You Find Your Hell Is Home

*CC's POV*

It's been a month since we been locked in this fucking place. Still didn't get through all the names and now Jinxx was really sick. I'm guessing you want to know what really happen over this past month. Well let start with all the kids that are free now, out of Logan's connection and reach thanks to Jinxx that is.

There was Vasilisa James, known as 12, she came from London and because of someone bulling her in 1990. She was really mad at this person and pushed them down stairs, Vasilisa didn't mean it. She had really bad anxiety and freak out and pushed the girl to get her away from her. It just happen to be by a stairs and the girl lost her bounce. The parents told her to get her help or they would sue the family for everything that had. Vasilisa's parents didn't have no choice and send her here. Her first doctor was Shellie, but when Dr. Shellie couldn't do anything for her, couldn't get her past the nightmares of that girl dying. Jackie took on her case. With Jackie being a medium, she was able to connect the girl and the girl's spirit told Jackie to tell her that she was the one that was sorry, she deserved what she got. Logan then found her, wanted her because she was a strong well person, a soul that he could make himself stronger. She was killed in 1997 one of the first victims to die in Logan's hands. Seth Bowen was the 3rd one to die by his hands in 1998, but I will get to him a little while.

After her we found out about Avia McKaya, also known as 200. She came into the asylum in 1988, it was because she had schizophrenia really bad and attacked her family one night because she would see things that wasn't there. They tried everything for her, medicine, seeing different doctors and so on. But nothing worked for the girl. They found out about this place and send her here after talking to Jackie, finding out that she worked with the total of 200 other kids with schizophrenia before and after rebuilding the asylum to make it her. Even the 7 kids she help that Logan took a liking to them because of it. It's why he likes Andy so much. Schizophrenia people were his favorite and he loved when he torture them so much they beg for death or took their own life. Avia wasn't going to give up. Jackie was helping her, found just the right medicine for her and was going to send her home. Though got a call one night her parents and family were all dead. Soon, Jackie was looking for other members of her family, but before she could find one to take the girl in. Logan took her and in 1999, she killed herself when she decided to just breath in the water after Logan dropped the chair into the freezing water. She's free now too.

We soon moved on to another kid with schizophrenia, the next few I list will be ones with this issue but Karina Grace, also known as 75 had insomnia and depression too. It got to the point that she was put in the hospital because her body was failing on her. Karina was a honor kid, she always got good grades, always was well liked and never bully. It wasn't until the death of her older brother killing himself that she started to lose all that. It was the summer of 1988 that he killed himself and it was because his parents always was happy about her but pushed him to his breaking point at all times. He was the black sheep of the family and because of it, took his life at age 16. She was still young at the time and she seen him shoot himself in the head. It caused her schizophrenia to act up. That she would see him every where she goes. People think she was crazy and she lost all them friends and good grades. The parents hated themselves for not seeing their son was about to kill himself and when she stopped sleeping and was depressed and seeing him everywhere. They send her here in 1988. When she was about to go home a month after Logan came. She was taken from her room and she was the first soul to ever lose her life. She was killed in 1996, a month after Logan was a doctor, a year before Avia. The parents sue the asylum but never made it to court. Karina is free now and this is went Jinxx started to get sick. Logan really didn't like that we were freeing the Schizophrenia souls. So we knew what his powers were mostly made of, Mediums, and schizophrenia kids, victims....

Then there was Vincent Scott, known as 250. He was racing with his friends after school one night and he seen this woman jump off the cliff. He stopped and ran to see no one there. After a while he turn around and the woman was standing right behind him. He freak and almost fell if it wasn't for his friends getting to him in time. He tried to tell them about the woman and what she looked like. His best friend freak out and told him, demanded him to tell him how he knew about his mom. It turned out the woman he seen jump was a ghost. His best friend's mom killed herself after realizing she was pregnant with another mans baby. She couldn't face her husband or son. Vincent tried to calm his friend down but he stormed off. Leaving him there, he was medium and a schizophrenia. Soon his friend's father called his family telling them that they needed to help him. His family knew he was gifted with good and bad things. They send him to Jackie and she help him. He was ready to go home like so many others and Logan wouldn't allow it. He was torture up to 2002 when the asylum closed before Logan killed him and month before he kidnapped 203. He's now free too.

