You Find Your Hell Is Home

*Jinxx's POV*

I was looking at the map, leading the guys to the places we needed to go. We were in the hallway again and looking around for anything that would be out of place to show a hidden part of the asylum we didn't see before. I was looking around and I seen one of the rooms that was on the list. Just a little down from that room, I seen a weird set of double doors that aren't on the map. "Guys, this is one of the rooms on the list. We should look through it, I know we don't have files yet, but we can still try and find out things. All their stuff should be in their rooms, I know that mostly people in asylum can bring books to write in or read. So look for a diary if you can find one." We walked into the room. It belong to 121. When we walked into the room, we could tell that it was a boy's room.

"Okay so we know that 121 is a guy now. But why wouldn't they know their names if they wrote things down?" Andy just didn't get it, did he?

"You don't understand it, he fucked with their minds, they were all kids with mental issues and they were torture with things like shock treatment or water treatment and even having the side of their heads drilled to the point that he went through the skull and into the brain fucking up anything they could. These were really bad cases, it's why the asylum is in the middle of a dark woods, these kids weren't fit to be out with others. Because they could have hurt themselves or others." I remember when my parents told me about this place. It wasn't that the kids were bad, it's just they couldn't deal with life. The doctors and nurses were all friendly, that was until Logan came. At first they were happy to get a skilled doctor like him, but now, they regreted and shut the place down.

"Your hometown is weird." Jake was looking in all the hiding places he could find in the desk and night stand, Andy going through old clothes and other things. Ashley was looking around the bed. When I looked up I seen young boy there looking at me. I just stand up and turn to him.

"You're 121 right?" They guys stopped and looked at me I could feel them just looking at me as I talk to the boy. He nodded and smiles a bit. "Can you help us? We are trying to learn as much as we can about you all. Just so we can help you out. Is there anything in here that can help us? He smiled and pointed to the desk, I don't know if he knew how to talk or not.

"He's a mute, Logan cut out his tongue so that he couldn't talk to Mediums or tell the other doctors and nurse about him. He didn't get to do that with me. The cops moved in too fast on him and he killed me before they could save me. I have my tongue yet." 203 stick her tongue out at me. I couldn't help but laugh.

"Jinxx, are you okay?" Andy was a bit creeped out. I kinda wish they could see 203 like me and CC can. But I don't want it to be because of Logan doing something to them.

"Look in the desk, in that hideway shelf in the left. There is a diary in there. I'm fine, just getting help. It seems that 203 is the only one that can talk to me. Logan cut out the tongues of the others so they couldn't talk to mediums or anyone else." I seen Andy pick up the book and hand it to me. I started looking through it.

"So they are both in the room right now?" I looked up at Jake and nodded.

"Listen, you guys don't understand. These kids had everything taking from them. Their souls are trapped and now I see why 203 had came after me. She wanted my help before, but then Logan used her to get into my dreams and torture me from my dreams. He found out that I was a medium and wanted me to come here. He has a power to take over mediums. It's why I'm in more danger then the rest of you. That's why that family help us out because they too were mediums. The tent is to protect us incase things get too bad, and to keep Logan out of our dreams." 203 been telling me a lot of things, filling me in on why it was me they picked, why I was target so much. As long as one of the others were around me, he couldn't hurt me. He needed to break down my brother's first to get to me. He was torturing CC before 203 got him to calm down and go asleep.

"I see, so she wanted you to come here unknown to Logan, but he found out about you anyways." Jake was just trying to get the understanding of things.

"Yes, that is what happen. Mediums don't come here, and when they do they run away." I just kept reading. "This goes back to Jan. 1st 1988 until 1999, 3 years before the asylum was closed down in 2002." I just kept reading and 121 seem to be happy about me reading it. It's all these kids wanted, to know who they were and able to leave this nightmare.

"So does it have his name in or anything?" Ashley was looking over my shoulder.

"No it doesn't, but it goes on about how he has a normal life, talking about good grades, even though he was the outcast of the family, he always tried to make them happy. His dad loved him for who he was but his mom didn't, said he was a evil child. When his baby sister was born in 1990. He was pushed aside. It got to the point that he tried to take his life. His dad stopped him and send him here in 1991. Dr. Jackie, took care of him, was helping him get better. But then Logan show up in 1996 and things started to change around the peaceful asylum. He woke up to other kids screaming, went to go look and seen Logan dragging them to a new part of the hospital that was never there before. The kid he took was a girl, 10. He said the doctors gave them number names so that no one could pick on them if they had names that were different then others. The hospital was mixed with different races of people. Everyone was kind until Logan came. 1998, Dr Jackie had no chioce but to sign him over to Logan.Logan, wanted him for some reason and fought until his doctor did this. No one really liked him other then Nurse Jamie. Logan did horrible things to him, shock treatment, dropping him tied to a chair in a tank of water and leaving him there. He did a lot of other sick things to him, before cutting out his tongue so he couldn't tell the other doctors and nurses what Logan was up to in HIS part of the asylum. No one else was allow back there. The last post he wrote in 1999 is that he thinks he's going to die, that Logan was going to kill him...." I felt sick to my stomach. 203 and 121 walked over to me and just hugged me. I looked up at 121, "I'm so sorry....I'll try to find out as much as I can to help you, you didn't deserve this, you were getting better with Dr. Jackie...." I started coughing badly and fell to my knees.

