reading and I found out all the important stuff, things like I did on the other two.

"So, what is her about?" I look up at the others and smile. It was time to read again. Then the code would show on the back, which only I realize I could see and I could look up the file. Get her name and who she was.

"Okay, so in 1986, she was playing outside on her family farm, she had a little sister and they use to play in the barn. In the summer, her and her little sister were playing, her sister fall off the top of the barn and died. Her parents blame her because she was a medium. She seen things and her sister thought it was cool. Sadly because of this she ended up depressed and try to hang herself in the barn to be with her sister. She was put in here, because of self harm and trying to kill herself over 10 times. It said that her sister was the one to save her every time she tried. In 1990, she was in her room and she somehow found a piece of glass and was trying to cut her throat. Her doctor at the time was Dr. Micheal. He couldn't help her, so she was turn over to Jackie. By 1994, she was getting better, she really open up with Jackie. Jackie helped her find her spot and pass the fact that she didn't kill her sister, that things just happen. Jackie helped her control her medium power too. Giving her freedom." I looked at 300 and she was smiling.

"I see, so all these kids were either with Jackie to start with or turned over to Jackie and then Logan took them." CC just sighed. "This dude, it's like hearing the same questions being ask over and over again." He looked at Ashley, we think he was finally asleep but his breathing show he was in pain from having to be cut open like that.

"1995, she was walking the halls with 202, 18, 20, 15, 400 and 390. Kids that weren't target by Logan. They were her best friends and they would go out and hang in the playground. It wasn't until one night she was coming back. Logan stopped her and made her come with him. He ran normal tests on her. When he found out that she was a medium..." I just felt sick, "He, then let her go and told her that he would be coming in to see her that night. He ended up raping her....how a ghost can do that I don't know but yeah. 1998, she went to tell Jackie about it, that he was doing all this bad stuff to her. Sadly, 1999 she wrote that he was going to make her better, was going to fix her. It ends there." I looked at the number appeared and hurry to type it into the computer. "Let see..." Jake was the one the came over to me, and started reading it.

"Turns out that her name is Lydia LaMonte. She was 14 when she was killed which was after he did to whatever he almost did to Ashley. It disconnected her brain from her body that she became lifeless and bed ridden. Jackie tried to get her out of the asylum because she knew he wanted her for the medium thing, he wanted to take her over and control her to his sick ways. Before Lydia's parents could take her back to their farm. Logan came out to them and told them he could help their daughter. That Jackie was lying, they didn't believe him and they went to get the cops to remove her. Sadly Logan's followers killed them before they could." I just sighed. "I see, you're free Lydia, you need to go home to them. Clearly they risk their lives to get you out of there. They wouldn't take no for an answer, sadly long with them dying he took your life too so that no one else in your family could claim you."

"God, this dude is fucking sick...." I couldn't help but feel sick right now. We all watched as she broke free and wave before disappearing like the other two. Logan screamed and shaking the whole building. It didn't scare us at first but the last think I know before blacking out was what he said to me.

"I'M GOING TO FUCKING KILL YOU MEDIUM! FUCK YOUR FRIENDS, YOU'RE THE ONE THAT WILL NEVER MAKE IT OUT OF HERE!" It hit me with so much fear that I passed out. I know the others were calling my name but I couldn't answer them.

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A/N: So yeah, Logan is losing slowly but surely but he won't stop going around people. And they have to leave the room at some time....we all know that. lol

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