"CC?" I looked over when I heard Ashley call to me, he was doing better and could see again.
"What's going on?" He pointed to Jinxx and I could tell he was paler then normal. See we found something out, and we just don't know how to handle it just yet. Jinxx told us about how we needed to watch out for 203. Something about that she not all she seems to be. We are thinking it's right and I looked over to see 203 closer to him. "203, back off....now...." I wasn't about to fuck around anymore, he was sick and known her, she was letting Logan use her to feed off his energy of his soul.

"Yeah, we will take care of him so just move away. You can't help anyways. He needs us." Andy was glaring at her, he never really trusted her.

"I just want to help....why are you all being so protective of him since he fell ill?" She was playing stupid, I had a feeling she knew damn well why we didn't want her near him and she sighed. "Okay, I don't have a choice.....you know about the control...."

"Just back away from him.....if you kill our friend, I swear we will find another person to free all the kids and Jinxx and let your here. I'm not fucking playing!" Andy temper was worse then ever. You didn't mess with Jinxx when Andy was around.

She just disappears and that fast Logan was freaking out again. "I can't deal with this, we have 4 more kids to break free, then 203. We can't do that until Jinxx is better and he keeps sending her here to make sure he's fucking weak!" I was shaking and it was annoying me. When he got sick, Jinxx got sick good, we needed medicine.

"Guys, we are in a asylum, there has to be medicine here for a cold, if we have to, have Jake stay and watch over him. The rest of us will go looking for this medicine, there has to be a place in this damn place that has ton. They didn't just clean it out. Just we need to watch out for Dr. Crazy...." Ashley was right. We needed to do something and we had a crazy doctor to worry about too. Taking a schizophrenia person with us could be bad but we really needed Andy right now. With losing all but four kids connection to him five if you count 203. He would have to come at us as a human would, no more throwing us into the wall and trapping us in vines.

Andy pulled out an map that Jinxx use to mark for us where the diarys were. He was looking it over for something that would have the medicine. "Right here, it's like a doctor area for sick people. So they have their own build in hospital area. The only bad thing is, we have to go past Logan's area...." Andy just sighs. Ashley and I looked at each other and I think Jake knew what we were up to.

"No, you guys can't go out there. You know that one Andy would be his favorite. You two fell victim to him more too." Jake was worry about us.

"We need Jinxx, you know only he can see them numbers to find the files on the computer. We have four more. Then the two that he told us we aren't to know who they belong too. There is one in the safe and in the box. The one in the safe is to go first and then he can read the one in the box." We looked up to see 203 in the room again.

"What are you guys going to do?" She frowns a bit.

"We are just going to risk it to get Jinxx what he needs. We need him and you need to stay away from him until he's well again." Andy narrow his eyes at her. "I don't mean to be mean, but really, if he's weak, we know that Logan can use you or the others to feed off him. Just stay away from him. Jake will be here to watch over him." He walked to the door and open it. "Come on guys, let get this over with. We need to be as quiet as we can." Him and Ashley walked out of the room and I looked at 203, she was just looking down and seem really upset.

"Listen, we do trust you are a good spirit, a good person at one time. But please understand, with you and the other four being connected to Logan, and him wanting Jinxx dead. We have to worry about him before you. To find your file, we have to free 80, 10, 8 and 50 first...we need Jinxx to do so. Please understand we aren't going to abandon you, just we need to protect him and help him." I just looked at her and she looked up, smiling softly.

"If I could tell you what the plans were I would, but he knows everything. You three are in danger going out there. Just hope you come back alive....if at all." She disappeared and Jake looked at me worry.

"Man, please just you guys stay here we will find something else...." He was begging me and the others to stay.

"Sorry, we need to go." With that I walked out with Ashley and Andy to go find the medicine that we needed. We made sure to close the door before heading down the hallway. I was the one behind they guys, following but I couldn't help but think about the others kids we saved.

Kaiden Nelson, known as 100, He was a really well known kid, he had his own rock band, it was local but he was still rocking out. He use to do gigs for money and even tour the states with him and his friends playing free shows. In 1995, he was put in the asylum after drinking, doing drugs and letting his schizophrenia take over him. It ended up getting his band mates killed and him with charges. It was all because he claimed to see this demon following them around and that it was going to kill them all. The Demons ended up being his friends. Fuck up I know. The parents didn't know what to do, so they throw him in the asylum. His doctor was Dr. Abby and she tried her best to get him to claim down. Even with shocking the hell out of his mind. Jackie seen the kid was suffer and took on his case. She listen to him talk about this demon and even used her medium powers to try and see what he seen. It turn out that because he was schizophrenia, it turn his visions into demons when it was spirits or real people. He wasn't a medium but he could see things because he was a believer to ghost. 1998, Logan took over, it ended up making his demons come real and all the work that Jackie did to help him was replace. Kaiden took his own life in 2001, Logan cut out his tongue, and torture him with the demons that he just couldn't handle it. He got out of Logan's hands and stabbed himself with want of the ice pick things, right through the heart.