"Jinxx!" Jake ran to my side and I could see the two ghost disappear. Something told me that Logan was coming.

"Guys, we need to get out of here. I think Logan coming, here put this in the bag, long with the map. We need to run and now!" I grabbed the bag from Andy and we ran. I made sure the others were behing me. "Keep up! We need to get back to the tent! We had found enough today." Before we could get out of the hallway, the doors slammed shut and there were spikes on the doors that kept us away from trying to open it.

"Oh what do we have here? Four trap mice...." He smirked and I seen Andy's anger kicking in. We really didn't need to piss off Logan today. "Jinxx, you're stronger then I thought you were. I have to say, you out smart me a bit. I thought I could just scare you to the point that I could take over. Hm..." He flicked his wrist and send Ashley, Andy and Jake to the wall and vines came out to hold them in place as he walked over to me. "You're so different then the others...."

"Let me friends go." He was walking around me, I just kept my bag in my arms. I wasn't going to let him take it away from me. "I know what you did to them poor kids. Cutting out their tongues just so they couldn't tell on you. You're fucking sick! You wanted them for something, I don't know what but I can tell now that it wasn't because of their health issues, you just use that to get to them, to break them down. They had gifts didn't they? Things you wanted." I looked at him.

"You're smarter then I thought. It's funny to watch your friends looking so confuse when you talk to 203. They look at you like your crazy. Don't you see that they think you belong lock up?" He laughs more.

"Don't listen to him Jinxx! You know that's not true. We will never think that of you, we know what you are and we know that you have that gift now. Don't fucking let him get inside your head like that! He's a piece of shit!" Andy was just really pissed and didn't care what he was saying as long as I was okay. Though it was enough to set Logan off and going after Andy.
"You are getting on my nerves.....I think it's time to shut you up and put you in your place!" We all seen the needle and my eyes widen.

"NO! Leave him alone!" I went to run after him to get him away from Andy, I grabbed his arm to try and stop him, but he send me flying into a wall away from the others, vines came out and wrapped around me before they wrapped around me neck, keeping me from fight. "Don't you think about it Logan! Just fucking let him go! I know what you're up to! And planning to do to him. I won't allow you!" The vines tightly around my throat to the point that I couldn't breath at all. I started blacking out.

"It's Dr. Logan, I swear I'm going to beat it into all of you soon enough. And I rule this place Jinxx....your friends will respect me. Now for you being so disrespectful, I'm taking all three of them." He smirked and I couldn't breath anymore. "Have a good sleep, because if you're here when I come back. You're going to be sorry, you know what I'll do to you. I did that in your dreams, but it's a lot worry in person. You will learn your place. Your friends won't get that unless they start to become as troublesome as you are. Though, you're friend here, I think I'm going to have fun with him. He's not getting away with it as easy as the other three." It was the last thing I heard before passing out.

After a while, I woke up in the tent and CC was making food. We were running out of things to eat and we were still trapped in this place for 3 days now. I whimper and he looked at me.
"Good you're awake, 203 came to get me, she told me to come get you that you were in trouble. I know he has the others. I just hope Andy and them are going to be okay." He looked hurt that the others weren't here.

"He won't hurt them, maybe do what he did to you. Though Andy did set him off..." I ate the food that was put in first of me and looked in the cooler. We need more food, this isn't going to last us long. Maybe 5 months tops.... I was hoping to be out of here before then, but you never know.
"Do you think the guys will be okay?" I smiled at bit.

"I don't know, he's going to do something to Andy and I have a feeling it's going to be messing with his schizophrenia. He wants me the most, he wants me weak enough to take over me. It's why he wanted me here. He knows that he can use me and leave this place. I'll be trapped in my body, while he's torturing the world." I looked away, yeah, I would be that bad guy and be the one the cops are after when it wasn't even me doing anything but a evil spirit taking me over.

"Dude, that's not cool. We can't ever let him get to you like that." CC frown.

"Don't worry, he won't. I know his plans now, I know what he's been up to. If we can find them files, we can save them kids. They might not be able to talk, he cut out their tongues before killing them. But they had gifts, one of a kind gifts. That's why he wanted them." I just lay back down. "203 will let us know when he releases the guys, then we can go get them." I just fell asleep after that. I know CC was reading the diary we found. I'm glad to not be alone anymore in seeing 203 and them, but I didn't want this to happen to my best friends. I didn't want them to all suffer like this. Who knows what he will do to Andy....

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A/N: Another chapter done, I will got to one of the other guys, maybe Ashley or Jake since Andy had a chapter already. Though Logan has all of them. *sighs* Not going to be good when the next chapter begins. I think I'm going with Jake.

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