Next schizophrenia kid was Wyatt Dawn or known as 195. He was born in Japan until his parents wanted to come to the states. They live in different places but he didn't get along with kids that well. He had a really bad temper and put three kids in a hospital, one of them being in a coma. After the 4th kid was actually killed, his parents thought it would be okay for him to see Jackie. At first it was just him coming to the asylum ever Friday. But when he put a 5th child in the hospital who ended up brain dead and life support. Jackie thought it was best that he were to stay in the asylum where she could help him and maybe make friends with the other kids. She watched him for years, he hurt some of the other kids, but not too bad since there were always doctors and nurses around to help control him, from 1994 to 1998. In four years he was getting better and with the right medicine too. Though she notice that Logan was watching him too. After 1999, Wyatt disappeared from the asylum, they thought he ran away because they couldn't find him. Like all the other kids parents. Logan killed them first before the kids. In 2000, they found his body in his room, his tongue missing and a hold to his head. Jackie knew that Logan killed the kid, she could see from his body that he put up a good fight before he was killed.

"CC, are you okay? You seem to be zoning out, what's going on?" Ashley was right next to me as we follow Andy. We were going past Logan's area and when we didn't see him made a run for the room we needed to go. Once we were in there, we shut the door behind us and started looking through all the medicine to see if there was anything we could use to help our friend.
"I'm fine, just thinking about Vasilisa, Avia, Karina, Vincent, Kaiden, Wyatt and Seth. All the hell they went through." I just sighed and was helping them.

"It's creepy that most of them suffer from schizophrenia, I mean I'm glad that I never get that bad." Andy was just picking up different things and reading them. We needed to make sure it was the right stuff, something wrong and it could make him worse. As we were looking, I thought of the last kid we saved. Seth....

Seth Bowen, known as 2 was a kid from a rich family, though after he snapped and killed the family's pet dog because he thought he seen something more evil coming after him. His parents threw him in this place in 1988. But didn't do anything but keep to himself and wouldn't eat. Jackie was the first doctor to come to him. Even though he didn't talk to her at first, she got him to open up to her. That's how she knew about what got him here. She help him face what was real and not real. The kid was going to go home 1996 but Logan put a stop to it really fast, one, told the kid his parents were dead and no one in his family would take him in. It caused him to go crazy and attack Logan, who then had a right to take control of the kid. He kept Seth strapped down to a bed, wouldn't even let him leave his bed. Had a feeling tube and everything for a bed ridding person. Jackie tried to tell him this wasn't the right way to let a kid live, he needed to get up. By the beginning of 1998, Seth was so weak he couldn't talk anymore but would freak out from seening demons much like Kaiden did. Because of him not being able to move and stuck in bed. The demons ate at him to a piont that he was just a lifeless body, but no one knew that Logan took them ice picks and fucked up his brain. By the end of 1998, he dead from blood in the brain. Turned out that he did worse to the kid then people thought.

"You're doing it again CC....you know it's not safe out here to be zoning out." Andy was looking at me now. "Come on, we found some medicine that will help. We need to move fast though. I have a really bad feeling right now." We rushed out of the room and past Logan's area, as we got past we heard laughing and wasn't planning on stopping to see who was laughing behind us because we already knew.

"Come on boys....I just want to play." He laughed more and I could tell he was following us.
"Run, and keep up! Don't fucking fall behind!" Andy was in front of us and we were right behind him. Logan wasn't playing around when he say he just wanted to play. Parts of the asylum were falling and we had to run around or get by them before they hit us. it was like one of them game where you had to run and jump over things, not fun at all.

Though Andy being in the front meant if Logan appeared in front of us, he would get Andy and that's what happen. He appeared in front of us and grabbed Andy by the neck. It stopped me and Ashley in our tracks fast. "I told you boys to stop, now I want to have a nice little talk with you three....." He tighten his grip on Andy's neck to the point we could tell he was having a hard time breathing.

"Okay! We'll talk, just let him go...." With that, Logan threw him into Ashley's arms and both of them fell to the ground on their asses. I was the only one on my feet yet and I was scared. "What do you want to talk about?" I help the other two up and they stayed with me.

"I want you three to follow me. Run and I'll fucking kill you all." He smirked when we all just looked at him.

"We need to get back to Jinxx.....or have to get him something." Andy didn't want to run but he wasn't going to let it go that he needed to get something back to Jinxx and you could tell he wasn't going to move until he got to do what he wanted to. "I mean it, you want us, you let us get back to Jinxx...."

"Hm, but then I have to keep the other two under life threaten threats to make sure you come back." He smiled and that fast Ashley and I ended up with hands around our necks that we couldn't breath. We heard Andy cussing and he ran off to get the medicine to Jake. "You know, I'm glad it's you three that came out, this is really going to be fun and I don't think I'm going to let you go this time. Jinxx will regret fucking with me...." He laughed and squeeze harder around our necks, I couldn't breath at all anymore and my vision started to get dark.

"Ashley! CC!" We heard Andy yell, though I was to the point I couldn't see anymore and even passed out from lack of air.

I started to wake up and my head was killing me, I was trying to look around but it was really bright in the room that I was in now. I closed my eyes and went to go rub them with my hand but my arm what hold down by something cuff around my wrist. My eyes shot open and I looked down at my body to realized that I was strapped down to a bed. I looked around and I was in one of them padded rooms. I was by myself in this room and started to fight against my restrains. "ANDY! ASHLEY!!!!" I had call out to them but nothing happen. I was freaking out and trying to fight to get free. Where the fuck am I and what happen? I tried to think of the last thing that happen to us and sigh when I remember that Logan had me and Ashley by the neck and cutting off our air. "Fuck..." I just threw my head back on the pillows and closed my eyes. He locked me up in a really small padded room, strapped down to a fucking bed.

After a while, the door open and Logan brought Ashley and Andy into the small room, they were in straight jackets and looked like they were freezing and by the look of their hair, was in water. I frown and he pushed them to the ground against the padded wall away from me. Andy was whispering to himself, he was really scared about something and I didn't understand what he was saying. Ashley was just queit and not looking at me. What the hell did he do to them. I looked up at him as he walked over to me.

"It's good to see you're awake. Don't mind them, they are just facing facts that they have something I can use against them and make them see what I want them to." He laughs. "I don't think they will put up a fight for a while. You seem so calm, I can see you're really pissed off but you have better control of yourself then they do." He was just looking at them and they just seem so out of it. "It funny how people don't put up fights when you drop them in a pool of freezing water and make them stand in a cage to freeze until they can't think anymore." He smirked down at me and I seen him reaching to undo the straps that held me down to the bed.

"What are you going to do to me????" I needed to think of a plan, get me and the guys out of this hell hole right now and back to Jinxx and Jake. I really wanted to know what the story was behind the last four kids. I looked over at the guys they seem so lost right now and wasn't even talking. What the hell did he plan on doing to me.

"It depends what you do when I release you from your restrains." It's like he was trying to test me. If I made a run for it, I could be killed or something. But what if I decided to stay laying in the bed, or just sit up? When he undo all the straps and I sit up fast and moved away from him. I didn't get off the bed, just wanted to get the hell away from him. I looked over at the guys but keeping my eyes on Logan. "No running?"

"Why would I run? My brothers are here, yeah I want to kick your ass right now but I'm not going to do that because I know I'll get what happen to them. Trying to make me attack you so you can come after me isn't going to happen." I just watched him and he had a smirk on his face.

"Good boy..." Damn it I wanted to hit him for that. "I see that you're smarter then you look. Good, but let hope you can keep that going." He walked out of the room and slammed the door shut, the locking sound coming from outside the door. I moved over to the other two and got them out of the straight Jacket.

"Guys, can you both hear me??? Come on snap out of it." They seem so far gone and I pulled the blankets off the bed and wrapped it around them. I stayed close to them watching the door. I hope Jake can get Jinxx feeling better with the medicine. Being locked in this room could be worse if I didn't have my friends with me. Though, both of them seem so out of it. I'll kill that fucker, if he was alive!

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A/N: So yeah, he has the boys....what's going to happen next? Don't know yet but will go to Jake.

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